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CP Jun 2014
Storms
Please take away these storms
I can't survive another thunderstom
Everyday I stand closer to the platform
I don't want to perform

Please take away these storms
I don't want to be behind a door
On the floor
I just can't cry out

Every time I shout
the thunder bangs throughout
You're all shutout

Please take away these storms
I can't survive them anymore
I want to go through each day screaming and exploring
Yet the thunder is outpouring
This is too crippling

Please take away these *storms
#sad #depressed #anxiety #i #emotions #storms #blame #stuff #cp #alevels
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wyatt rabbit Jun 2014
Shutout
sew my eyes shut
no I don't want to see again
I want to learn to see within
I don't want to see myself
in all my glorious filth
point me to the sun
eyes wide open and run
let my demons out on the way
gotta be clean for judgement day
nobody wants a *****
a home wrecking bore
all she does is take take take
self destructive nature
is the downfall to her fate
you'd think she has no ears
ignoring the bad things that she hears
how can you possibly stay?
get out now, baby, run away
close your eyes and count to three
spin in circles, now you're free
don't go back, they're history
come on, baby, now you're free
run further than the eyes can see


*s.mndi
#depression #drugs #runaway #old #addict #sinner
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NeroameeAlucard Aug 2016
Casey On the ice
There was no joy in Mudville,
The air was cold that night.
For the hockey team was losing
And shorthanded, following a fight.

With 5 minutes on the penalty clock
And 1 minute left in regulation
It seemed as though the season was over
And the team would be heading to the unemployment line by the train station.

The next face off was won by Mudville,
And they dumped the puck down the ice
Wilson raced down after that 3 pound puck, and out of nowhere came Johnson, a pass to score as he fell down the ice!

Tied with about 30 seconds to go,  the crowd gave an almighty roar
Because they tied the game shorthanded,
Johnson, a defenseman had scored.

The teams headed into overtime, and you could cut the tension in the air with a knife,
For in hockey overtime is sudden death, the next goal would win the night.
And after a 10 minute intermission, the teams returned to the ice

The referee skated out to center,  and dropped the puck between two anxious Sticks.
The duel was on,  and both goalies were tested
But neither one would fall for the forwards tricks

With overtime ended, we went to a shootout,
This seemed to be the only way to decide the game.
And after Wilson stepped back onto the ice, he scored giving Mudville a chance to win the game.

But Jeralds would tie the shootout in the second round, and Johnson, following him would do the same. So after a miraculous stop by Mudville's goalie,  it would fall onto Casey to win the game.

A hush fell over the crowd, as Casey stepped onto the ice, he took a deep breath and started on his way,
He skated wide left stick handling down, his head up at the goalie trying to get him out of play.

