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IcySky May 2015
I can feel your smile rest upon my face, and I can feel the warmth and gentleness of your embrace. I can hear your laughter, its music to my ears, and your voice still whispers to me, and wipes away my tears.

I imagine you right here with me, the one and only place you are meant to be. This is your home here in my heart, but fate has been unkind and time has kept us apart. So, I imagine you right here with me.

I remember that sparkle that dances in your eyes when something makes you happy just to be alive. I remember you spirit and how it set me free. How the tender side of you put me at ease.

I imagine you right here with me, the one and only place you are meant to be. This is your home here in my heart, but fate has been unkind and time has kept us apart. So, I imagine you right here with me.
IcySky May 2015
I love the way you smile, I love the way you go the extra mile. I love the way you looked at me, I love the way it used to be. I love how you make me feel, I love how my heart is the only thing you can steal. I love how true you are, I love feeling safe in your car. I love… You!
IcySky May 2015
I love you… that’s all I can say. But what I’ve done, and how I hurt you, is more than I can bear. The love is strong, but the trust is weak. But love without trust is something I can’t imagine. Trust can be had without love, but how can you truly love them if you can’t trust them? No trust equals no love, conclusion… I’m unloved.
IcySky May 2015
I miss you…

I miss the hours we would spend talking, being open and honest, and free. I miss how my heart would breathe a sigh of relief because you brought me peace.

I miss the feeling of hope and happiness and how with you I always felt content…

I miss you…

I miss the hours I would spend lying by your side tracing the lines upon your skin, I miss he way you held me close enough to hear your heartbeat… I wish I could hear it again.

I miss you…

I miss you every minute of every day, it’s an ache, a sadness, an emptiness that doesn’t ever go away... I miss you.
IcySky Aug 2015
****,
Molly,
Mushrooms,
LSD,
*******,
Crack,
Heroine,
****...

Do­ you have any idea of what this stuff is?
What it can do to someone....
How much it hurts the people that love you.

NO ONE knows what my life is like...
NO ONE knows what I've dealt with ,
How many times I've cried,
because I was scared....

Scared to lose someone I love,
Scared about what it'd do,
worried sick,
crying hard.

I just can't deal with someone else,
who I care about,
doing anything like that,
or getting hurt.

I try not to care,
so I won't get hurt,
but I can't not care,
it's just who I am...

Please don't put me
through that experience
again by doing the same thing,
I care too much to not care.
IcySky Jun 2015
I'm leaving HP...
I can't do this any more
Good-Bye
IcySky Jun 2015
Scammer!!!! warning another scammer going by Linda Derry..... the email for each scam artist is almost exact..... Each person has their email with a different first name but derrick as the last.

(ex. lindaderrick@Hotmail.com)
IcySky May 2016
Take a look,
A good look,
And tell me what you see...
What DO you see when you look at me?

Do you see beauty?
Do you see intelligence?
Do you see hope?
What Do you see?

Take a look at me,
I bet you don't truly see me,
The person I try not to be,
Do you see?

See the scars on my wrist,
See the brokeness of my heart,
See the fear in my eyes,
Do you see?

See the hurt that's left behind,
From years passed,
To years to come,
Look at me.

See me for who I truly am,
Because who I am...
Is a fighter,
And a warrior.

I fight everyday,
To keep from what people say,
I fight to keep myself here,
I fight to live another day.

I fight the urge to cut,
To over dose,
To drink,
To smoke.

I'm a warrior,
I have been through hell,
Breaking inside,
A little each day.

I've fought for escape,
I've fought for love,
I've fought for forgiveness,
I've fought for understanding.

So look at me,
And tell me,
What do you see?
Do you see the real me?
IcySky Feb 2017
A lost soul,
swept up in a bisque of one's inner thoughts,
feelings of sorrow fill your heart,
thoughts of woe filling your head.

A lost soul,
in a sea of loneliness,
driven to despair,
all dreams fading away.

A lost soul,
falling from the sky,
waiting for the inevitable,
a future yet to come.

A lost soul,
with pain in their heart,
and brokenness in their eyes,
complete loss of joy from their once bright smile.

A lost soul...
A soul forever gone.

~Corrie Anne~
IcySky Jun 2015
If only someone loved me, that I can love back.

~ <3 ~
IcySky Feb 2017
The sounds of birds chirping outside my window seal,
The light of the sun just peaking over the horizon,
The smell of salt water fills the air,
Once again this beautiful morn.

