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Indigo Prince Jan 2015
Both my heart and my mind,
are so confused
you've drawn them both into this complicated ruse.

Both you and I,
can feel the same tension
yet in these emotions, you're all i can mention.

Love, hurt, grieve repeat.
Please let me have some room to breath.
Im dying from all of this repetition
my emotions are collapsing
pushing my thoughts of love into submission.

I write what i feel, and feel what i write.
but in writing, i can't express this confusion
nor fright.
Fright of the same, fright of rejection.
Im afraid, that you could be a teacher.
With heartbreak, as your lesson.

Are you sincere,
or are you just fishing ?
Fishing for another lovesick boy to invest in.
I swear im not easy,
I swear i am true.
But for some reason,
some unknown reason.
I can easily fall, for you.
I'm just writing about how i feel using the words that come to mind. Although, I'm not sure if my mind knows what its doing as of now. If whomever this may be about deciphers the fact that it is about them, i apologize if i seem rude or anything of the sort.

Also, part of this sounds "dr.seuss-y" and it kind of bothers me, i apologize.
Indigo Prince Jan 2015
Don't worry I've figured it out
Somebody, got rid of your pout.
Somebody, that body isn't me.
Somebody, who has more ability.
I'll back down,
I'll back off.
I learned my lesson last time so I'll get lost.

Don't worry, I'll be just fine.
Just need to get some **** off my mind.
In the end, I could be wrong.
But I'll prepare for the worst, as i rip this ****.

I'm worried, what should I do ?
My brains overloading on the worst outcomes with you.
Many times before, when I've drawn the losing hand
I just want to win for once, before giving up & calling ******* on this sham.
Indigo Prince Dec 2014
This flame of blue is now burning black
Sitting in a room waiting on the next anxiety attack
Scratching at the walls
The doors and floor
How much of this madness must be endured ?
While the mind and soul
Are slowly being twisted and disturbed.
Indigo Prince Dec 2014
There once was a time when they had no secrets
A time where they told each other everything
But now one of them is so lonely
Since the other has stopped saying anything
Now one's content with what little words that they get from the other
While the other has left them in the dust

She's moved on with her life
He is living a lie
Stuck in some pretend world where it's all alright
While she wanders through hell
Searching for something solid to grab hold of

If only, if only
She'd open her eyes and see
That the boy she once knew
Has now grown into a man
Has now moved on from that lie
From the unreal to the real
Now he wanders his own hell
Slowly getting farther and farther from his past.
Indigo Prince Dec 2014
Why do I see better when I dream ?
Why do these eyes blur when I'm not asleep ?
It's as if these dreams are where I'm meant to be.
Indigo Prince Dec 2014
You're dancing on a pile of corpses
A pile of people succumbed to your act
An act of need, need of companionship
Need of love and compassion
Need for happiness
But an act all the same.

You're not a good actor
Or, at least not to me
I'm sitting here watching as you lie through your teeth
As you sly and swindle your way into innocent hearts
I sit and I watch searching for your trick
Your "skill"
The thing you're using to trick and deceive
Since you're tricking many
Many, except
For me.
Indigo Prince Dec 2014
Seemingly wandering into an unknown place
Falling over into chaos
Waiting forever for the person deemed true
True to what goes on in this asylum
True to who can comprehend what happens here
This asylum of confusion, this asylum that is fear
This asylum that is, me
Locked inside my own head
Please help me to get
Out.

I'm stuck
Stuck in this cycle of confusion and failure
Is there anything to even do now ?
I can only see what's in front of me
The love, a lie
This life, standby
If only, I could be
Strong enough to see
That it's really over.

Wake me when I'm sober
Wake me when I'm ok to breath
Ok to see
That somewhere in life things will work out for me.
I just wrote what came to mind at the moment.
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