Born on Mars
Raised up as a Scorpio Goddess
Destroying the demons in my path
Loving everyone who can be loved
Hating the ones who've betrayed me
Living on as a Goddess
An egyptian goddess who speaks words of life
A goddess

Butterflies fluttering around
Canoes moving slowly across the subtle waves
Kids laughing and gawking
Bugs flying
Ducks fighting
Families grilling
Couples holding hands
This is relaxation
This is nature

The armor of my heart
The light in my tunnel
The art on my canvas
The sway of my move
The rich of my riches
He was my brother
And I'm his keeper

When I'm around him
It feels like we're connected
He speak life to me
I speak life back
He grabs I feel warmth
The ways he talks
The ways he look
It's just our chemistry

Tired of this ****
**** this *****

Cheated
Cheated out of my money
Cheated out of my soul

He lured me in
I fell for it
He took control
I was so young
Body count was triple my age
I felt alone every night
Every old man who touched me
Every man who took a part of me during the night sky
Every man who hurt me
Killed me each year
My mind is mentally gone
I can't think on my own
All I want is help to live again

Every word you say is
every lie you will tell
I'm quite tired of your words and lies
I'm quite tired of you

Let your money go
Doesn't declare the happy
Doesn't declare the sad
But it declares the greed
Declares of wanting more
Declares of sacrificing goods
Sacrificing every minute
Wanting more

I'm worst than fire and wind
I'm worst than thunder and lightning
I'm more powerful than a hurricane and a tsunami
I'm faster than a tornado and rain
Harder than hail
But I'm softer than snow
I'm a woman of nature
Powerful as can be

Beautiful words
Beautiful sounds
Beautiful voice
Music
Musician
I fell in love
How can I have ******* with words that enter my ears?
It's beautiful
It makes my ears tingle

I gave in
They yell at me
They call me boney
They call me a anorexic
They tore my heart
But this toilet healed it
They knocked me down
They told me to die
They said I'm no good
But my mama tell me to eat more because honey you're getting smaller!
How can you stand tall when the world shuns you down?

Who's your father?
John Doe
Who's your father?
The government
Who's your mother?
Borderline personality disorder
What's wrong with your mother?
Sinful thoughts of the abused
Disorders and John Doe

Betrayal hurts
It's the feeling a person gives you when they hurt you intentionally
It's the feeling he gave me 15 minutes ago
It's the feelings that's going to make me not love you anymore
It's the feelings that I've losed for you
I'm done with you have a nice life
I supported everything you did
Just to have betrayal knocking on my front door
Remember that karma is a *****

Stop!
Stop please!
You don't know me!
You don't know what I had to go through!
It's over I conquered the storm!
I'm not scared of your harsh words no more!
I have the victory and the power!

Drowning my misery with some hennesey

I bleed from the drunken veins
I talk from the wicked mouth
I love from the solid heart
I touch with the harmful hands
I keep myself in solitude so the dangers won't get to you
I am danger

Am I not good enough?
Why don't you like me?
Is my poetry not good enough?
Is my words not good enough?
Is my world not good enough?
Am I not good enough?

I remember one summer
I wanted to be like Donna Summer
I wanted to feel love
Like the year 1977

I gave in
They yell at me
They call me fat
They call me a pig
They tore my heart
But this chocolate healed it
They knocked me down
They told me to die
They said I'm no good
But my mama tell me to stand tall
How can you stand tall when the world shuns you down?

He was looking at me
But I was looking at the waiter
He finally lose me
He was so egotistic
His ego got in between us
It sawed right in half of our bonded heart
Last night I left him
Last night I left him in the dark

I'm so used to getting used
I now offer myself
It's a sad thing
Very depressing
They say they need me
And I'm there
But when I need them
I never recieve an answer
I'm not the pillow you can flip over and use every night
I'm not the toothbrush you use everyday
I'm not the water that you drink
But I am me
And I should not be used like an everyday thing

I fell like the rain on a stormy day
I dried back up when the sun shined again
Just to have a beautiful magnolia bloom once again

You're  my soul from another decade
You're my inspiration for another day
You're the rhythm of my paintings
The soul of my canvas
The creativity of my mind
The overdose of my heart
RIP my brother

AmeriKKKa
Land of the free
Land of the whites
Hell for the blacks
Equality non existent
KKK running land
Blacks running dead
Blood splatters everywhere
KKK never stops
Blacks broken with grief
Whites uplifted with grief

No ero love over here, no passion at all
Shame! Shame! Shame!
No ludus love over here, I'm very monagmous
No storge love over here, well then again we may have a little storge love going on
Pragma love, could be from both of us but would it really be love?
Mania love is all that we have, we go through the highs and we go through the lows when you're high
Agape love, no we don't have that , it would be lovely though

It's a challenge
You either get them or not
Lucky if you get them
Out of luck if you didn't
8 am when they release
Running to see if you can reach
Stressing out months ahead
Wondering if you'll ever get them
Then it crashes
Then you're suddenly sad

Twisted fantasy of the bleak insanity

Hate it when he's high
It's something that's missing from his life that cannot be replaced
I wanted him to get high off me
High off the movements of my body
High off the carressing words I speak
What do he need to know that I am his?