My senses all awaken,
Taking in every ounce the day has to offer,
The sunlight shining through the trees,
The cool breeze of the morning air,

The sounds of animals nestling in the bushes,
Senses without a fear...
A glorious day to bring new meaning,
A day to bring new joy.

Snuggling up with a cup of coffee,
Way up on the balcony chair,
Releasing your stress with each deep breath,
Remembering today is one of the best.

*One may never know what a day may bring forth, live each day to it's fullest, and enjoy the little things in life. Hold those you love close, and forgive those who have hurt you, life is too short to never let go. Though it may be a cliche,remeber... Live, Laugh, Love.
IcySky Mar 2016
Your smile bright white,
Your eyes twinkle in the sun,
Your voice gives me chills,
Your touch, there's nothing else like it.

We've made wonderful memories,
with many more on the way...
You make my days happy,
and my nights peaceful.

You know just the words to comfort me,
when nothing seems to be going right.
Just the way to hold me,
to tell me everything's alright.

Thank you for loving me,
for knowing me,
Thank you for being there,
for making me yours.

I love you,
more than you know,
Keep the memories
rolling.


I love you to,
the moon and back.
IcySky May 2015
The kisses caress
Not only the skin
But reaches deep
To the soul within.
The hands slowly touch places
With unrehearsed skill.
Not wanting the moment to end,
Nor even the thrill.
Each minute a mountain to climb;
Your heart beating and racing
As if running out of time.
Although the room may be cool,
Your body's temperature starts to rise
And silence of the night
Is filled with pleasure soft cries.
Soon they become exhausted
And cuddle ever so close;
Slowly falling asleep
Dreaming of the lover they chose.
IcySky Aug 2015
We spin around on the dance floor,
my hands locked with yours.
You look into my eyes,
and to my surprise I'm looking back.

Watching each other,
as we dance the night away.
There's something in my heart,
that I have to say.

Is the very reason,
that I will stay.
As we move simultaneously,
locked in perfect unison.

My mind begins to wonder,
and my heart begins to race.
I'm falling in love,
with your warm embrace.

As the music stops,
and we do too.
We smile and depart,
till the music brings us along.
May I Have This Dance?
IcySky May 2015
I miss your smile, your eyes… The moments we walked side-by-side.
It seems just like yesterday, but it’s been a year, since I’ve seen you standing there.
Your lips against mine, as our hands intertwined.
Holding you in the water, so you’ll be warmer.
The time it rained driving in your car, not having to go too far.
The first time I met you…
These are the memories, that much is true.
IcySky Sep 2015
I miss the bad things,
The way you hate me,
I miss the screaming,
The way that you blame me!
I miss the rough ***,
Leaves me a mess,
I miss the feeling of pains in my chest!
Miss the phone calls,
When it's your fault,
I miss the late nights,
Don't miss you at all!
I like the kick in the face,
And the things you do to me!
I love the way that it hurts!
I don't miss you, I miss the misery!
I don't miss you, I miss the misery!
I don't miss you, I miss the misery!
IcySky Jun 2015
If you are following her stop!!!
And block her now...
warning!!! She posted a comment on my poetry,
stating she would **** me...
and she doesn't know who I am...
I am not the only one!!!!
She needs to be stopped!!!
This is a petition to get her away!!!
Comment if you agree, and has been tormented by her as well!!! or message me!
SHE NEEDS TO BE STOPPED!!!!!!
IcySky Jan 2016
Beautiful, smart, sassy, fierce, kind, and sweet.
A girl of sugar and spice and everything nice.
She's like no other girl you know,
And if you're lucky to know her, never let her go.
She's brains and beauty.
She always makes me laugh.
I love her so much, my girl.
She'll never speak bad of you, unless you mess with her, or the ones she loves.
She's stronger than she knows,
Never weak, even when she feels she is...
This girl is the most amazing girl I know... I love my babe to the moon and back! Her name is Mariya Sayed!!!
IcySky Jun 2015
He listens; He speaks
He watches over you
and always loves you.
My God, My Savior

I'm strong, no longer weak
because He is with me.
He has saved me by Grace.
My God, My Savior

My heart is finally whole
when I found Him.
I know I am loved.
My God, My Savior

Tears run down my face,
for disappointing Him.
But He is forgiving, His love is strong.
My God, My Savior

He is the one and only,
He is the one true King,
He is my Heavenly Father above.
My God, My Savior
IcySky May 2015
I miss you, and the time we hung out… I miss the bad times as much as I miss the good times… our relationship is never great, we have our fights, but we always figured it out.  
My homie, my best friend.
I love you and don’t at the same time, and I know you feel the same… We can chase each other around the house, hitting each other with pillows, but all in good fun...
My homie, my best friend.
We’re tight, and best friends, I love you…
My homie, my best friend, my brother.
IcySky Jan 2016
Tears streaming down my face,
Hands trembling,
Voice cracks,
Can't breathe...