Oh, somewhere in this favoured land the sun is shining bright, The band is playing somewhere, and somewhere hearts are light; And somewhere men are laughing, and somewhere children shout, But there is no joy in Mudville—mighty Casey was shutout.
A take off of Casey at the bat
#funny #story #hockey #caseyatthebat #mudville
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ZACK GRAM Dec 2019
Fourth Quarter ShutOut Z-Pac
THE STORY OF MY DAYS OF YOUR LIVES
BORN OFF THE HILL
HAMPTON IN THE HEIGHTS
LITTLE BOSNIA
WEST CENTRAL
CENTRAL WEST END
THE REAL WESTSIDE
CENTRAL EARTH
I SPROUT LIKE AN NFL CHAMPIONSHIP
MOVED OUT WITH PAC AN THEM REAL ******
BOAT CAPSIZED CAUGHT A BODY
J VILLE BABY
LOOK AT MY NEON LIGHTS GLOW
GLOWED UP THROWED UP BEEN THROWIN IT UP
BARELY BREATHIN BUT KEEP IT STEPPING
BACK ON MY GAME IN HOME PLATE
GRAND SLAM CHURCHILLS **** HIS PANTS
ON CRIP
**** IM ****** WITH BLOODS
WHAT A ***** POSTED TO DO
KEEP MY ENEMIES CLOSE TILL I GOT FAMILY
OLDEST BLOCK IN THE NEW BIBLE BELT
THE REAL BABYLON
THE MISSOURI
THE ILLINOIS
THE MISSISSIPPI
RIVER JUNCTION
HODUNKDAMM
BIGGEST ***** ON THE PLANET
MIDDLE WORLD
THE WILD WILD WEST CONCEILMENT
STEP ON MY PRIVATE PLATFORM GET CAKED
I BEAT STATE CHAMPS
I RAN A 3 POINT EIGHT FORTY IN PADS
IM FASTER NOW
I BANGED ACRES HOMES HEMPSTEAD HELICOPTERS ABOVE ME
ON MY 9 DOWN THE 8 GUNS POINT GOT YOU IN THE PAINT
NAWF NAWF H TOWNS FINEST BIG DEUCE THE CHAMPION
MADE MAN **** ON 100 MILLION MAGIC TEAM
MACCIN ON THE PIMPIN AN PIMPIN ON THE HOES AN MACCIN THE ASSETS
IM ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANYDAY
HYPERSONIC HEFF FIFTY TWO DONT PLAY BOY
YOU MY SON IM CHOPPIN DOWN THE FOREST
DEAR LORD SAVE ME I **** MARIAH
EL CHAPO IS THE RICHEST CASH ON HAND MAN AN THEY CONFISCATED
I MAKE EL CHAPO LOOK BROKE
YOU ARE WITNESSING GREATNESS
IM THE RICHEST MAN IN HISTORY
THE RICHEST ALIVE
NO MAN WILL EVER ACHIEVE MORE
I WROTE THE PAPER TRAIL
ITS IMPOSSIBLE
BE THERE IN A HOUR ***
CALL ME A DUFFLE BAG BOY ON FATAL AN FELONY
YOU PAY 50 CENTS FOR CIGARETTES TAX
BUT WHEN YOU DRIVE 3 MINUTES AT 45 MILES PER HOUR
YOU PASS BILLIONS IN DEVELOPMENT
THAT MONEY DOESNT GET DISTRIBUTED
BIN LADINS FATHER HAD A 3 TRILLION DOLLAR BAHGDAD CONSTRUCTION CONTRACT
NEPAL SOLD THORIUM TO A CULT IN THE WORLD TRADES
THEY SUICIDE MELTED AWAY
YOU THINK THEY ATTACK WAS SUPPOSED TO STOP
NAH *** IT WAS STOPPED BY THE MILITIA
WE CAME OUT GUNS BLAZING
10 MILION ROUNDS PER QUADRO SQUARE MILE
100 MILLION TONS WHERES THE LANDING STRIP
LOOK UP BLAIR
BLACK GEORGIA MAN WINS 350 MILLION CASH IN POCKET LOTTERY
BUYS 100 PERCENT OF JAMAICAS MARIJUANA CROPS
LOOK AT ME NOW
I SHUTDOWN DECATUR AN EMINEMS SISTER SHOT ME UP WITH DOPE
**** EMINEM SAMANTHA ***** FIRE TELL HER LET ME HIT IT
I ROCKED THE SUN WITH MEMORIALOGICAL TELEPATHCY EXPLOSIONS
