"eternaly" poems
irksome thoughts spin round the moment
and they flee to where iv fled to
and they tap out strange messages on my head
and they gather dust into piles
and the piles grow to hills with the
passing hours and changing landscapes of the heartstring
strings are for kittens to play with
chase round and round
she lay in the shade of an oak tree
by the roadside
in the dust hills
sipping her long island
and watching the road with languid eyes
leaf floats down and
unattached from the dream
she wanders
the dust hills wailing for lost loves not her own
and berating thouse resposible for every
slight ever felt
headlights bath the dust hills
as eighteen wheelers truck
the empire of america ever southward
into the cheaply painted tropical sun
she is bikini clad
and is forever clutching an ice cold drink
that eternaly leaves a smile on
her forever blemish free smile
in the ***** dark dust hills
i feel so alone here by her side
i want to run away
and sleep in a feild
with the ****** and the drunkard
with the apostles of night
Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 9:25 AM UTC
Have you stopped to listen to the sound of poetry before the hands of women or man
The silent words spoken before our bodies crawled from the muck and the ooze
The songs that fluttered in the wind long before our hands held quill or pen
Poetry has always been and will always be
Before the first star twinkled in the void
Before the sky knew the color blue
Before the ocean had its depth
There in the silence before the hands of time had ticked
Poetry lived and danced and breathed and sang
Before the leaves knew the breeze
Before the pollen and the stem
Before the stinger and the wing
There in the solitude before life and death
Poetry wept and smiled and loved
Before heaven had wars with hell
Before demons had horns and tails
Before angels had cloud and flight
There in the absence of earth and women and man
Poetry beat in the heart of love
And should mankind become eternaly extinct
Murdered by by his own hate and war and greed
Talking god and heaven in his ****** hands with him unto death
And should hell and devils crumble into grief and fade
Poetry will still live and dance and sing and weep and smile and love
Will birth stars to fill the sky and sing the void sweet lullabies
Will dream stories to tell the sky its blue or grey with storms
Will fill the ocean with tales of lovers drowning in its depths
Poetry will wind the wheels and springs behind the face of time
Will forever kiss the leaf with the breeze
Bring the pollen to the stem
Attach the stinger to the wing
Marry life to death
Give demons flight
And angels horns
Rebuild heavens
Give gods new names
Place new crowns and thrones in hell
Poetry has always been and will always be
And would only flourish
By the death of man
And forever live and beat in the
Heart of love
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 6:58 PM UTC
I couldn't realize my greatness
much less your fascination in me depicted in your own eyes
and much less see yours
and a lot less understand then that I could have helped change earth.
I had no idea I could change my life debating if changing it between my real identity and the one the world gave me would even be a wise thing to do
naturally I was a small enchanted frog with a Queen of the forest stolen crown left in some small macabre pound
Impossible to hap across your huge ocean to be kissed and reign as a new Queen of Kemah
much less know
I had the power of love to help me govern your heart your spirit soul but I knew I was your
twin flame and I loved you at first sight.
Until I believed in myself I realized my greatness and yours plus the dreams you described
while alls gone to worp speeds
and black hole law witches
all beauty remained vissible
tangible neverending!
thats the magic of knowing
true love. It never dies.
I just never found anyone able to love me with the same passion ever again.
The many times I tried to move on even you and women you trusted played the authors of malice and treachery setting me up with your contacts to be used betrayed deceived and trashed,
so I live unmarried and free
knowing good and evil
deep in my core intuitive.
I am just a woman of substance,
AWAKENED! Aware!
to my here and now, that's me
and dear it hurt long and bad at times wishing I was never born but I preffer solitude from humans!
I still wish to thank you my precious true love,
you too universe for the rides!
the good and the bad
I am so eternaly grateful
just a woman of substance.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 5:37 PM UTC
Pathetic.
Like life itself, what is the reason? What is the cause?
I pity the fool. I pity the world. I pity myself living in this world.
The pain, anguish, anger, poverty, etc. There is no end, a year of grief seems like eternity. The things we behold and commit, change the 7th commandment to be thou shall not admit. Change the ways to suit our wants, ***** our needs, we only live to get pleased, satisfied, filled with sin.
Why not end life now and go to hell? Burn for a while then dissapear with no more pain. Who wants heaven for eternity? Always living and smiling eternaly.
Let it all just end now...