I try to call for help,
But there's no reply,
I try and try,
But it's no use.

I fall to my knees,
Finding it harder to keep my eyes open,
Air getting thinner,
As the walls around me crumble down.

I wake up screaming,
Awakening from the dream,
That from which I could escape,
All I have to do is wake up...

But when I awake,
From the nightmare...
How do I escape the ones,
That aren't asleep??
IcySky Oct 2015
You see the real me...
the me I'm afraid to be,
You see me for who I am,
not for who I was

You look into my eyes,
and say that I'm a prize...
You tell me I'm ****,
and you tell me to smile.

For you're the reason,
for this smile upon my face.
And you're the reason,
for the happiness that I part take.

You are my smile,
my laugh,
my heart,
my prize.
IcySky May 2015
The girl inside you think is true, is not who she is, but a reflection of you.
She is not perfect, for perfect is so far out of reach.
But the girl she tries to be, is so not to hear you preach.
Trying to make you happy, while all along she’s crying for disappointing you.
She’s nothing but sad, and heartbroken for all she is, is a disappointment.
Your approval is a token, but for her it’s unspoken.
Not wanting to be left out searching all about…
For something she can do, to hear you say “I’m proud of you!”
Awaiting the day she will rise, but not coming, she’s not even close to being the prize.
IcySky Jun 2015
No one notices your
tears,
No one notices your
sadness,
No one notices your
pain,

But...
They all notice your
*mistakes!!!
IcySky Apr 2017
Do you ever feel so alone, even though you're surrounded by people?

So alone, that you feel like you're drowning?

So alone that, no matter how much you scream for help, those people won't hear you?

No? Then you're lucky... Me? Not so much...

~Corrie Anne
I've been broken so many times, I don't open up to anyone anymore... I'm alone
IcySky Jun 2015
I'm not who I used to be..
I've changed my ways,
and cleaned up my act.
-
My ways were so different then,
I hung with the wrong crowds,
I know that now.
-
I made a stupid mistake,
but I don't want that life,
not anymore.
-
I'm not who I was,
no longer astray,
I'm here to stay.
-
Why can't you see?
That, that's not me...
I'm not who I used to be.
-
I wish you could see,
the new me,
the one whose been set free.
-
I'm not who I was,
I'm not who I used to be,
When will you finally see?
People can change, for good or for bad... I've changed for the better.
People only see what they want to see though,
and never see the truth.
IcySky Nov 2017
Anxiety rushes over your body,
You're paralyzed,
Sound seems to slowly disappear,
Vision not in focus.

The room begins to spin,
Your head feels dizzy,
Stomach in knots,
You can't feel anything...

You're numb.

Suddenly you're falling,
For what feels like forever...
Your heart pounding faster and faster,
Until... it stops.

Your body hits the cold ground,
Your hands shaking,
You can no longer stand,
You lie there, weak.

You're numb.
IcySky Jun 2015
As I drive along the ocean side,
I think of how it used to be,
Of just you and me.

Life seemed much simpler than,
The sky was blue, and not a cloud in the sky,
Along the ocean side.

But now the blue skies have turned gray,
And the clouds above, are pouring rain.
Things are changed, by the ocean side.

When will the sun come back?
When will the rain stop?
When will you be here again?

With me, along the ocean side.
IcySky Oct 2015
I walk down the street,
with music playing,
thoughts running through my mind,
and there's our song.

The song we met to,
the song we danced to,
the song we kissed to,
the song I'm listening to.

The melody of happiness,
has become a dark place,
This same song that was playing when we met,
is the song that was playing when you left.

Our song...
the meaning of happiness,
and the meaning of hopelessness,
our song is as complicated as you.

The high points,
the low points,
the good times,
and the bad.

This is our song.
IcySky May 2015
Tears run down my face,
when standing in our place.
It's like a dream,
only it's nothing but a scheme.

When you kissed my lips,
my heart did flips.
Your voice I hear,
was the only thing clear.

But now things have changed,
and words have been rearranged.
For now you're gone,
by the break of dawn.

