"ilove" poems
iN & Out Of Rehab
iRelapse
Then Collapse
iNever
Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping?
Drug Programs
Are A Waste According To My Case.
im Never Going to Stop
unless i O.D And Drop
But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise.
With the Angel
imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker
Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels.
It'll Be Better,
Since iSold My Soul To The Devil.
He Never Asked
iJust Gave iT Up.
iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing.
Went From Snorting To Smoking
Methamphetamine
iLet iT Get The Best Of Me.
Part 2
Out & iN
2014 iTs Krazie
iM Back To This Dope ****
Its been Already 4 years and
Im still Addicted.
In & Out
Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill
Havnt learned ****
Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time
And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit
Ilove Living Twisted
Im on a comedown
Im irrated right now wanting to take
Another hit.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
ILOVE ILOVE
ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOULOVE ILOVEYOULOVE
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUI
LOVEYOUILOVEYOULOVEYOUYOU
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUI
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVE
YOUILOVEYOUILOVE
YOUILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVE
YOU
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 8:58 AM UTC
iUsed To Be A Dope Dealer .
**** Turned On Me, Now im The Dope Feind.
Mary Jane Used To Be My Main its
Insane, Now iGot Methamphetamine
iN My Veins.
& iDont Give A ****** **** iLove
Them Stronger Drugs
iDont Take Em To Avoid Problems.
iCan Solve Them.
iDo iT For The High & Them
Dialated Eyes.
Can You See That iM Krazie
****** Up Mentality Since The Age
Of 13.
iGet Twisted So My Life Can Look Unrealistic iGot That Sick Sober High
My Times Quickly Passing By.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 2:30 PM UTC
So Yeah
iFucked With Tweak Again.
How Have iBeen Getting On One? Night Time.
When Everyones Asleep,
***** Major.
My Mind Was Just Beginning
To Sort Out.
iJust Stopped The Process.
By Me Tweaking At Night ?
iM ******* With My Head Again
Still Paranoid Worsening iT.
iDidnt Enjoy iT ,
But **** Have iBeen Getting High(: iMissed iTs Feeling, iTs So Pure And Dreamy <3
No Wonder iLove iT, Began Reminiscing Deep About iT ^___^ Remembering Why iT iS iSay DopeLove <3$:.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 3:04 PM UTC
Sobriety.
Reality & Unrealistic Views.
Which One Do iPrefer and Chose?
Living in A Dream,
Make Believe Living. Rainbows and Sunshine, Butterflies
Just Your Own Happy imaginable Life You Create in Your mind.
iHate Sobriety, iHate The Real Things
i Hate the normal Feeling and
Dealing With ****
iHate Problems, Struggling, Misery
Not Being Happy
iLove To Consume, Experience
New Feelings Rather
Than Just One. I like tons,
Experimenting, Curiosity, Living In Different worlds..
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 1:32 AM UTC
iloveyou,
you say, tangling up the three words in one breath.
i love you more, i tell you.
no, iloveyoumore, you say.
i love you more than bees love flowers, i say,
and you tell me that bees love pollen
and that youlovememore.
but i love you,
more than bees love flowers and yes, pollen
and i love you more than birds love to sing
more than wishes love stars
more than dreams love sleep
i love you more
than grass loves rain
and rain loves the earth
and the earth loves trees
and the trees love the wind.
i love you more
than sunflowers love sun,
more than the sun loves the sky,
more than the sky loves blue,
more than blue loves the sea.
i love you
ilove you
iloveyou like youloveme.
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 5:57 PM UTC
iF iRelapse.
Baby Just Know, iOnly love You.
The Drug Will make me go Crazy & Lie Saying iLove iT
More Than You. My Slip Will Turn me Half Way Back To my
Old Ways.
Wicked Mentality & Heartless self, Numbed Out, Emotionless
Painless And Careless.
Nomatter the Relapse and reactions Ijust Want you to know
Il forever love you more.
