Iknow ilove iappreciate

What I am
When I'm with you
What I see
When your around
What I eat
When you cook for us
What we can afford
When you go work your long days
What a relief I feel
When you come home
What a joy it is
When you run wild with our son
What a drain it can be
When you do so much but have to do a lil more
What a pain it can be
When your in such high demand
What a morning becomes
When you crash into me
What burdens we over come
When you plan and get the ball rolling
What a stronger man I am
When you tell me I can do it
What a home you make for us
When you do what you do
What my life would be like
I wouldn't know with out you

iUsed To Be A Dope Dealer .
**** Turned On Me, Now im The Dope Feind.
Mary Jane Used To Be My Main its
Insane, Now iGot Methamphetamine
iN My Veins.
& iDont Give A ****** **** iLove
Them Stronger Drugs
iDont Take Em To Avoid Problems.
iCan Solve Them.
iDo iT For The High & Them
Dialated Eyes.
Can You See That iM Krazie
****** Up Mentality Since The Age
Of 13.
iGet Twisted So My Life Can Look Unrealistic iGot That Sick Sober High
My Times Quickly Passing By.

Sobriety.
Reality & Unrealistic Views.
Which One Do iPrefer and Chose?
Living in A Dream,
Make Believe Living. Rainbows and Sunshine, Butterflies
Just Your Own Happy imaginable  Life You Create in Your mind.
iHate Sobriety, iHate The Real Things
i Hate the normal Feeling and
Dealing With ****,
iHate Problems, Struggling, Misery
Not Being Happy
iLove To Consume, Experience
New Feelings Rather
Than Just One. I like tons,
Experimenting, Curiosity, Living In Different worlds..

iloveyou,
you say, tangling up the three words in one breath.
i love you more, i tell you.
no, iloveyoumore, you say.
i love you more than bees love flowers, i say,
and you tell me that bees love pollen
and that youlovememore.
but i love you,
more than bees love flowers and yes, pollen
and i love you more than birds love to sing
more than wishes love stars
more than dreams love sleep
i love you more
than grass loves rain
and rain loves the earth
and the earth loves trees
and the trees love the wind.
i love you more
than sunflowers love sun,
more than the sun loves the sky,
more than the sky loves blue,
more than blue loves the sea.
i love you
ilove you
iloveyou like youloveme.

If I told you a story
a story of the heart
the one that butchered my soul
the one that toyed with my heart
the one that left me with pain
the one that my prayers were never answered
the one that was
the one that is

The one that smoked me
the one that turned me into ashes
the one that danced on my grave
the one that dried my eyes
the one that took my breath
this is that story


We are here cause money isn't fame
We are here cause your the bullet that you used to take for me
we are here cause we don't make sense
We are here cause i need to find a way to breathe
we are here cause love is a real fiction
We are here cause death didn't want us
we are here cause ilove you is just a chorus
we are here cause the broken pieces,can't be fixed
We are here cause I don't believe
We are here cause i don't believe in you,us...love
We are here cause you resurrected and i died
we are here cause i died along time ago, but death couldn't have me
we are here cause i hate you more

We are here cause you didn't set me free

Child,
Grow up for heaven's sake!
Be quiet !
Speak when you are spoken too!
Children
Should be seen and not heard!
That's
How it was for myself.
I do not want sympathy,
Just,
To let others know...Beware
Of
Grown ups!

Availons twain twixt thus brighte biste
Hestorienne devoureed Christe
Holloe tou tu esn't et est.

Louvre, Le Louvre ist mi.
Bootes of sootes clamour shouerin'
Flouer in heand, beautie en Maie, Marche und Aprille.
Mama et moi no us or tu terrile.

Caspidate, inspedre, endre, spedistor, fouallona, mortalivus, vieliefe.

Good God, just confess already!!
I love... Ilove... Ilive, lie, liove, lovie,
She kissed me once on my cheek, deadly and deathandmorteanddeadandlifelessandvieless and now i love her, i want... ive never loved anyone, but now i know. I'll name him Theo, because of our God complex and i love you.

Sobriety.
Reality & Unrealistic Views.
Which One Do iPrefer and Chose?
Living in A Dream,
Make Believe Living. Rainbows and Sunshine, Butterflies
Just Your Own Happy imaginable  Life You Create in Your mind.
iHate Sobriety, iHate The Real Things
i Hate the normal Feeling and
Dealing With ****,
iHate Problems, Struggling, Misery
Not Being Happy
iLove To Consume, Experience
New Feelings Rather
Than Just One. I like tons,
Experimenting, Curiosity, Living In Different worlds..

