imagine this
you awoke to the chirping of mayas,
to the crowing of your neighbor’s chickens,
to the sound of vehicles jolting by the holes
you felt the amber light of sun,
kissing your cheeks
while it exposed the spiders forming
cobwebs on the corners of your room
what a pleasant day, wasn’t it?
to see children by the street
playing patintero
while you watered the bougainvilleas
your mother loved better than you
then you remembered it was Saturday again
and a friend’s mother would come,
selling a basket of bananacues
you quickly grabbed a copy of Jessica Zafra
from your bookshelf with a collection
of novels that you bought
from pickpocketing your father
you marched your way
down to your living area
through the stairs filled
with potted pothos and jade plants
your mother treated like little kids
today must be beautiful. you thought.
so you checked your phone,
hoping for an invitation to a beach.
because why not?
with this sky reminiscent of turquoise,
your skin yearned for the sun
instead of an invitation,
a forwarded message
popped in your screen:
the fourth murderr of the month.
a man shot dead in broad daylight
along the diversion road
in a barrio next to yours.
the spot turned red
as the blood of the man streamed
like a draining river.
people circled the murdered
as if it was news to them.
reality was, it had become a norm
gunshot after gunshot.
you heard them like bad songs on a stereo
and how could you turn it off? stop it?
you had no idea
you see, waking up
in this beautiful island is a bliss.
you get to watch the cinematic view
of a horizon where the sky kisses the sea,
while you stand firm on the pristine shores,
listening to the gentle rustle of palm trees
yet it was only a facade
on this island, where shores shimmer
like jewelry and lush greenery
abounds in beauty,
lies a darker truth
while the murdered men sleep
in agony of injustice,
the culprits loiter in this island,
smoking, plotting the next fire