I still remember our time,
when in it's prime.
I love you,
and now my world is blue.

I miss our time together,
before the change of "weather".
When it was our time,
it was perfectly fine.
IcySky Jun 2015
It's smooth as it goes down,
the taste is bitter sweet,
it takes away the sorrow,
and the regrets.
~
It's better cold,
never warm,
it's never weak,
forever bold.
~
It takes away the pain of yesterday,
and helps you forget,
of the things that have gone wrong,
at least for the night.
~
This is my pain reliever,
my little helper,
it never seems to fail me,
and always calms me down.
~
No one understands,
No one tries to help,
I'm to help myself,
My pain reliever.
IcySky May 2015
My heart starts to race faster,
my hands shaking,
tears running down my face.

I'm scared, and worried,
"why is this happening to me?" ,
I wonder to myself.

"I don't know why this is happening!!"
How do you stop this feeling?
This feeling not being in control.

This thing that is happening to me,
I'm having a Panic Attack.

My anxiety is out of control,
I can't control it,
will you help me?
IcySky Jun 2015
Please stop hurting me </3*
I can't take anymore.
stop the hurt
IcySky May 2015
Take my hand, and lead me to no ordinary place.
A view behind the scenes, of what lies upon you face.
I’ll seek out every though, to view it in your mind.
A revelation of desire, dreams that you design.
Pleasure perceived is decadence, not in parts conceived, but whole.
Fantasies beyond measure, totally self-controlled.
A fearsome delight comes over me, rattles me to the core.
If they become reality… What quenches the need for more?
IcySky Oct 2015
My mom is in the hospital, they're keeping her over night.... She had a small stroke... And to make it worse today's her birthday. Prayers are appreciated. Thank you!
IcySky Jul 2015
Save me, for I don't want to fall in love,
but yet I have with you.

Save me from my self abuse,
the cuts show the truth.

My hearts breaks when I see you,
save me, help me forget you.

It's to late,
I've fallen for you.

No one can save me,
not from myself at least.

For my mind knows I'll hurt,
but my heart doesn't care, except about love.

Save me from this world of doubt,
and keep me locked about your heart.

Tell me you love me,
for I love you dearly...

I love you
but I'm afraid to love.

I'm afraid to fight,
for what I want.

Save me,
and take me away.

Don't let me fall,
don't let me hurt anymore.
IcySky Aug 2015
It's quiet,
I stare out the window,
you walk up,
clear skies turn to storms.

You're dangerous,
your touch turns me to stone,
you're as cold as ice,
never feeling remorse.

Now you walked away,
the skies are still dark,
and the air around me is silent,
and my heart broken.
IcySky Feb 2016
ojos marrones , blanca sonrisa , labios suaves, toque dulce . Impresionantes miradas, risas increíble , amor del corazón , Mente creativa. Por esta razón, me quedé , Enamorado de ti...
Por esta razón, me quedé, Tan difícil cuando se fue... usted gritaste , Para nada, Usted fue a la otra , Pero ellos no aman te gusto. Usted tomó mi sonrisa , Muy lejos, Cuando te fuiste, Me dejó frío. Todavía oigo tu voz , En mis sueños ... Aún veo tu sonrisa ,¿Cómo que una vez que besaste mí. yo no saben lo que estoy haciendo ya ... darle otra oportunidad ? Ser amigos ? Dime por favor , Porque yo no puede ir sin ti ... Dime por favor, ¿Me lleva de vuelta?
English version to follow
IcySky Nov 2015
Black curls, brown eyes, white smile...
A beautiful girl with a heart to match,
Daughter, sister, and  best friend...
So much more than just a girl...
She's smart, beautiful, funny, and kind.
One who never leaves your side,
And who will always be a guide.
She's fierce, and a force to be reckoned with...
But she's also sweet, and one to hold on to....
You'll never find another...
Sophia Grace, quite like her.
IcySky Jun 2015
I watch out the window
as the rain pours down,
watching as the droplets
roll down the glass...

I see a flash in the distance,
lightning not to far away,
followed by a loud crash,
thunder on it's way.

The storm coming closer,
as I lay down in my bed.
Thinking what it'd be like,
easier done, then said...

Of what it would be like,
to be a rain drop.
Who lives again,
and again.

Of what it'd be like,
to be a lightning flash.
To touch down to the ground,
and light up the sky.

Of what it'd be like,
to be a clap of thunder,
As small as a yawn,
or as big as a roar.

