without you
the sky doesn’t seem as blue
without you
the rain falls more
the clouds are gray
and the sun not as bright
because without you
life just isn’t right
something about life
doesn’t work
the way it used too.
I just wish
I had one more night
to see your face
to give you a hug
to say I love you
because
without you
my TV is black and white
my sugar not as sweet
my chips not as crunchy
without you
I wouldn’t know what to do
I used to sit and wonder
what life would be
if I couldn’t count to three
and see your face
what would it be
if I couldn’t count to thirteen
and see morning sun with you
because without you
the grass isn’t green
and the roses aren’t as red
because without you
life just feels dead
But now I can feel it
I can see
that if I count to 113
you couldn’t see me
If I’d known this
when I held you
in my arms
I would never let go!
because without you
my life is gray
my eyes filled with tears
and My lips quivering
so right now I have you
but not for long
so Hold on tight
B-man because it is going
to be the ride of your life.

I want to be alone
I want to be sad
I want to think of the past
I want to mourn what I've lost.
I want to remember the friends I had
I want to think of the people I knew
So well
I want to sit and think and not face
Another tomorrow.

The point here
Is that life always goes on.
It leaves you in the dust
Sobbing and thinking of loss
Holding on to small things
Remembering cute smiles
And loving eyes
And whispered feelings
And heart break.  

Life cares about none of that.
It simply doesn't matter in the
Grand scheme of things.

So what we must see is this:

You can hide in the night.
Cry your loss to the darkness.
Ask the moon and stars for solace.
But in the end
No matter how hard you've cried,
No matter how many horrible thing you've thought,
The sun comes up anyway.

It's that simple.
The sun comes up anyway

emotions are purgatory
to purge them
is peace

So I take it reading this your day *****
and you want to go from a F to an A+
sit back in that chair
don't you move from right there
and I'll give you my secret to get the spirits up.

Now you'd may come off as hammy,
but imagine you're at the Oscars or Grammys
You've just won for best whatever
now you're on the stage, be clever!
so your hands and face don't get clammy

So while you're on stage with your speech
think about your past friends for a second each
now that you have them in play
here's what to say
I'd like to thank all the little people I had to step on, I wrote their names down, I'll read them off one each

There you have it, that's my secret to bring cool
and though you may think I sound like an insufferable tool
when I walk across the stage
I hope you won't be enraged
when I come by with millions at out reunion for school

Where'd you come from?
where are you going?
tell me lover,
are you lonely
the seas are cruel
as time go by
the waves roll and crash
on an infinite time
maybe a parallel place
where we go to meditate
is where you've come from
the east or west
show no restraint
from blowing us away in a Boeing
to being so gentle and dear
Like mothers milk
the queen of the sea arises and provides
her life giving love and so it flows
the queen of the sea goes where she goes
I'd still like to know
Where'd she come from?