"I'm tainted", my inner soul screams, but this I cannot tell you.This is my chance my second chance to better it all."Hold me" my soul says, and you smile your smile and give in to it. I close my eyes and I can feel my soul flutter like in a soft breeze caressing your face, it is your love caressing my soul.Love is a blinding overwhelming thing, full of desire and excitement, happiness and beginnings.Love is love."Ilove you", my soul yearns to tell you, but I hold back for fear ofrejection. You speak those three little words and my soul lights up andcan be seen through my eyes like two beacons of everlasting brightness.Now my soul is bare for me to see, and I see the parts that are still broken and bruised, still not healed by time.I do not tell you these things for fear of losing you. These things scare me, I believed love heals all.There are some things I am starting to believe cannot heal. Hurts done over and over again, no time for healing, no time to understand why. The hurts grow over each other like weeds, never the ability to pull them out and get rid of them for too long. The weeds choke the beautiful flowers before their time has come to shine.So does the hurt choke my chance at real love and real peace.

iLove Him Dearly
His Sweet Scent Of Cologne He Sprays Around His Color Bone
Smells Dandy.
Right Now He's Sleeping, next To Me
Snoring softly.
His Cute Soft Face Pressed Comfly On A Pillow like Comfort
im Looking At Him As his eyes Are
Closed. And Tell myself
That im blessed to have him
He's Better & Wouldn't even trade Him For Gold.
My 6th Grade Crush id Stalk And Follow, Having my
Heart Sprung is Right Beside Me.
Never Imagined .
Id Actually End Up Becoming Something To Him 5 Years later.
My Dear Beloved <3
All Mine, All Mine, All Mine,

touch me love me
hold me in your heart.
like two heart in the wind.
we float on the spirit of life.
endless  to the sea of
endless dreams.
are love is the song
of moonlite night.
just to say ilove you
my dear flower of life.
we are two hearts in the breeze
of life.

"That's a thing that I do in the back of my head"

Ilove you, baby.
So very much.
I'm tempted to write this in tongues.
I wanna kiss you so much.
So very much.
This is my love poem, baby.
I guess I never wrote one before.
Feels kinda good.
Ok it feels great.
I love you, darling.
Say when I can use your name.
I hope you make friends.
Jk.
I know you are philosopher Queen.
Don't need friends.
It's okay.
I'll never be your friend.
I'm your man.
Time to listen to more Graceland on a walk to the school and its overgrown baseball field.
Mom's up.

the dying and the hopeless
breath in umbrage
young and gutless
across ice as the standard
strangled by cyber optics
as he breaks up the body - starving
plugging in - bright red
as he demands of her
undo the curses that collapse
white eyes - warm pose
her heart beating-her smile still shows
but it burns off his face
and he still demands of her
all the lovers and the keys
the letters and the brothers
your eyes show the emotions
you are to —————- to uncover
with all the other
loneliness and distrust
masking consensual robotics
with 50 random *****
coloring in white penned abjurations
that dissapear when your phone does
you choose and smile
voodoo doll all the others
ilove you i hate alive i hate undiscovered
like - id die here to see it myself
50 faces displaced, made under covers
and all of the arms you felt and slept under
killing kills everything
in a paranoia colored dysfunction

iloveyou
“still” is a state irrelevant
because
i never for one second
doubted that i do

of course you’ve hurt me
like there’s no more tomorrow
i hold that in
my heart of hearts
because i know

ilove you
and that’s okay
you don’t have to
love me
back again anyway

Crows feet press
against your squinting eyes.

Lines run alongside your lips,
blending into your cheeks.

Whenever they twinkle,
or when curves meet wrinkles,
I'm drawn to your mouth,
by the opening crease within your lips.

(Ilove that)
But only when you smile.

1(Ilove dreaming.)2Why do you love dreaming?1because...1it helps      me.hah,decipher what to make of what god has given to me,.212Do you think god shortchanged you?1(laughter,sigh)1A little.2Are you dreaming?1I'd like to think not.

‪I don’t know why I like you so much… What makes you so special?

I find myself thinking about you…
Is this love?

But, we’re just friends…

Sometimes all I want is touch you… Stare at you… 

Hear you laugh … 

****, Ilove your laugh.‬

Am I *******?

im 13 and i dont know
                                                much about love
                                                but i do know that if
                                                a man or boy hit you
                                                thats not love
                                                thats called pain
                                                you thinking to youself
                                                he dont love me
                                                but he keep saying the same
                                                thing " ilove you "                                  
                                                well if you loved me why did u hit me
                                                you caused pain to my life
                                                and all we do is forgive him
                                                and he do it again
                                                he keep saying im sorry
                                                but wont stop hitting me
                                                he say "i love you "
                                                we forgive
                                                but its time for me to hit
                                                time for me to fight back
                                                punch his *** tell some one
                                                a women just want love
                                                someone to hold at night
                                                is that to much to ask for ?

ilove you mom dad samwise scott yuki tia