This is me,
who i am meant to be,
all alone treated like a worthless tree,
a citizen in this world again shot down,
i am not laying here cause i love the ground.

Is that a future friend i see,
nope i was wrong i just need to get used to being me,
cold and alone and always asking why?,
so much loneliness i just want to die,
i hope me myself and i won't mind,
they were the only friends i could hide behind,
love is just a dream,
its surrounded by its exotic beam,
i am giving up i am finally done,
but only because all i had is finally gone.

I am done being alive,
i have no place here,
no reason to strive,
i am just a bird with a broken wing,
i just got no reason to sing,
so i guess its time to stop,
i guess its time to drop,
as my body slowly hits the floor,
and my mom opens the door,
she probably won't even shed a tear,
my friends wont miss me,
cause i was just as camouflaged as a tree,
a rope round my neck a bucket below my feet,
i eat one last final treat,
a true lass supper to appreciate,
i will hang like my soul has my entire life,
every moment was only strife.

My heart melts like candle wax,
Its sorrow only stax,
My heart was made of solid gold,
But it has began to grow cold,
Everything i have done,
Every heart i wish that i had won,
But all i am is all alone,
My helplessness has only grown.

Pitter patter,
The rain begins to scatter,
IN the fall it cause flooding,
IN the spring it causes budding,
IN my heart it reminds me of tears,
They shed where no one else hears,
Reminds me of days when i was with you,
But no all i ever do is miss you.

Only through fire and ice
Only through bad and nice
Only through cards and dice
Only through things said thrice
A poets way
another day
trying to leave people with more think
leaving no boat to die and sink.

So sweet,
I continue to eat
I get so sugar high
I want to fly
I rise to my feet
dance to the beat
of roses dying
and children crying
Through the tears of the weak i find my meaning
And i just keep singing and i just keep eating