Of what it's be like,
to be a rainbow.
After the storm is gone,
to be something beautiful.

I wonder what it'd be like
to be apart of a storm,
from something harsh,
into something sweet.

But all I can do is wonder,
and listen to the skies,
for something amazing
to happen.
IcySky Jun 2015
You pushed me,
now I'm pushing back.
My chains are gone.
I am no longer a slave,
you don't own me
You don't control me.
I'm stronger now.
My head is clearer,
and now I see...
how could it be?
That I let you in,
in the first place!?!?
I'm free to wonder,
I'm not in your control,
My heart is free,
and the rest of me...
I'm stronger now!
So leave me alone,
Because God is on my side!!!
Special thanks to Brandon Nagley,
who taught me that I should write for me,
not to please anyone else.... If you couldn't tell...
I"m NOT leaving HP!!!!
IcySky Jun 2015
The Best success story is the one you write for yourself,
Make it great!!!
IcySky Oct 2015
Sweet 16 I am today
Getting older everyday
Maturing, growing, and even more.
Leaving it all on the dance floor.
I'm 16 today!!!!!
IcySky Dec 2015
Christmas time again,
Time for joy, and time for love.
Time for peace, and time for a holiday feast.
Tis the season.

But...
For me, it's time for...
heartache, and depression.
Time for brokenness, and hopelessness.

Family troubles, money tight,
frustration, crying...
it's all the same...
Christmas isn't a movie for me.

Filled with memories,
from Christmas past,
trying to forget,
yet here it is again...

Every year we try,
and maybe we'll get it right,
maybe, it'll be ok...
maybe... It'll finally be Christmas to me.
IcySky Jan 2016
I am not who everyone expects me to be,
some think I'm a ditzy blonde who can't think for herself,
some think I am one to be pushed over, repeatedly hurt,
some know I have a brain, but expect too much from me.

I do not even know myself anymore...
always compared to my brother,
my aunt, my cousins....
newsflash, I'm not them!! I am who I am.

I am a teenage girl...
I love classical music, I don't just hear the music, I feel it.
I love the opera, there is so much emotion in these.
I love the fine arts, music, museums, art.

It's true I don't love reading, but yet my favorite book is 'To **** a Mockingbird'.
I am homeschooled, so what? Homeschoolers are some of the most brilliant people out there, no one should call us dumb.

I am a blonde, I'm not ditzy, I don't need everyone to tell me things I already know.
I love nature, and photography.
I am great at math, I love it, along with science. I have a 4.0 GPA.

I'm not mall, gossip, and makeup.
I am, sports, cars, weaponry, and music.
I don't wear dresses, and skirts.
I am gym shorts, jeans, tees.

I am a fantastic cook, but I ain't no "house wife" type.
I clean, but if I didn't who else would?
I love kids, but not in my life until after college, and marriage.
Do you get it yet?

I am one of the most honest, trustworthy, kind person there is.
I love easily, but I do not trust as easy.
I trust no one, but I love, and get hurt.
I am a broken spirit, I love, and I forgive too much, I am too trusting.

No one knows me,
like they think they do.
I am who I am,
not who everyone wants me to be.
stop thinking you know me, cuz you don't!!!!
IcySky May 2015
Think of me
When your feet touch the sand
How we once walked together
Hand in hand

Think of me
When you feel the sea
How you once held me close-
Definite harmony

Think of me
With the wind on your face
A whisper in your ear
"This is our place"

Think of me
As the ocean roars
And always know
I am forever your
IcySky Jan 2016
This soul isn't as beautiful as it once was, my soul has been burned, beaten, and buried beneath the betrayal, and hurt this world has cast upon me.
IcySky Jan 2016
This once beautiful soul, is filled with sorrow, fear, depression... My spirit glows dim, no longer bright.
IcySky Nov 2015
I lie awake, listening to the clock, as the seconds tick by...
Seconds turning into minutes, minutes turning into hours...
Lying here awake,
Just thinking of those moments I'm happiest.

Those moments I'm with you, in your arms...
Those moments we laugh, and smile big for a picture of just us two...
Those moments of just us...
Those moments I love.

Laying here thinking of the timing we chose...
The times we talk,
The times we see each other...
The times we're together.

It's not always perfect,
But it's prefect for us,
And that's all that matters,
It's who we are...

We rode this rollercoaster,
And even though it has its ups and downs,
We'd do it again,
Just to get to the happy ending.

Timing isn't everything...
But this time it is...
And this time...
We'll get it right!
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