it was a picture i didn't want,
that is what she gave and that is what i got
the scared children huddled together
in the middle of the shabby bridge
as the angel hovered wingedly behind them
a forever that comes stuck just in time
dressed in white and angel abright
it is all so suspended
implying they cross
and safely cross
well in that one way it's just so sad
that hell is real
and time so irreversible
and in another way it's just the way it has to be
when i see you from the ugly side
and i see you so uglified on the ugly side
getting excited at $40 CAD profit on a baseball card trade
a 5% gross profit $CAD
not so much now
you're just something
gathered in bits and pieces
by stray gleaners in strawless fields of straw
that or the unnecessity on the otherwise empty shelf
the events of the day are so embarrassing these days
some man in a wheelchair in the middle of the safeway parking lot
smelling up the hot sun,
stuck in the middle of the safeway parking lot,
he says, "yes, he needs help" when asked,
"he needs to be wheeled to the shade", he softly moans
but he does all the heavy wheeling as I push
when he gasps for spare change, he will get the $5 USD,
then leave his uneaten take out that someone else he met in the parking lot bought him.
he will keep the $5 USD.
stinking in the hot sun
looked as if he had been good looking once
making his money in the parking lot
Excited to make the $40 CAD,
not at all net of any uncharged packaging, shipping
or taxes,
Excited to make the $40 CAD
can always be counted to be
comfortable with trudeau,
uncomfortable with anyone vocal about their discomfort with trudeau
and to know the correct placement of commas, semicolons, and periods
never using the exclamation point
or regarding unhappiness,
other than his own
but we can't recross the creaky bridge
or get the $5 USD back
or ever care about $40 CAD
we can't uncross the creaky bridge
as sad as it is
that is the way hell has to be
the way you have to be
in a house built upon sand
that stands and stands