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 9:52 AM UTC
My husband went into the eye
Of nothing
No post card
No message from imigration
Ill send him my corn money
And peel mangos in chilli powder
With his daughter
Until mayday ends
Our stomachs lauphter
If he finds a way in again
Ill meet him at St Annes
Out side of the park
Under the oak shades.
If he finds a way in again
Ill promise to keep this family together
Eternaly.
May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 12:25 AM UTC
Blade to wrist
Gun to my lips
This is not a game
So dont consider it a joke
Rope around my neck
Would it be ironic if i choke
My mom told me Neva start
What you can't finish
So if i pop one pill
Should i not stop till the whole bottle is deplinished
And I just hope that tylenol doesnt False advertise
cause im really just looking for a rapid release
**** IT
.:i I drop to my knees i:.
.:i And begin to pray i:.
"Lord thank you for the day,
But now i must ask that you tell the guards
at the gates to make way
I'm coming home, prepare a room
i feel like this world is crowded with fake people
and for me there is no longer room.
Im not saying i hate people
But I feel I tried my best at it LORD
and i feel as if now my home resides with you
Im just hoping that everything is true.
You know the gold pave roads
My own Acres
My own Mansion
I want to have it Eternaly with you
But lord im smart and i know there is nothing as half truth
so if i take my own life ill never get to meet you
Than I guess it is all worth the trouble
Im just waiting for the day that i get to greet you"
Amen
Mar 5, 2012
Mar 5, 2012 at 5:19 PM UTC
Is love so cruel
Am I only destined to be stuck dreaming
of you
While you're never to be dreaming
of me
We're living our lives in different times
and different places
And I would come to you
If it were my face you saw when
you dreamed
If it were my name you whispered
in your sleep
If I knew I would never have to leave
And if I could just have five minutes
or an hour or a night
If I could only tell you how far into
my life my heart has taken this dream
I've seen my feet step off of a plane
I've seen you sitting across from me
I've seen us laughing and crying and
sighing
I've seen my awkward attempt at our
first kiss
I've seen you chase and catch me under
the sheets
I've watched you under the moon that
turned into the sun and the sun back
into the moon
I've seen the plans and proposal and
wedding over looking the sea
I've seen little versions of you chasing
little versions of me
I've seen my eyes grow old watching the
eternal beauty in yours
I've seen myself die and I've seen myself
waiting for you on the other side
And I've seen the whole story over
again and again
But is love so cruel that its only real in
this dream
And never to surface as we live our lives
in different times and different places
You've filled my heart and now it
overflows
And you already live deeply and eternaly
in my heart
If only you could come and be by my side
And we could both find that love isn't
always so cruel
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 2:33 PM UTC
On the table
In the corner of the room
There was candle burnin'
As it was melting slowly
It reminded me of death surely
And the things I've done, unholy
Through my window moonlight gleam
In front of my eyes stood a specter supreme
Told me for my sins to reedem
Absolution, a beautiful lie..
I'm guilty for my vicious crime
My soul will be floating in Styx for the end of time
I heard the scream of souls
That are eternaly living still
I can be back from the world of shadows
If someone for me blood spill
I saw there the One Unseen
The ruler of the all you see
Brother of the God of Sea
(I wished my body was burnt down
My cry will be the only sound
That wind will bring near
The every child that's in fear)
Flame of candle lights a room
Flame of candle chase the doom
Flame of candle my body exhume
Wax of candle only left
Sun was risen, already was dawned
The real light was comin' from beyond
Punishment my destiny will be
As it was appeared in dream
For my sins I will redeem
" Oh, forgive me, the One Almighty
The one that above us dwell
After all my nightmares I met my fate
From their eyes I saw the hate
Oh, forgive me, humbly I kneel
If I say just blank words, mouth my seal
Lead me to heaven, show me the path
Now it's gone, impalable wrath "
Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 5:08 PM UTC
IN MY GRIEVING HEART
I HAVE BEEN TRULY BLESSED
WITH THE MEMORY OF YOU
PEACE YOUR ETERNAL REST
HANDS UPON YOUR BOSUM CROSSED
NOW MOTIONLESS, WITH LIFTED FACE
YOUR SOUL FLOWN AWAY
GLIDING WITH AMAZING GRACE
WITH TEARS OF SORROW I BID FAREWELL
ME WITH A HEART LEFT BROKEN
I WATCH THE SPARROW JOURNEY WITH YOU
YOU LEAVING BEHIND A GLORIOUS TOKEN
THE LAST GIFT YOU HAVE GIVEN
A HEARTBEAT LEFT INSIDE OF ME
A GOLDEN THREAD FROM MOTHER TO DAUGHTER
THAT BINDS OUR SOULS ETERNALY
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 4:25 AM UTC
I see you're feeling down again
And no one in the world can understand
You may not mean the world to me
But I assure there is still a world for you to see
Tell me where it burns
The scars of what was once told
The memories that haunt your days
The sleepless nights you fill with rage
Why do you give them the attention they seek
Those memories are only there to haunt your dreams
To make a windmill out of your mind
Mowing away the sanity inside
You may not mean the world to me
But I have been there and I know what you see
I know how the numbness feels right
But you need to face the pain to shine bright
The numbness tucks you in
And invites you to an endless sleep
Until you sleep eternaly
Embrace the pain that makes you grow
Look forward and go with the flow
And if the light dims again
Just prepare for one more journey ahead
The journey will never be easy
The journey will always feel hard
But when you fulfill it my friend
You will feel like a shinning star
And if you fall down again
Learn with what you lost and walk instead
There's always something in life worth your time
So don't give up on it while blind
Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 7:12 PM UTC
When you're lost in the eternity of sorrow and despair flows in every vessel within you there's always a comrade, like a hero who lightens and settles your life to glow.
