don't beg for help
on how to get back up
from the feet
that stood on your legs
and convinced you
you couldn't walk
in the first place

The weight of only a pound
And yet at the same time
Holding the secrets
My back couldn't handle carrying

I was stupid enough
To think I was where
You wanted to be
Until you admitted
That you were lost

I hate you for making it impossible to hate you
- j

P.S. Why am writing this again?

Your mouth is *******
Rolled in a joint of lust
I move my lips
Desperate to get a taste
Of my paper addiction
I inhale your exhale
With a parted mouth
The very thought of you
Making my eyes dilate
My limbs dissolve
In a pool of sugar skies
And all I can whisper
Is "ecstasy"

Love (down)

I love you
And you will never hear me say
That I don't
I know
We are meant to be
I can't believe that you think
You're not beautiful
I'm sorry but
You are mine
You can never say that
I'm lying

Evol (up)