I CAN SHAKE EARTH ON COMMAND
I HAVE VIVID VIVID VISIONS
I SEE THINGS THAT I BELIEVE NOONE ELSE CAN SEE
IM DISEASED
THESE VISIONS GUIDE ME TO METAMOPHICAL EPHYPHANYS
THE TECHNOLOGY IS NOT POSSIBLE IN TODAYS INDUSTRY
I WOKE UP IN THE HOLY GARDEN OF EDEN
I CRAWLED UP THE LANDING
THE FOUNTAIN WAS TRICKLING
I DRANK FROM THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
GOT OFF MY KNEES STOOD
I RAN
NOTHING COULD STOP ME
I LAY DOWN THE ARTHUR SWORD IN FRONT OF DEMONS IDEOLOGY AN GOD
I SEEN HITLERS DEATH
I LIVED JESUS CHRIST SACRIFICE
BLACK WASNT BLACK
WHITE WASNT WHITE
NOTHING WAS NORMAL
DIFFERENT ENERGYS AN VISUALS
THEY NAILED ME TO THE HORSE TRAWL
I FEEL THE SPIKES
WHEN THEY SLAPPED THE HORSES *** WITH THE TIED ROPE
I WAS DONE FOR
THEY KILLED ME
I WOKE UP IN A PRYAMID EGYPTIAN LIKE REBIRTH
NOW WE ARE HERE AN ITS ME EXPLAINING TO YOU IM NOT FROM EARTH
IM THE CREATOR
IM GOD
ITS BIBLICAL
HE HAS RISEN
YOU ARE IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD
ON THE BIBLE
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO HAUNT YOU
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO TAKE YOU TO HELL
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO MAKE YOU SEE YOUR SICKNESS
WE GOING OUT ON CANNONS
HELL ON EARTH RAIN ON HEAVEN BRING DOWN THE GATES
HEAVEN ON EARTH
PEACE
WHEN THE TRUTH UNVEALS ITSELF IN HUNDREDS OF YEARS FROM NOW
YOU WILL FACE THE MIGHT OF GOD
I SPOKE IT BEFORE IT HAPPEND
I SPEAK THE TRUTH
I SPEAK ON THE FUTURE
THERE WILL BE KING EARTH VERY SOON
IM TALKING ONE RULER ON PLANET EARTH
YES GLOBAL ******* ONE PERSON THE BOSS
THIS IS A FACT
THIS MAN WILL SUFFER
THIS MAN WILL SAVE OUR SOULS
THIS MAN WILL FEED EVERYONE
THIS MAN WILL END ALL WARS
THIS MAN WILL READ THIS WRITING AN SAY IN THE NAME OF HE PRODIGAL ONE
MARK MY WORDS YO
ONE PERSON RUNNING OUR NATIONS
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN
YOURE SCARED OF ME AN MY VISION
THATS WHY YOU KILLED ******
****** PROVED JEWS WERE PLOTTING
FACT
JEW PLOTTED AN ARE THE WEALTHIEST IN THE ECONOMY
IF ****** KILLED THAT ECONOMY
****** WOULD HAVE BEEN KING EARTH
UNTIL WE HAVE MASTER COMMANDER
WE ARE GOING TO LOSE
OUR WORLD NEEDS BILLIONS OF DEATHS
I WROTE IT REMEMBER THAT
THE CONSTITUTION SAYS IN LAMENS TERMS
IF THE PROCESS BECOMES MORE THEN A SIMPLE PROCESS ITS AGAINST HUMAN RIGHTS
THE AMENDMENTS BILL OF RIGHTS AN CONSTITUTION AN LAW BOOKS
ALL OF THOSE ARE 10 THOUSAND PAGE BOOKS
THEY TAKE TEN MINUTES TO CONVICT YOU AN YOUR BEING
WHEN ITS A 10 THOUSAND PAGE ESSAY IN COURT JERRY MANDERING
THATS AGAINST THE CONSTITUTION
THIS IS WHEN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA SUCCEEDS
WE CREATE A MILITIA
WE TAKE OVER EACH FORM OF GOVERNMENT
WE GO BACK TO NICKLES AN DIMES
WE CANCEL STOCKS
WE SHUTDOWN ALL BORDERS
AN WE PREP FOR WORLD WAR