When you're carrying an aching burden and the purpose of your life's left hidden. There's always an angel from the heavens who brakes the rules which are forbidden and saves you from the tomb of desperation.
A comrade, a hero, an angel... Whatever you call him, he's a friend who listens, who comforts, who understands and who's worthy to be one of a kind.
Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 9:13 PM UTC
I dont ever wanna make you feal like u werent enuff for me
Im Stuck on beats eternaly searching deep for the love beneath
Something keeps calling me no apologies follow me
Accept all of me maybe take the fall for me this wall is weak lets break it down with an ice pick
Lets reshape the crown for ur highness
Excape the crowd till u cant find us
We keep these scars too remind us dont fall 4 their blind trust
spine crushed without ur divine touch
Im done
But ready too start again in no time
A ghost writes my lyrics while u borrow ghost rights the game is so grimes you'll go blind
from staring up at the sun shine
One mic is all that is needed too become prime one time for my second hand addicts right winged savages on automatic why panic when u feal gigantic walking around on my ghost planet taking no damage
U wont manage acting so frantic
Invoked madness
In every pesant and vagrant
Becuz my essence is sacred
With every sentence connected
This headtrips defective im restless not connected infested the surface on purpose im wreckless confessions of an mcs lost sessions hoping that u.got questions im not stressing
These thoughts are weapons
Mic checking u too death your less im more when I press record check the cords before making a.mess on the floor opening the store knowing that youll receive more
I.dont wanna let u in
Your like toxic oxygen
Its ok. Its the end my friend
Lets runaway pretend
im here again
X3
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 1:46 AM UTC
Dreams undreamed
Dies at the seem
And who knows where they rest
Eternaly
Hopes unhoped
Goes up in smoke
And like the wind remains
Unseen
Love unloved
Ascends to Heaven above
And guarded by Angels for
Eternity
And
Prayers unprayed
Hidden in the Heart
Belonging to someone whom cries
Alone
Dreams are dreamed
Hope gets Hoped
Love will be loved
And Prayers will unfold
Dear Lord
Let it be so...
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
Dear friend I wish to speak
of memories of which I keep.
Both in my heart and in my soul
You know that heart? The one you stole?
I treasure all them days we had
to see you leave it made me sad.
But when we do talk on the phone
I feel less, and less alone.
You made me climb out of my shell
you helped me rid a living hell.
Not sure if you knew but I lived in the rain
until one day like an angel you came.
I'd met someone different
someone like me.
I use to get bullied
for who I wanted to be.
So I kept it all quiet because I cared what they said
but after a while I put those thoughts to bed.
And now that you're gone it's just like the past
I sit, my head down, at the back of the class.
But I learnt so much stuff that will always remain
and i'm sure that one day it will come back again.
So I write you this poem, a letter from me
to thank you for setting me eternaly free.
And although you live far our now friendship won't end
I'm so fricken greatful that you're my best-friend!<3
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 8:38 PM UTC
In darkness, sitting here and wonder
What parts of you belong to me
As i am spirit i am thunder
I am not bound by gravity.
I feel illusions grow beside me
Back in the corner of my eye
Its where my darkest fear might find me
Its where my deamons hunt their prey.