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 5:52 AM UTC
iWanna Run Away
For Bad.
iM Sad And iFeel Hopeless
The Only Thing That iFeel iCan Truly Feel Worth iT
is Dope.
iWanna Take A Hit.
iKnow il Feel Happy
Just if iGet Lit
iWanna Twist Just One last Time
Yes A Relapse
Thatll il risk
iKnow The Consequences
But this is it
iKnow il lose Everything once again but idk iF iHave Enough Heart
iLove, But Not Like iUsed to
This substance is
Powerful
Itll Take over
Its sour
iWanna use
And im getting closer to the point were i dont care if i lose...
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 4:16 AM UTC
If I told you a story
a story of the heart
the one that butchered my soul
the one that toyed with my heart
the one that left me with pain
the one that my prayers were never answered
the one that was
the one that is
The one that smoked me
the one that turned me into ashes
the one that danced on my grave
the one that dried my eyes
the one that took my breath
this is that story
We are here cause money isn't fame
We are here cause your the bullet that you used to take for me
we are here cause we don't make sense
We are here cause i need to find a way to breathe
we are here cause love is a real fiction
We are here cause death didn't want us
we are here cause ilove you is just a chorus
we are here cause the broken pieces,can't be fixed
We are here cause I don't believe
We are here cause i don't believe in you,us...love
We are here cause you resurrected and i died
we are here cause i died along time ago, but death couldn't have me
we are here cause i hate you more
We are here cause you didn't set me free
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
I'll say it time and time again,
I love you.
Iloveyo
Ilovey
Ilove
Ilov
Ilo
Il
I;
Until I become alone and dead again.
I;
In
Ine
Inee
Ineed
Ineedy
Ineedyo
I need you.
Your presence gives me desperation.
I love you.
Iloveyo
Ilovey
Ilove
Ilov
Ilo
Il
I;
Even though I know you don't think of me;
I know that "I love you" for you would be;
I;
Id
Ido
Idon
Idont
Idontn
Idontne
Idontnee
Idontneed
Idontneedy
Idontneedyo
I don't need you.
Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 2:55 AM UTC
There was this one time
When you were all mine
And everything was fine
Your holding my hand
As we walk through the sand
I look into your eyes
You look into mine
I see love and I see no lies
All is pefect and all is well
Walking through the halls
While they ring the school bell
I say my goodbyes
Still seeing the love in your eyes
Knowing that upon my return
You will no longer yurn
For my touch, my kiss, my love
Because I be there
Running my fingers through your hair
Telling you how much I love
And how much I missed you
You tell me it was only an hour
I smile and tell you I know
And as I hug I whisper I still missed you though
You smile and kiss me
And tell me you love me
The love I still see
And at the end of the day
When I walk away
I can't see your love
But I can feel your love
Raining down from above
Your whispered 'Ilove you's
Floating in my head
I can hear your love
Like the gentle beating wings
Of a snow white turttle dove
I lick my lips
I taste your lip gloss
Its the smae kind that I bough you at Ross
I can taste your love
Now I have all of your love
Or so it seems
This is why I wake up crying
We are together
Only in my dreams....
Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 8:08 PM UTC
iDont Think
iCould Continue On
ILove Him So Much, But Seeing Him Face To Face
Just Reminds Me Of How ive Done Him Wrong.
The Feel Of Guilt And Shame
How iWish iNever Tried Drugs.
The Reason
To Most of Our Conflicts.
im Laying Down
Emotions Just Tipping Around
Thinking For A Solution
IFeel i Should Just Set Him Free Because All I've Done
Was Just Disappoint Him
Hes Honestly
Better Off Finding
Another Girl Rather Than me
Iv Done to much
I Feel So Bad
And Don't Think il Ever Forgive Myself For The Lies i Made Him Believe.
I Don't Know How To Express How Much pain
Im Actually Feeling .
Knowing My Lover Now Sees Me Different
And i know he has lost feelings.
How i Regret
Not Being honest from the very start.
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
iLove Him
iReally Do, Lately ive Been Having Nothing To Do.