WHERE MY VISION SAYS BILLIONS WILL DIE
YOU CONVINCING A FELLOW COUNTRY MAN TO RUN FOR HIS COUNTRY
HE WAS BORN 55K IN DEBT
HE HAS NATURAL RIGHTS
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT
PAC SAID IT IN NINTY SIX ITS US AGAINST THE WORLD
LETS TAKE WHATS OURS
PUT IT IN ONE PILE
AN BURN IT
FLICK IT OFF **** ON IT
AN DRINK TO OUR DEMOLISION OF ABOLITIONIST
IMPEACHMENT HAS ABOLOSHIED OUR PRESIDENTIAL CABINET
THIS IS NOW MILITARY LEVEL
BASICALLY ITS A FACEBOOK POST 100 MILLION PEOPLE SHOW UP WITH GUNS
YOU JOIN
AN ITS OVER IN A DAY
NOONE HURT
JUST US LIVING AN GETTING WHAT WE DESERVE
NEW FORM OF GOVNERMENT
10 MILLION AMERICANS APPLICATIONS FOR CIVIL SERVICE
10 MILLION VOLUNTEER INFANTRY CIVILIAN CONTRACTED SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN
10 MILLION JOBS IN REBUILDING INFRASTRUCTURE TO NO WOOD JUST BRICK
AMERICAN AUTOBAHN 200MPH HIGHWAY EASTCOAST TO WESTCOAST
BILLIONS TO TRILLIONS TRILLIONAIRE WITH NO COMPENSATION
ZILLIONAIRE NOONE CAN COMPARE
SHINING RIDIN BY LIKE A GLARE
STOMP THESE HOES TO DUST AN BLOW IT WITH A LEAF BLOWER
GONE BAGGED UP OR DOWN THE DRAIN
SEE WHAT YOU BELIEVE BUT WHAT YOU BELIEVE CANT BE CONCEIVED
ITS A CONTRADICTION TO FOCUS AN PHYSICAL ATROPHY
ONCE THAT RADIATION GOT TO YOU
BLOODIED UP
SKILLED
SWITCH ON
SWITCH OFF
SWITCH ON
SWITCH OFF
ON AN OFF ON AGAIN
HEX ALL OF YOU FOR DENYING YOUR FACTION AN FUSION
WORLD TAKE OVER COMING SOON
GOON
YOU ****
**** YA NANNY AN YA MOMMA AN YA GRANNY
NUT AN WALK OUT
MAKE A CHICKEN SANWICH WITH HASHBROWNS
THE ASHTRAY BLUNT HEAVY WITH ROACHS
BEST BRING THAT BUG SPRAY
ON KILLA A VILLA TRILLA YELLA
YELLA ATCHA RIAH QUIK
THAT NES QUIK
I JUST MIGHT **** YA GUTS
THE END
amen
#all #heil
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Seán Mac Falls Jun 2016
Take This Hour
.
Carve love into actuality,
Make peace with pretense,
See the body as real, the heat
Of youth in flower, grasp all told,
The flesh that parades with light,
Sun, let the mind finger soul, oft,
Race into being on this odd orb,
This makeshift world, this, incut,
Simulation of joy, and old wake
After all, after new hurt, touch,
Endured, smoked, shutout,
Of dream into actuality.
#love #desire #reality #sensual #spirit #actuality
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Infamous one Feb 2013
Right direction
Listen to your heart
Pursue your career
Believe and trust your heart
Fix yourself do what's right
Live it do it
don't let anyone keep you Down
Keep a smile on your face keep good spirit
Stay involved don't get shutout
No time to live in doubt
Never give up let it bleed out
Find your way purse the right direction
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Andrew Rueter Jan 2022
On-Base
Some people are born on third
and think they scored a triple

