when you miss someone who are gone
and realise that you never told them that you loved them
the only thing in your mind is
that you either want to go back in time
or push the "fast forward" button in life
so that you will be with them again


I miss you and I love you

I am happy
but my head is a chaos
what am I supposed to do?

and instead of loving you
   I started hating you
for everything you have done
and the way you've changed

because nothing
     makes me happier

and nothing
    makes me sadder

than you

you told me
that you would always be there
but now
you are gone