"lfe" poems
Truly I have become sick of this place
Truly it brought me nothing but disgrace,
The fire burns me down, starting from my face
The pain, is unbearable, just thinking of it makes my heart race
When I think I am served water they melt me down with acid rain
I have finally fallen in the deepest pit of hell, is it mercy I wont gain?
The torture here is relentless,
eating up all all of my skin it begins to slowly numb my senses
I would give up on lfe, if I wasn't brought back all the time
I wonder why I am here....for which crime ?
I forget the life on mother earth, the touch of hell is all there is
Of course, there isn't any bliss (in here)
That is, looking not so bad eh ?
The angels torture us when we are about to burn to the ground
There is no speck of mercy or kindess in them to be found
Stretched out as my skin turns to ash,
We get whipped, broken and torn into shreds...I feel like trash
If I ask for forgiveness now...
And cry out my sins the moment I bow...
Will I have found peace ?
~Umi
Dec 25, 2017
Dec 25, 2017 at 7:44 AM UTC
Winter snow solstic shows us
when cold slows bones to ice stones
and muscles chilled, while blood thickens
blurry vision from frozen retnas
tissue senseless cause our sences suspend us
from the inevatable light tunnel
the funnel, the big sun dail
exiled, buried deep in a snow pile
is the there a another ice age, awaiting back stage?
Ready to turn the page to a beautiful new fase
of this planet, our only lfe cage
Osilating axel, balanced in the void of a
spiraling dust cloud of penatrating noise
Beings adapted to stellar propeller through the
dimentional divide, alone in this realm we hide
so close to cold and certain death
our sun gives us life for the oxygen of our breathe
Dec 17, 2011
Dec 17, 2011 at 12:23 PM UTC
An admirer caught himself
Thinking of his first lady
He daydreamed about her
He wants her to be his lfe
But some circmstances in chain him
Without a brain to present it to her
When the moments grabs the opportunity
He begun to melt like white candle
He wish upon the billions stars above
Keep hoping of the day, it will reveal
Every morning, he longs to see her face
To touch it like the mirror on the wall
How can he be start a talk as a casual talk?
When is the perfect time to find the ace?
His heart was beating faster than the normal
He seems so nervous to welcome the day
I said to him, Oh boy, just be relax and still
Wait patiently upon that precious time
Your line is not too thick to pass by
Or yourself is not ready to stand with it
And the admirer, listens to the advice
He put it into his heart's treasure box
Hide the key into his close palm, his mouth shut
And he enjoys his life as a single guy
Sep 11, 2010
Sep 11, 2010 at 2:03 AM UTC
When Tweaks In me
I see things differently.
I’m not myself, I’m nobody
When crystal reaches my blood stream , all I see are reasons to keep on using.
When I’m on this drug
The only things I see is negativity
Reasons to convince me to stay on one
When I’m lit
I think of things that hurt me.
I do a line but I don’t feel fine
I Grow rage of furry .
Which change me.
I have Hate that gives me new traits.
I turn ruthless
I can’t feel joy but I care less
What makes being high Amazing
Is being able to face the ones who hurt me & not care or acknowledge how they affected me.
Forgetting there existence.
I'm Testing Sobriety.
I'm on A comedown
& I'm Wondering.
If it's Really worth Stoping.
Is it Reality or drugs That's ******* With Me.
Which Is The Real Threat?
Living lfe or Avoiding it.
Dealing Or Numbing.
What gives me Better outcomes?
Either way I'm Slowly Dying.
From A broken heart or substance
It's Turned into A game.
I'm Eager for You to do me foul..
My Sobriety relies On You now.
Why Cry And hurt.
When I can Level up.
You Say Your working on changing.
You continue Doing Ghost ****
I found My solution .
To Forgive You , Forget and feel happy.
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 5:28 AM UTC
Let me live
another lfe
let me love
one more time……
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 11:08 AM UTC
You must think for yourself,
others cannot live for you.
The others will search for your help,
and soon begin to adore you.
You are a great being son,
thats what his mother told him.
Youre meant to do things never done,
Remember the future is never dim.
The flow of Imagination is all he had,
he was growing up a king,
His lfe was set so he was never sad,
Yet he never understood the meaning.
As his fathers time had finally past,
the boy must become a man.
Son i dont know how long I'll last,
but in you i forever can.
The boy knows without him he wouldnt be who he is today,
He is scared amidst it all,
as he prepares his speech to say.
