Can you see it coming
Sprouting through the buried soil
From the seed you unknowingly sow

Can you catch it as it grow
Spreading tender leaves green
Feeding on your sinister thoughts

Can you nip it off, can you?
before the sapling gains ground
Jealousy... Spreading its roots

When you're alone in your bedroom.
Twiddling the razor in your fingers.
I'll be there, roaming the halls.
And when your sad and your crying.
I'll be there watching.
I'll be there, in your home.
And when your gone I'll be there at your grave.
With the flowers, the red roses.
Was gonna bring white but your blood stained them.
Wish you would've known what you were missing.
Wish you would've known who you were hurting.
Cause now you're gone.
And I can't carry on your legacy.
Cause now you're gone.
And I can't change the gruesome fact.
And now you're gone and you took me down with you.
Bye bye pretty soul.
Forever gone, into the soil.

Pop it open, just a can
Heart rate spikes again as planned
Pop another, maybe two
Pumping harder than you ever knew
Pop some more, make it three
This is fun, won't we see
Have another, up to four
Faster now than ever before
Still going strong and up to six
Past the point of being fixed
Whoa, what happened? Hitting eight
Now I'm spinning, can't see straight
Way past nine, beyond twelve
How much further can we delve?
Now where's number, thoughts mine aren't here
Did someone see my grandma near?
Spinning, dark, cans, STOP!
Where am I? How far's the drop?
Loud, quiet, black, gone
Now only if we didn't start so young

Sometimes the moon shines so bright
and it reminds me of you.
It lights up the darkness
just like you did for me.
Sometimes the sun shines too bright
and it reminds me of you.
The rays can burn you, hurt you.
just like you did to me.
Every little thing in this world
reminds me of you.
The good, the bad, the ugly.
it all flashes before me.
Sometimes I wish I could change it
or at least stop the flashbacks from happening
But we aren't are lucky.
Just like I wasn't when I met you.

I think of you night and day,
I always hear your voice,
It says I love you,
It keeps me going...

I love to call you mine,
I love bragging about you,
You're my pride and joy,
You're my prize that life has given me...

I never want to let you go,
You make me complete,
When you're away I ache,
Because half of myself is missing..

One day we will marry,
I dream of that every night,
When you asked my heart cried,
It knew you were its keeper..

I love you,
I will continue to do so,
I couldn't leave,
You complete me..

The day I stop loving you on earth..
Will be the day I start loving you from heaven..
My heart will always belong to you..
Even after death..

**I'll always be yours..

They all said they wouldn't leave me.
They all did.

What hurts the most though,
Was the fact that
I'm not strong enough to fight for them.

Let me find my home
my anguish where I belong
that came from our own souls
the ones that we are ourselves
perhaps haven't found the words~

We cry for our pains
wishing to absorb it all
without memory for those
where life was fast and alone
the fear of looking back, scared and not belonging~

We thought we had forgotten
we thought our love had been long dead
deep in our memories, you can't haunt me anymore
I thought I was over you, till we looked in each others eyes
the other night~

We looked so serious that evening
tried not to smile, but the hurts had left us
yes, you were in our peaceful little world, then you cried
and I died, with the knowledge we would be no more, you said
yes, you said.... goodbye~

We were lovers, then we were no more~

Debbie

I'm holding onto hope
God knows how long that will last
For what if our atoms split in the blast
And fate brought us cross country for that
The longing they have
Knowing each other as they did in the past
But like I said
I'm holding on to hope
God knows how long that will last

you carry your past on your shoulders
and never understand why people ask
why you no longer smile like you used to