Remembering How i'd Spend Much Time With Him
Cuddle, Talk, Movies, Go Places
Now its Like
Ilay in Bed All Day Waiting For Him impatiently to come home
I Got So used To
Being With him 24/7
Now we're Almost apart All Day
Went From All Day
To 3 hrs
Alone All Day, is Driving me insane
Loneliness is the replacement
iLove Him
iTruly Do
But Lately, ive Been Having Nothing T o Do
The Emptyness Between the
Hours seems To Be Slowly Drifting me Away..
Its not that i want to
Ijust dont know
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 1:21 AM UTC
Availons twain twixt thus brighte biste
Hestorienne devoureed Christe
Holloe tou tu esn't et est.
Louvre, Le Louvre ist mi.
Bootes of sootes clamour shouerin'
Flouer in heand, beautie en Maie, Marche und Aprille.
Mama et moi no us or tu terrile.
Caspidate, inspedre, endre, spedistor, fouallona, mortalivus, vieliefe.
Good God, just confess already!!
I love... Ilove... Ilive, lie, liove, lovie,
She kissed me once on my cheek, deadly and deathandmorteanddeadandlifelessandvieless and now i love her, i want... ive never loved anyone, but now i know. I'll name him Theo, because of our God complex and i love you.
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
iFeel Guilty When iBuy This **** Now.
Im ******* up, im Truly Sorry
To All My loved ones
Who im letting down again. And instead of Stopping
The minute it gets to me?
Im Thinking
Of how getting my next fix.
iTs Disappointing
Iknow, but iLove iT!
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 9:28 PM UTC
Sobriety.
Reality & Unrealistic Views.
Which One Do iPrefer and Chose?
Living in A Dream,
Make Believe Living. Rainbows and Sunshine, Butterflies
Just Your Own Happy imaginable Life You Create in Your mind.
iHate Sobriety, iHate The Real Things
i Hate the normal Feeling and
Dealing With ****
iHate Problems, Struggling, Misery
Not Being Happy
iLove To Consume, Experience
New Feelings Rather
Than Just One. I like tons,
Experimenting, Curiosity, Living In Different worlds..
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 1:32 AM UTC
"I'm tainted", my inner soul screams, but this I cannot tell you.This is my chance my second chance to better it all."Hold me" my soul says, and you smile your smile and give in to it. I close my eyes and I can feel my soul flutter like in a soft breeze caressing your face, it is your love caressing my soul.Love is a blinding overwhelming thing, full of desire and excitement, happiness and beginnings.Love is love."Ilove you", my soul yearns to tell you, but I hold back for fear ofrejection. You speak those three little words and my soul lights up andcan be seen through my eyes like two beacons of everlasting brightness.Now my soul is bare for me to see, and I see the parts that are still broken and bruised, still not healed by time.I do not tell you these things for fear of losing you. These things scare me, I believed love heals all.There are some things I am starting to believe cannot heal. Hurts done over and over again, no time for healing, no time to understand why. The hurts grow over each other like weeds, never the ability to pull them out and get rid of them for too long. The weeds choke the beautiful flowers before their time has come to shine.So does the hurt choke my chance at real love and real peace.
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 8:00 PM UTC
"That's a thing that I do in the back of my head"
Ilove you, baby.
So very much.
I'm tempted to write this in tongues.
I wanna kiss you so much.
So very much.
This is my love poem, baby.
I guess I never wrote one before.
Feels kinda good.
Ok it feels great.
I love you, darling.
Say when I can use your name.
I hope you make friends.
Jk.
I know you are philosopher Queen.
Don't need friends.
It's okay.
I'll never be your friend.
I'm your man.
Time to listen to more Graceland on a walk to the school and its overgrown baseball field.
Mom's up.
