Fighting. I cannot ******* stop fighting this. Waking up smiling, not clutching at my chest willing the pain to go away. What happened to that gaping hole he left me trying to fill? What happened to the shattered heart and broken soul he left me with? I don't remember fixing myself, I don't even remember wanting to be fixed. What have you done? What are you doing to me? I'm smiling, dancing in the rain again. I gotta stop this before you leave, once again abandoning me unable to breathe. I cannot stop fighting this.
You're trying to save me Baby I'm un-savable. You're wanting me, But God you're consuming me You're drowning me. Please just ******* disarm me Trying to disentangle my thoughts I gotta be numb for this. My minds a **** you can't forgive This'll lead you to leaving me And officially unraveling me.
I can't breathe. You're drowning me I'm crying, screaming While you're holding me Why are you choosing someone like me You're branding me, but I'm chaotic Resistance. I've given up so just leave me be, Cause all you're doing is just Hurting me.