I know it's too late to move
I know it's too late to express
I know I can't have the chance I need
I know you won't notice me.

I don't believe in hope,
Hope is only a feeling of expectation,
A desire for a certain thing to happen,
If hoping too high,
I'll crumble easily towards failure.

I don't even need sympathy,
Because there will be no desire,
Love aren't remarkable if based on pity.

For me,
All I need is chance,
Chance to earn your faith,
Chance to build up trust,
Chance to know you better,
Chance to grow older together.

Just give me chance to love you better again,
Give me chance to build up the spark and desire again,
To give all my love to you forever.

Give me chance my dear
Give me chance to enter your life again,
Give me chance to win your heart again,
Give me chance to fulfill your dreams,
Where I'll be the king and you'll be the queen.

for you I’d wait
everyday, my darkest haze
and for you, I’d sway
I’d dodge the loudest fate
I would forever sing
songs for you and I

feet stumbled creating melodies
hands injured writing stories
but nothing ever made you stay
so I’d dance, for me and I

i used to think that you were an angel
until you proved that a murderer just thinks that love is greater than all
what a hypocrite he is
a walking mistake you are

but you were hell of a ride
with those brown eyes
and messy hair
you were the universe

too big, huge trouble right?
‘cuz i use to think we’re a match made in heaven
but we’re all sorts of complications
like how you reign me in your heart

is that even fair?
that i’m so in love and
you’re here playing the tables
calling off the bets

you know i was not a romantic
but you bring out the best bad in me
and sometimes
you give my hands something to write
and my eyes to cry

you were as bad and as good
and i know that’s chaos
trippling in the tip of my fingers

and i hope t’was the end of pain
but it was not
it was just a denial
to the hunger of love

dear you:
recently I've been getting my hopes up
and I've been meaning
to take the shuttle there myself
but it's been so long
since I've made that trip
I'm not sure I still bleed
the way I used to
I haven't existed in a while
and maybe now I'm see-through
but if you do
get here, if you do find
yourself here wandering
in the galleries
of this
library
I must tell you
there's a possibility
that you might not find me

there's little
left
of me now
and if you ask the book-runner
for my name
she might give you
my dusty diary

if it's any consolation
you can always find me here

you can always come here

Everything turns to dust -
even you,
even me,
even the bond that binds us now.

I've had many waking dreams
and a few waking nightmares,
but I don't remember most of them now.
They were lost while I was sleeping,
just like us.

Whether I lost you in my dreams
or in my nightmares,
I lost you
all the same.

i promise that
when the wind blows
i'll think you're there

when the sky cries
i'll think you're there

when the leaves fall
i'll think you're there

every holiday,
every dinner,
every family gathering,
i'll think you're there

If the universe
Works in your favour
Watch out for what the hell
The world has to offer