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Pineapples Aug 2021
Come back frightened rabbit

You have so much more to give

Come back frightened rabbit

Do not plot your death, just live

Come back frightened rabbit

We all miss your sound

Come back frightened rabbit

we all need you to be found

Come back frightened rabbit

Need you here to sing me to sleep

Come back frightened rabbit

To early for you to be six feet deep
Mar 2021 · 126
Survival smile
Pineapples Mar 2021
Fluorescent red heart glowing through the decadence of my past.
I can smile again with a big *******.
This is how survival feels.
Never will i drown in your cloud of deceit filled raindrops.
Heartbreak and headaches. This is what I have been feeling for 4 years plus - I now feel like I have overcome and moving forward positively.
Aug 2020 · 62
What if
Pineapples Aug 2020
What if........one of us had the guts tonight....
Aug 2020 · 40
Die like a rich boy
Pineapples Aug 2020
I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crying babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thought of the thick, white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of the faded town

And if the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden, immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud
If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I want to die like a rich boy diving
In a hydrocodone dream
You can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will read
I 'll die like a rich boy bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now
I want to die like a rich boy drowning
In a lake that bears my name
You can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie asleep on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

Well I found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave
Jun 2020 · 77
Die like a rich boy
Pineapples Jun 2020
I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crime babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thud of the thick white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of a faded town

If the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud

If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I wanna die like a rich boy, diving
In a hydrocodone dream
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will grieve
I'll die like a rich boy, bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
I wanna die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

I wanna die like a rich boy, drowning
in a lake that bears my name
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie in state on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
I wanna die like a rich boy even if we're
As poor as we are now

I've found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave
Sep 2019 · 152
BBC
Pineapples Sep 2019
BBC
Eat...
Sleep....
Wake....

Nothing but you.
Sep 2019 · 74
Untitled
Pineapples Sep 2019
Left alone with my thoughts....

This world should end for the better....

At least my world should....

How cruel I am to bring life into this existence.....

My children will be tarnished forever with the tormented, jilted and ****** path I have laid....

All I ask for, is for them to see clear...please do not stay on this beaten track...please do not be cursed with my mind....

I am scared for them.....

I am scared...
Aug 2019 · 252
Wounds
Pineapples Aug 2019
let the salt from my tears pour into your wounds..............still bitter and fresh like the first truthful cut
Aug 2019 · 87
Frightened rabbit
Pineapples Aug 2019
So you just stepped out
Of the front of my house
And I'll never see you again
I closed my eyes for a second
And when they opened
You weren't there
And the door shut shut
I was vacuum packed
Shrink-wrapped out of air
And the spine collapsed
And the eyes rolled back
To stare at my starving brain

And fully clothed, I float away
Down the Forth, into the sea
I think I'll save suicide for another day

And I picture this corpse
On the M8 hearse
And I have found a way to sleep
On a rolled up coat
Against the window
With the strobe of the sun
And the life I've led
Am I ready to leap
Is there peace beneath
The roar of the Forth Road Bridge?
On the northern side
There's a Fife of mine
And a boat in the port for me
Pineapples Jul 2019
Gifts of god and life floating on muddy tides

Staring into the abyss of murky ripples and abandoned dock land.

I feel at home in the wastes of rusted steels

Let me decay with the surroundings

Hollow echoed sounds of my own breath

I am London

London is me
Oct 2018 · 242
Tumble dry
Pineapples Oct 2018
1001 thoughts at 04:46
I sit here and listen to my children sleep
Makes my madness worth it
Oct 2018 · 84
Hells water on ice
Pineapples Oct 2018
Line them up, say a few truths.
one by one the Less I regret.
I cannot remember how to forgive.
#regret #lostlove #heartbrake
Aug 2018 · 163
Circles
Pineapples Aug 2018
Euphanized from my mind everything we were...........I cannot take the physical elements of what you have done to me........I am weak window pain and frost bitten razor blades.
Chalk laced mirrors of the forgetful, empty bottles of remembrance.............paraplegic I must be as I have not stopped bleeding for you.
Searching for cures from the ones your parents warned you from...........doorman’s elbows sharp, sinking and fracturing the sockets I see you through..........that ******* blue dress you parade in still sits exquisitely with your smile.........emergency rooms become natural habitat to the patchwork of fabricated lies and deceit I tell the trainee nurse..........at that moment my only friend......please just something to take the edge off, sleep for my sanity.
That demons got me good this time.........content to keep my mince pies closed for good........that warmth of morphine in the pit of your stomach......want that to last........but here comes lucifer again with the usuall......draw out those tear ducts that sting so frighteningly of what’s to come.........sink that stoker white hot trident deep into the cavity of Love.............will never relapse as it does not stop...........worms and wild flowers can feed.
Deep and sad..........I will write something nice one day! I promise
Jul 2018 · 207
The wonderful world of me
Pineapples Jul 2018
Choose this life?
Never!
Why would I want to argue with myself constantly?
Making simple decisions is a heartbreaking task.
To everyone else it is easy.........for me to get out of bed feels like a mistake.
You know it’s tough when you do not want to wake up!
All I want is to find the happiness or joy out of everything.........but all I can find is bleakness and grey!
I just want to smile, but all I do is make everyone else happy..........then I have forgotten about me!
Not really a poem I’m just spilling insides
Jul 2018 · 137
Through the glass
Pineapples Jul 2018
look at me when I talk to you........
…………