others are just happy to be single

I was born at home
and couldn't get on-base

I was caught looking
so I decided to take a walk
stealing to make it a double

but then I was forced out at third
because someone already lived there.

During this shutout
I look up at the scoreboard
which makes me want to score more

but the pitchers are warming up
and my destination is the dugout

praying for competent teammates
or extra innings
to carry me to another at-bat.
#onbase
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Silenced Voices Dec 2017
honestly..
When I eat I feel sick to my stomach. Don’t you love it? When you’re down and hurting, these “friends” just watch and sit.
But when they are in pain, you run to care. This isn’t fair. They see you crying but they don’t talk to you, they wouldnt dare... So these emotions attack you viscously just like a bear.  
You’re heart is broken in a million pieces. They come into your life and take a a piece so your heart decreases... They complain about you not having a heart, so your anger releases.
You hide in your room silently crying... Inside, you feel like you’re dying. But outside, you don’t dare show the pain, so you start smiling.
These emotions you have are crazy. Inside, your mind is hazy. You have no motivation to do anything, they call you lazy.
You feel so alone. You feel unknown. Your depression is your chaperone. You feel like you’re on your own.
Now you’re drinking till you black out. Hoping your feelings will be shutout. Depression and anxiety is playing a game, there is no timeout.
You just want to end this pain. Your head is pounding, causing a migraine. You just want to be sane. So you start smoking the Mary Jane.
It doesn’t work. Now you’re acting like a ****. To others that’s a quirk.
These voices won’t shut up. They callin you a **** up. Now you’re crying, in your throat is a lump.
You can’t hold it in. You feel like a sin. You try your best, but you can never win. Now you’re on your knees yelling, “when!?”
“When will I be happy!? Why do I always feel ******!? Why am I a nobody!?”
You feel weak. Happiness is what you’re trying to seek. Tears are streaming down your cheek.
You can’t do this anymore. What is there to live for? You try to fight, it’s like a war.
A never ending war....
#depression #emotions #anxiety #sadness
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Alexis Mar 2016
poison
Feelin like I can get out of  this hole,
Feeling on top of the world,
shutout my self hatred,
My lack of will power; you diminish
Without you in my system,
Depression and anxiety;
Lame things that  interfere in being who I want to be;
When your run out lord help me
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CDJ Mar 2018
Seeing Sea
I see the sea
And you see the sea
So we see the sea
But does the sea see the sea
Does the sea see the sea like we see the sea
Or does the sea see the see in a secret way
Would the sea see the sea as we see ourselves
Or does the sea see us as we see each other
But how would the sea see us as we see someone else
When we see someone else in a special way
Not two single things see someone the same way
So how do we see someone else
Do we see someone as we secretly seek to see ourselves
Or do we see something in someone we shutout
So we don't see something similar in ourselves
Somehow we still see some people separately
When sometimes what we see is inseparable
So maybe somehow the sea sees someone
As someone they are supposed to seem
Someone they are supposed to be
Maybe we are all wrong
And just maybe the
Sea sees us
Separate but
Special
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The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017
THE STORMS
THE STORMS

Please help me move pass this pain
These storms come to me every day,
I feel I can no longer survive,
In darken dreams are many thunderstorms
Tears are always falling,
Hearts are always breaking,
Every day is another agony,

each day I get closer to the old platform
I don’t want to stand on,
I don’t want to show my face,
I don’t want to play into his games
I don’t want to perform in a storm of pains,

Please help me someone,
Please take away all the storms that come
To me in darken dreams.
Oh, how he makes me scream,
He cut me very deep,

behind closed doors he does very bad things,
on the floor is me that bleeds,
I cry but no one can hear me,
every time I shout for help
that’s when he gives me more hell,

the thunder bangs so loud
no one can hear my shout,
Dark Angel, has shutout my cries,
Oh, the cuts hurts so much,
I can no longer take this pain,
I want to go far away,
But again, that is what he gave
A world of darkness my way,

He loves to hear me scream
He loves to explore my mind,
Yet when it thunders it gives more
outpouring of tears and fears,
he slowly crippling my spirit with lies,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
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Harper Simmons-Henrard Feb 2019
once
for
A noticeable change in the moon,
You actually made me grieve.

You actually made me cry, for once
And feel the emotion that pervaded me for at least
Four moons and months.
How I cried thrice alone,
and twice with your friends,
Who so surprisingly took my side for once.

What was worse than the time I snuck off with your best friend?
And we did the ONETHING that still tarnishes my reputation.

It was worse when you ****** your ex,
who you said to not worry about,
"I just go to the gym with him"
all behind my back, with the knife you
gave me for my eighteenth, and said to protect you with.

I used the knife to distress my pants and cut tobacco leaves,
and to uncouple the filth,
the blacktar poppy from the filthy phone screen,
where after you uncoupled me, I
Looked for filth in my friends,
who still had boyfriends.





I thought I would be alone, still.
And after two months you'd accept a desperate plea of mine,
and it would all be back to normal,
except for the engraved back of my mind,
which I could patch up for you.

But you wouldn't do the same,
hold everything I ever do against myself against me.
I'm not a ****** or a thief anymore, contrary to your thoughts.
I'm as good as I ever was, and I love the friends you abandonded for temporary relief,
And they love me, because you abandonded me for,



temporary relief.