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:50 AM UTC
Iknow ilove iappreciate
What I am
When I'm with you
What I see
When your around
What I eat
When you cook for us
What we can afford
When you go work your long days
What a relief I feel
When you come home
What a joy it is
When you run wild with our son
What a drain it can be
When you do so much but have to do a lil more
What a pain it can be
When your in such high demand
What a morning becomes
When you crash into me
What burdens we over come
When you plan and get the ball rolling
What a stronger man I am
When you tell me I can do it
What a home you make for us
When you do what you do
What my life would be like
I wouldn't know with out you
Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 8:19 PM UTC
iLove Him Dearly
His Sweet Scent Of Cologne He Sprays Around His Color Bone
Smells Dandy.
Right Now He's Sleeping, next To Me
Snoring softly.
His Cute Soft Face Pressed Comfly On A Pillow like Comfort
im Looking At Him As his eyes Are
Closed. And Tell myself
That im blessed to have him
He's Better & Wouldn't even trade Him For Gold.
My 6th Grade Crush id Stalk And Follow, Having my
Heart Sprung is Right Beside Me.
Never Imagined .
Id Actually End Up Becoming Something To Him 5 Years later.
My Dear Beloved <3
All Mine, All Mine, All Mine,
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 1:41 AM UTC
touch me love me
hold me in your heart.
like two heart in the wind.
we float on the spirit of life.
endless to the sea of
endless dreams.
are love is the song
of moonlite night.
just to say ilove you
my dear flower of life.
we are two hearts in the breeze
of life.
Sep 11, 2010
Sep 11, 2010 at 4:38 PM UTC
You know that feeling that you get when your walking down the street at night and its dark, you start to think that someones watching you. Don't worry your not the only one that thinks that at all.
The darkness is a place,
a place of light,
a place of peace,
a place of life,
a place that most of us are scared to enter,
a place that not one we are scared of but the things in the dark also,
if your mom or dad or any family member that has ever told you that there was a monster in the walls of the house or under your bed or even if there was a monster out there in the world that will one day find you a take you away from all your loved ones you have ever know,
That monster i have met but not only is it a monster its a gal in my life, It may be a guy for you but it was a gal for me and its not bad that she took me from the others i love like my family its good because not only did she take away my love for them but she made that small love for them turn into a love that cant be deprived of anything at all ilove this gal with all my heart and she makes my world and life a better place than having a life that hurts. I use to cut and think about committing suicide i stopped writing poems because i was depressed...... not only was i depressed i was in a horrible place at the time, then i met this gal and this gal has changed my whole life. She made my life, a life to remember ilove this gal to the fullest.
love
love is not just a feeling
love is an emotion
its an action
and its everything
to show you have love for something
you cant show it
you have to feel it.
you cant deny the feeling
love is love.
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 2:51 PM UTC
the dying and the hopeless
breath in umbrage
young and gutless
across ice as the standard
strangled by cyber optics
as he breaks up the body - starving
plugging in - bright red
as he demands of her
undo the curses that collapse
white eyes - warm pose
her heart beating-her smile still shows
but it burns off his face
and he still demands of her
all the lovers and the keys
the letters and the brothers
your eyes show the emotions
you are to —————- to uncover
with all the other
loneliness and distrust
masking consensual robotics
with 50 random *****
coloring in white penned abjurations
that dissapear when your phone does
you choose and smile
voodoo doll all the others
ilove you i hate alive i hate undiscovered
like - id die here to see it myself
50 faces displaced, made under covers
and all of the arms you felt and slept under
killing kills everything
in a paranoia colored dysfunction
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
iloveyou
“still” is a state irrelevant
because
i never for one second
doubted that i do
of course you’ve hurt me
like there’s no more tomorrow
i hold that in
my heart of hearts
because i know
ilove you
and that’s okay
you don’t have to
love me
back again anyway
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 6:48 AM UTC
Crows feet press
against your squinting eyes.
Lines run alongside your lips,
blending into your cheeks.
Whenever they twinkle,
or when curves meet wrinkles,
I'm drawn to your mouth,
by the opening crease within your lips.
(Ilove that)
But only when you smile.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 4:21 PM UTC