The joker
I admired the joker
People think it's weird
The joker made me into a better me
His struggles caused insanity
For a while my struggle was his
He showed me what not to do
So I decided to do the opposite
And overcome
The joker was so mentally insane it killed him
I wanted to get out of the insanity and become sane again
And here I am
RIP The Joker

Everything I am is everything he was
Everything he is
Is everything I will be

Heavy rain
Cold winds
Chill bumps
Beautiful scene
Calming noises
Cozy toes
Lovely memories
Silent sleep
Relaxing vibes
Oh so sweet

You give them your ******* heart
For them to laugh it
For them to want more
But they can erase you out of there life in one second
Because they didn't care about you
They just want to empty your heart

Contradicted
Don't live today thinking tomorrow will come
Don't live today thinking a change will come
Don't live today fretting for tomorrow
Don't live today expecting joy in the morning
Don't live today expecting sorrow in the morning
Don't live today thinking I'll be here tomorrow
Don't live today thinking I won't be here tomorrow
Contradicted
Corroboration

Your full of lies
Your the story of why I cry

Blood splatters
White devil
Black angel
Killed by the devil
Debatable sentence
Death sentence or a couple of years?
Killed a brother
But it's debatable
If our brother got a death sentence and 8 shots in the back
It's only right if you get a death sentence
Can the government protect our brothers and our sisters?
AmeriKKKa government can not protect us because it was not made for us
But we can change that
We have to keep on fighting
We have to keep on protesting
We have to keep on studying
We have to get in the office
We have to get these law degrees
We have to become governors
We have to win
Because we've been losing
We've gotten so far
But not that far

Flow so sickening
Haters always get infected
I'm up and away
They down and out
They cause arguments to be relevant
There irrelevance will never be relevant to I

It's a sweep of emotion
That flows through me so quickly
I can't hold back and control it
Once I start thinking
I think of the world
I think about me
My future
You
Death
Love
I think about the children who felt like me
I think of the children who feel like ****
I think of the children because they don't deserve it
All we need is love
And people claim money is love so they don't give a **** about the children
You selling an innocent soul to the devil
But the innocent soul just want to be a child
The innocent soul don't belong to you
The innocent soul belongs to love
To happiness
To peace
To beauty
To courage
To life
There own life
The beautiful,peaceful,courageous soul of a life.

Our minds are intertwined
He speak mentally into my mind
The love I have for him is indescribable
He's a beautiful man
I touch his smooth face and his beautiful mole
His raps goes along with my paintings
He's meant to be my husband
I'm meant to be his wife
I fell in love with an artist

All white today
Pure as snow
Clear as glass
Cool as mist
Mind is cold
Listen and you may be heard
Skin so golden
Smooth as Egyptian cotton

I don't want to seem self absorbed
But I'm beautiful inside and out
My exterior is tough and powerful
But my beautiful skin is soft and fragile
The veins running through me are made of gold
My skin is as bright as my soul
Everywhere I go I get admired
But guess what?
I'm just a turtle
**And I belong to the beautiful Donna Bella. I am her heart and she's mine

Looked into his eyes
And it looked into my heart
The feeling that spread through my body was unrecongnizable
It was quite beautiful
A sight to behold

Alone at home
House is filled with people
But that doesn't stop the anger or sadness
I'm alone
Wow

He reads me like a book
Every page he writes
I’m astonished every time
I hide in a maze
Confused of my time
Confused of details I have shown
And what I’ve shown not
Those of hidden disguise
He finds
And so I question what he knows
I treat it as fools gold
Because knowing me is not that easy
But yet still today
It’s easy to him…

Thinking of the **** you said
Thinking whether or not I should say *******
Not giving a **** about your feeling no more
Treating you like you treated me
Like ****
You ******* hit with low blows
Knowing **** we'll how sensitive this heart can be
You tell me you love me the next day
You said it was the beer
But **** didn't you say that the last time
******* and **** your **** man
I'm leaving and I'll be the queen that I am

He kissed me on my neck
I said "No temptation"
Deep down I'm already tempted but it doesn't work like that with me
He said he had to tell me something
So can a kiss tells you what a person is thinking?
I don't believe so
I said tell me to my ear
He kissed my ear
I said "No temptation"
Is this the devils way of trying to tempt me and distract me from my goals?
Is it?
Because if it is, its not going to work

You asked me what's wrong
When you're the problem
You hurt me and you knew it
How can I be so strong from intentional hurt? It's just not right
Then you ask me why I'm still mad because you said SORRY
Sorry! I hear it all the time
You are sorry
I'm done with you
How can I act the same way towards you when you hurt me where it hurts the most?
Why would you even?
I can't
I can't
And I'm done
I'm done
Done with the hurt
Done with the lies
Done with the sorry
Done with the betrayal
Baby I'm done with you

There so called "flotsam"
I'm standing on millions now
Walking down the alley where I use to lay on the sidewalks
Saw the men who called me "flotsam"
But they didn't recognize me instead they complemented me on this Hermes apparel
I let them talked
Asked them where they work
They work for my company
I decided to leave
But before I left
I turned back around
I told them I'm the man that's so called "flotsam"
By the way you're fired

Purified by the water
Holy oil in the water
New life
New way
New thoughts
Pure soul
Beautiful life