I am scared that you will see me!
Jul 2018 · 110
Fuck ups
Pineapples Jul 2018
I do not want to be hear anymore.
Mar 2018 · 172
Things will matter
Pineapples Mar 2018
I was searching the fires of the deep

Locked horns with myself in my sleep

Got lost in a haze of defeat

Things didn’t matter

Ran out of the places to run

Sought up in the things that I done

So it’s a good day when your face came along

And things could get better

We can’t talk about when we were young

Spend our last days in the sun

And one day one of us will be gone

And then things will matter
Mar 2018 · 2.1k
Asphyxiation
Pineapples Mar 2018
Draw me like the lipstick stained cigarette you so lovingly crave....
******* away with the distasteful grey poison from your lungs....


***
Nov 2017 · 168
Signals
Pineapples Nov 2017
Build a fire in the hollow of my chest.
Let the embers burn so true.
For today my world will fill with smoke.

But you will be the one intoxicated, choked and looking blue.
Oct 2017 · 389
Alone
Pineapples Oct 2017
I am more alone with you then I am myself
Oct 2017 · 112
Unreachable
Pineapples Oct 2017
She’s just like the moon

So near but yet so far
Oct 2017 · 123
Lonely the brave
Pineapples Oct 2017
Carry me out to your garden so I can breathe it in, because I’m in trouble again.
Carry me out to the garden so I can stop the end, because I’m in trouble again.
Oct 2017 · 224
Wild flower eyes
Pineapples Oct 2017
Take me to where your wild flower eyes grow.
Let us lay in the reeds and let your hair go with summertime flow.
Tell me to my face that we are no more and you cannot go on anymore.
I’ll start the bush fire and watch those flowers burn to the floor.
Oct 2017 · 1.6k
Change
Pineapples Oct 2017
Today is the day you can go **** yourself!
Oct 2017 · 235
Thin line
Pineapples Oct 2017
I am that thin line between bravery and stupidity.
I’ll let everyone else decide what suits them the most.
Oct 2017 · 270
Thief
Pineapples Oct 2017
Let me come to you in your sleep, solidified by the moons light.
Watch over you and sing you stars for you to keep.

Running hands gently on silk sheets.
Cold skin on my fire, burning embers of deceit as I am not your dream.

Let me love you to slumber, treasures and locked away, but lost without that key to your heart.
Let me break in and shatter everything.
Oct 2017 · 251
Love fool
Pineapples Oct 2017
What a mess I’ve made.
Young lady full of false fantasies.
The passenger seat warn away with distaste and distant memories.

Let me just cradle your cranium.
Tell you your everything then flock you for cheap.
Tears fall and voices raise, not letting the weeping willow sleep.

I don’t want time alone.
I need to feel your skin stretch on to my bones.
I want to be more about you, but I’m worried your everything will overshadow and I’ll be nothing more than a fool.
Oct 2017 · 115
Untitled
Pineapples Oct 2017
We are a sad song together.............
Our verse and chorus composed of hate and neglected love.
Sep 2017 · 149
Wet
Pineapples Sep 2017
Wet
be a good little bee and let me taste your honey.
Sep 2017 · 450
Smut
Pineapples Sep 2017
You tell me "I love you".

I tell you "I lust you".

Let's **** and then we can decide.
Sep 2017 · 221
City
Pineapples Sep 2017
The faded memories of you and me, under the street lights and shop signs looking beautiful and pretty.