This time around, not like the other
I stare my deamons in the face
This time around my soul is calmer
There is no storm, theres only grace
This year, a long and epic journey
Has gave me a new sence of Me
I grew up quickly and eternaly
What ever happens now, im Free
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 1:45 PM UTC
Never losing hope
True love waits eternaly
Angel heart arrives
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 3:38 PM UTC
I wish I had the courage
When I last stood
In front of you
To tell you
And if I only could
Stand in front of you
One more time
On more moment
I would tell you
Not for your love
In return or to feel
This love that has burned
And consumed and haunted me
Both night and day
In dreams and fantasy
Pass from my lips to yours
Not to ****** your flesh
And remove your clothes
Rain my fingertips over your skin
Not to hear you whisper and moan
And shout under sheets
Not to claim your soul
Or your name
In that moment...
No
I want that moment
To reveal that this love
Smiles madly and lives completely
Feels impossibly and dances wildly
Lasts eternaly for the beauty
And perfection of the stars
And heavens and endless bliss
It finds in you
And against time and distance
And possiblity it will always stand
And burn with its hand outstreched
Should you want or desire
Or need
Or not
It will live and love
Alone or together
It exists only by the chance
And the luck of that
First moment when my
Heart knew it had always
Loved you
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 2:29 PM UTC
What started off as poetry
Turned to shades of love
Deathly did I fall
Into woeful crimes of verse
Waking into dreams of you
So lovely that I wept
The endless ocean of your eyes
Has caught me in their storm
Wave after crashing wave
I have been tossed
In this love I am trapped to
Forever drown
The monsters beneath your bed
Have dragged me underneath
They have stripped me of my clothes and flesh
And broken every bone
But my heart still beats and sings
In this love to forever dream
Dancing down there with them now
Then the demons from your dark
Took and stabbed my soul
Both front and back
And as it died there in their arms
From its blood it scrawled
And painted images of you
The last words on its breath
In this love bury me to forever keep me here so that I have not died in vain
Then madness stole what was left of me
And jailed me in its heart and teeth
In this asylum I wander now
With the ghosts of my body, heart, and soul
Each one of us with our tales of you
Each word more beautiful than the last
Each story we all fall again
And again
Forever to walk in what started as poetry
In woeful happiness it's true
Now each and everyone of us
Fallen eternaly in love with you
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 5:38 AM UTC
I want it all
All the good
All the bad
Push your hair
From your face
Wipe away the tears
And when you need
Sit and cry with your pain
Until its consumed by us both
Becoming each of ours to bare
Whatch you dance with
Monsters of gloom and doom
And take over when your feet hurt and start to bleed
Sleep with your demons and depression
Absorb their tooth and claw
No pain of yours would I not share too
Never see the moon again
Never dream under the star filled sky
I would die by your side
Ask nothing in return.
I don't need heaven
There's no paradise
Worth staying in without you
To love you
All of you
I would glady stay
Eternaly in hell
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 8:14 PM UTC
Come with me my love
Under the depths between us
Under the darkness within us
Under the dreams that bind us
Come with me my love
Under the sheets of endless time
Under the night of forever more
Under the moon where I'm eternaly yours
Come with me my love
Take the blood in my heart so your heart may live
Steal the air from my lungs so you may breathe
Use my bones and my marrow and all of my thread
And mend your wings
Find your voice
Let your beauty shine through
I would be less than nothing
Without this dreaming of you
Come with me my love
I'm dying for you
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 5:29 AM UTC
Crickets and toads
In full chorus
And boisterous voice
Night has spread its wings
And claimed the sky
The man in the moon
Streches his limbs
Reaches into his satchel
And by handfuls
Tosses stars and sands
Of dream
Stars steak and make wishes
Sand falls and gives itself to death
And dream gives this endless sleep
Where forevers flower blooms
And my heart burns
With fire and flame
Eternaly dancing
For love
And
For you
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 8:51 PM UTC
Won’t you come and comfort me? Blind me with angst, and fill my eyes with tears. Bathe me with dismay, in your pool of fears. Embrace me with regrets, caress me with hate. I will not question you at all, for this is my fate. Constrict me with your tendrils, do it with glee. Hold me close in your darkness and never set me free. Tell me lies, sing them like lullabies. Let me sleep encapsulated in a blanket of demise. Make me dream nightmares, the scariest ones. Tear my soul into pieces, then burn them in a thousand suns. You are my friend, my lover and my wife. Ever since the day she left my life. You’re the greatest company I have ever had. So please stay eternaly, and make me sad.
Forever yours,
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:21 PM UTC