He walks down the aisle and to their knees they fall.
The time has come to rise up.
Shake off the encompassing webs.
Deny yourself what was once gossip
Seperate from the living dead.
His speech began and the crowd went wild,
not restless as hed assumed.
He no longer is the helpless child,
valiantly he resumes.
His goal is to conquer all,
not for the money or endless trees.
He is the greatest ruler youve ever saw.
He brings ****** peace.
The world united is all he wants.
He will not stop till he gets it.
The words he speaks dont seem to flaunt,
however his demeanor speaks it.
Then one day he bears a child.
He could never expect it.
His heart sudenly tender and mild.
So upset of the bloodshed he directed.
The world is one but not through war,
Thats what he finally realized.
The pain and suffering went to far.
There was a new look in his eyes.
He taught his son all he could about the circle of life,
His son ignored and did not listen,
He didnt have to go through strife,
Never had a brow glisten.
His old man was crazy thats what they said,
the naysayers coming forth by the hundreds,
All through his gain they wanted to be paid,
but he no longer felt any hatred.
His son decides one day his fathers time has come,
he prepares mentally all day,
his fathers progress mustnt be undone.
He will step in his fathers way.
As he comes up behind his father,
knife up to his throat.
He tells his father not to bother,
then he begins to gloat.
My empire will triple yours in money and power,
I will forever be respected by my servants.
Now father comes my hour,
Let everyone be observant.
My son just let me utter first a phrase,
hopefully it teaches you something.
If forever you count the riches paid,
your life will mean nothing.
I love you my son,
Just do one favor i plead.
No father the deed is done.
I now shall watch you bleed.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
You may look at me and think my life is perfect because I'm blonde, blue eyed, and because i'm white. Two parents, 2 brothers, freinds who care and a nice home with shelter, and someone that I deeply deeply care about and love. But my life isn't perfect, in fact it's far from perfect. I didn't choose the lfe I have, I didn't choose the military life. It choose me. At first it's fun, moving to differnt places and going on adventures, but it does have it's flaws and bittersweet moments. Like having a dad go to war 3 tines and you pray tht 2 men dressed in service don't come knocking on your door. Or that he misses your soccer game, your 1st, 6th, 8th, and 13th birthday, your 8th graduation, school events. Isn't there most of the time because he is trying to provide for a family. And how he has the words to comfort you tht mom can't find. Then you have the times when you try so hard to make sure you don't ***** up, but no matter how hard you try. How protective he is of you, and that you don't want to let him down. But that's just sone of it. Truth is, I've made so many mistakes that I can't count them on my fingers, I have cried enough times to make a river, and I made enough scares on my self physicaly and emotionally to **** someone. Because I didn't talk about my sadness and misery, I felt trapped, but it all changed, but sometimes it came back in different ways. I've been to 9 different schools, 7 different states and I've managed to keep in touch with 6 people. I've felt with police, and it wasn't my fault, I've don't illegal things, and I'm still in this earth. I'm currently 18 and I'm in high school about to change all of that. So here is to the people who aren't seen the right way, judged and messed with.
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 8:50 AM UTC
some people they get lonely wish there lives away
think it is the answer to there world of grey
living in depression feel like lfe as gone
they cant find a reason to want to carry on.
there are many people that seem to think this way
living with there lonlieness every single day
theres nothing we can do it really isnt fair
just send them all a prayer and show them that you care
Aug 10, 2016
Aug 10, 2016 at 12:58 PM UTC
Baby, since we have been a part
My world has been torn and it's breaking and tearing at my heart.
My love for you is strong or even stronger than it has ever been.
You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen.
I long for your beauty and your touch.
Since I have been away from you is just too much
I can't handle much more of this part of my life
I love you so much and I want you for my wife.
I have to get through to you before it's too late.
Neither one of us deserve this fate.
You are the only woman I have ever loved and still love I need you so much..
You seem to think I don't love you.
Baby all I do is think of you and my love is stronger this is true.
I can't live my lfe without you in it.
All of my life I have been waiting for someone like you
And now that you are on the outside looking in
I need you back no more living in sin.
I will never give up nor will I ever stop loving you.
I will never hurt or lie to you ever again why I did in the first I haven't a clue.
Just one thing I must say
My love for you is for real
I long for your touch and your skin to feel.
Not much more I can say
My love for you is here to stay.
Life with you is all I need
This chapter I hope we will write together I love you and need you.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 4:01 PM UTC