When you stop mourning over your biological family's absence
You'll come to mourn our collective absence.
Because only a few treated you like family, rather than friend.

And even if some forgive you,
you've made me forgive my shutout hate,
welcomed back, forever against you,

If I die first, I don't want you to see me
If you die, I won't come see you.
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Robert Guerrero Jun 2021
It'll Never Be
This constantino ribbon
You managed to coil
Delicately around my heart
Makes for the perfect yoyo string
Guaranteed to hurt me
No matter what tricks you play
Sad thing is
I don't believe you intended
For any of this to happen
Yet here it is
The world's smallest violin
At your fingertips
As I watch you with him
Witnessing every chance
I wouldn't mind having
Get backwashed in ceramic
You and me
It'll never be
You're chasing something
I don't have a need for
That gratification of being
Somebody's little hero
I'm chasing a bigger role
As somebody's little world
I see your smile
I know the genuine imprint
It leaves on your face
But no matter how hard I hammer
I can't leave a dent
On that shutout heart
You forged around his hands
Maybe it's jealousy
So much more envy
Watching how all he has to do
Is look in an opposite direction
You'll be chasing his sight
Waiting for the recognition
You feel only he can give
You wonder why I never made a move
Why my chess pieces stayed
Ever so stationary
What's the point of playing
When you're at a different table
Playing monopoly
With him owning the board
Already won
Without ever giving anyone
A chance to roll the dice
It'll never be
Its all too familiar to me
I'm no one's anything
Just a man idle as a pawn
Easily cast aside
To get to the King
I'll never reach the other side
Stuck on the middle row
Of this board we play on
Maybe I need to play cards
Give up on my usual efforts
All that happens is a broken pawn
Worn out from too many uses
No chance at becoming
That King I know I could be
Its not in the cards for me
Yet again proven wrong
My heart's too worthless
To find momentary satisfaction
Giving way to closer examination
Finding the deeper veins
Hold more riches
Then those seen
With the naked eye
It'll never be
Not at least for me
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Benjamin Davenport Oct 9
Out of this Tunnel
Times are changing
What I used to endure now sting
I'm constantly feeling excruciating pain
My mental state goes to a different plane
What I used to shutout comes back in
And I seek out distractions again and again
Will I ever get out of survival mode?
Negative times don't last is what I'm told
But those are words that fall on empty ears
I just want to end this survival mode with a Cheers!
I feel like I'm always creating a poem about my mental state but poems are a coping mechanism for me so here's another.
#mental #health
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cmp Nov 2019
nutrunk
yo shrink me chat with u
put away that shrink wrap
cause my clear water sifter
will help us win dat weekly
rock paper scissors pick 3 lottery

yes i walked under a *******
though i think i fell twice on a std
after applying for a partime cloudy  

yep before ye sent me we called lock smith
to open then shutout dat lockless  monster

no i only used store brand wet paper trips
to wrap about trained charging elephants
locked in ran out of standing room only
nut-trunk
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THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS Apr 2020
THE STORM
Please help me move to pass this pain
These storms come to me every day,
I feel I can no longer survive,
In darken dreams are many thunderstorms
Tears are always falling,
Hearts are always breaking,
Every day is another agony,
each day I get closer to the old platform
I don’t want to stand on,
I don’t want to show my face,
I don’t want to play into his games
I don’t want to perform in a storm of pains,
Please help me, someone,
Please take away all the storms that come
To me in darken dreams.
Oh, how he makes me scream,
He cut me very deep,
behind closed doors, he does very bad things,
on the floor is me that bleeds,
I cry but no one can hear me,
every time I shout for help
that’s when he gives me more hell,
the thunder bangs so loud
no one can hear my shout,
Dark Angel has shutout my cries,
Oh, the cuts hurt so much,
I can no longer take this pain,
I want to go far away,
But again, that is what he gave
A world of darkness my way,
He loves to hear me scream
He loves to explore my mind,
Yet when it thunders it gives more
the outpouring of tears and fears,
he slowly crippling my spirit with lies,

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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