Now I walk into town trying to find our remembrance in our lost love city.

I'm scared of what I have become with the loss of you, so full of regret and a pining pity.
Sep 2017 · 201
Funeral
Pineapples Sep 2017
Vulnerability
Sacrifice
Deceit
Betrayal
Memories
Loyalty
Lies
Love
.............................will all be gone when my lid is placed and I am laid to rest.

Peace at last.
Sep 2017 · 236
Swim
Pineapples Sep 2017
That smile you can see from across the seas.
I would swim channels and oceans if it will make this hurt ease.
Sep 2017 · 420
Small space
Pineapples Sep 2017
My heartbreak takes place in the dark.

Nobody deserves to see how ugly it really Is.
A lot of my poems are about heartbreak and misery.......sorry if that offends. Heartbreak or sadness are  an emotion I have personally felt more than any other.
Sep 2017 · 247
Dirt
Pineapples Sep 2017
Going a day without that face.
The mirror hates me, such a reflective disgrace.
I am **** so shameful and selfish.
Put me in the sea, let my lungs fill and sink to the shellfish.

Keep walking back to me, never mind tomorrow.
You got your whole life to live.
I'll be in my box while the world and your eyes look down in sorrow.

The coward I've become is the dirt that needs to become weeds.
Bury that ****, let the water fill his void and the Daisy's get to feed.
Sep 2017 · 164
Perform
Pineapples Sep 2017
The irony of my performance that I dig in to the depths of depression and despair, spit it all over a microphone, pour out every brittle and heartbroken amount of emotion I can so people can clap and cheer.
Sep 2017 · 437
Lie
Pineapples Sep 2017
Lie
the sun we worship is made of the sinners we are.
Sep 2017 · 183
Road close
Pineapples Sep 2017
the tragic we are, the remanance of such beauty entangled within the most brutal of car crashes.
At least we got to feel the impact and devastation while holding hands.
Sep 2017 · 230
Pain
Pineapples Sep 2017
I want to know what it's like,
So I can feel it inside.
Sep 2017 · 719
Sting like a bee
Pineapples Sep 2017
Don't want to fight anymore with my back against the ropes.
Bobbing and weaving your verbal counters.
Box on my inside so we can clinch and get close enough to tell you I love you.
Sep 2017 · 204
Surrender
Pineapples Sep 2017
Take my white flag and give your weapons to the enemy.
Let them fire it all at me so peace can exists for us.
Sep 2017 · 226
Rubbish
Pineapples Sep 2017
I am the abandoned cigarette **** disposed of in the damp gutter.........the life of me has been ******,drawn and blown out of existence.
Sep 2017 · 224
You already know
Pineapples Sep 2017
The moment we forgot we were just good friends I moved my arm her face went red again one more bus home another silent weekend
Said love was painted gold like all things growing old the paint peels and slowly falls you already know
Looking out the glass always sit together we both know we could be someone better not with our heads like London weather
Said love was painted gold like all things growing old the paint peels and slowly falls you already know
Sep 2017 · 146
Construction
Pineapples Sep 2017
I need you to re-build me.
Make me what you want me to be.
Not what I am again.
Sep 2017 · 123
Flower
Pineapples Sep 2017
The flowers that grow from me are for you.
Sep 2017 · 204
Be brave
Pineapples Sep 2017
Please visit me in my sleep tonight.
I want to know that everything wherever you are is alright.

I need to tell you about my life and what you have missed.
They tell me to forget you and move on but this I cannot resist.

I hope you can see my family and how they have got your eyes and hair.
Sometimes I wish my life would stop so I could take that seat next to you going spare.
Sep 2017 · 232
Punch-Drunk-love
Pineapples Sep 2017
Can I, just one more time visit your bedroom window as an intoxicated Romeo.
I will perform my love verses that I have written on beer mats throughout the night.
Let me dance for you under the streetlights of hazelton drive.
So sorry for wearing white, did not mean to be stained with the blood of window pane knuckles.
Sep 2017 · 351
Old eyes
Pineapples Sep 2017
Looking into your eyes and falling in love over and over again, never got old.
Now your eyes have shut, I have aged.
Sep 2017 · 177
Pieces
Pineapples Sep 2017
My car-boot jigsaw puzzle heart-
Missing pieces.
Sep 2017 · 810
Driver
Pineapples Sep 2017
I wanted to be more than just a passenger seat ****.
I wanted to make love between silk sheets.
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