Because .....
If you are moved by compassion
To please your peers.  
Then they have secretly taken you life........
Whom soever lives vicariously Through you......
Will use emotional extortion to govern you....  
Whomsoever loves you uncondionally .......
Loves you......
If anyone can be you're superwoman or superman it's them ....
You please them by being you.
Team up and there is nothing you can't do.......
Through love you will change the world.....
It starts with
.......
....
...
..
You
.

Parasites and pre-requisites...
From the last generation
Whom ....
Desperately lives vicariously
Through you.......
Jilted and bent ,
Wounded in utter bewilderment....
Because of what you do or don't do.......
Don't get all ****** sassy kid
Trust me you will in time
Wind up acting
and saying the same things too...
But for now ....
Above all ......make sure your dreams ,
Wants,
Decisions,
And desires are yours !

The minute you do ...
Chase them with everything you got......because they dissappear so swiftly .......
And then.......
End .....
Ampersand
Estate sale ....






Fin

It's "OK hold on !
I'm gonna do it soon as I get done with this"
Yup first thing tomorrow...
OK so I'm thinking next week ......
If.......
I hope to have it all done by the end of this month.....
This summer I wanna.........
I'm just gonna play it loose for now while I'm still young ........
Some day I really want ..........
............
........
.....
...
..
..
.
Estate sale............
RIP to all the things I wished I would have done........
Who gets the divine right to govern
What I should have done,
What I could have done,
?
??
???
????
Make sure of your desires.....

Tried ......
Compromised.
To  a  fault...
Late nights without my bride....
Not gonna lie...
I cried.... ..
Swallowed pride....
She......
De-valued me,
Emasculated
I in love allowed...

Begin........
.. ....
Comprehend and then.....
Become the chameleon....
Blend ....
Trend...  
Bend ..  .
Mend ..
Transend.....in meditation.....
See the light.....
End
..........
Fin

Endless sea shimmering
In ....e v e r y
Gemstone tone.....
A lexicon of only beautiful words......
And the waves speak to me.  
In my mind .......
In my mind I drench you with
Scintillating poetry.      
I rehearse these ...
To say to you............
And when I see you
All you hear is a madmans soliloquy

Oh how cliche,.......
Beguile me
with your
Myriad of complex sufferings.... .
Bleach me with tales of sabotage
and an obscure
collage of un-merrited
catastrophe.....
Pull me in deep
with fortune's and fame
Fill me with how "they".............
Gang stalked undermined and kept these things just out of reach. ......
As the fabric of morality beginning to frey.......
Give me please addresses ,names,
Anything I can do even beyond my means.. ..
I feel I must sacrifice my self . .......endure pain .....
I will take the reigns
You shall remain safe ...here . ..  
I shall buffet whatever
This world will bring....
Moved by compassion
To be the change I wish to see ......
My life is not worth living ...
If live comfortably   ....
At the price of those poor souls who's
Sole purpose is to be
The whipping posts
That society ghosts
Because they can't quite manage the routines........

The ones everyone uses as a gage,
And say "Well atleast "we" aren't as bad as them......
Meanwhile,secretly their mind itching
With iniquities ..
Outwardly receiving kudos for how good they've been,
Inside festering with fleas ......
A slave to dark desires
Cloaked with lies.  .  
........
And now back to our story.....
My campaign extreme.
Exhausted
I collapse .....
And take stock as I coalesce......
It seems for you
The one whom I went all this through
Said I have done nothing
I haven't changed a thing...
Infact I have been the worst......
The chief of them. ..
All my giving and regiving ad sleepless nights,fights,
Going beyond and without....
"YOU"
Mistake my kindness for stupiday!

Fill my heart with black venom......
I no longer wish to be
The victim
Now I see revenge!