"bcuz" poems
Ever since we met its lik i kno who u r
Its lik we are locked togethr on a shelf in a little jar
Ever since we hugged i feel so squeezed
Were missing a kiss my lips u wud tease
Ever since we held hands i never want to let go
If I still held on our path wud stay aglow
But now my path is dark and my feet are sore
Ever since this all started i knew tht i hav had this feeling before
I dont think i can find true love any time soon
If i keep trying my heart will blow up lik a balloon
I cud just stay emotionally stable for a bit
Bcuz if i dont in my chest there will soon be a slit
I love listening to ur heavenly voice
I wud listen to it all day if i had a choice
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
Staring in her eyes,
I'm more then hypnotized
I feel that I'm drowning.....
Not in any ocean of water
But a sea of sand.
Deep down in the brown
For the blue is cold
And her eyes are warm.
Mocha is her color
From her eyes to her hips.
In love with her brew
And her aroma.
A coffee that needs no cream
All I need is a sip
And maybe a lick of her cup
Bcuz she taste like hazelnut
Tho I think I've said enough
Bcuz I love it too much.
Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 5:21 PM UTC
You think you're the better writer with
Your indentations,
Arrogant alliteration,
Games of Rhymation;
When You Capitalize For No Good Reason
OR TYPE IN ALL CAPS;
When you type in italic just because you can;
With thy ineffectual employment of Shakespearean formulation
Or elongated conveyance of your articulation,
When you type in
funny patterns to
better express the
thoughtfulness and
superiority behind the gemstone
artist,
And, all- your; meaningful, strategically placed' punctuation!
And perpisfuly mispled wurds bcuz yur so ironic,
And your cryptic title that's meant to come off as genius.
Dylan could crack a skull without a hammer.
Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 2:45 PM UTC
Helloo its me
I was wondering if all this time could pass so fast
To see your face and lisn to ur voice
They say time will pass fast
But i feel hours like years
Hello can you hear me?
Im in the house looking at your room
Remembering your laugh ur scream
I've forgetten how the my days felt before you leave
Theres such a long distance between us and a time difference
Hello from the other continent
I must have cried a thousand timess
Bcuz u left and i have no one but whn i try to forget abt u it never seem to work
Hello from another country
Your my sister my blood how can i forget abt u that fast?
Hello how's ur studies ??
It became so typical of me to talk to my self whn i feel alone
Do u ever miss me the way i do?
And its no secret that we r both far
Hello from ur bedroooom can u see me looking in ur clothes i've always tried to be like u
Hello from the other country
Can u hear me crying? I miss u so much
Hello how r u?
I've been trying to be u for such a long time but now that i can its so difficult to be as strong as u
Im so bad with u
I never told u but i think i love you
I miss u since u walked out the door.
Dont leave me
I love you
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 10:29 AM UTC
Look deep into my eyes,
And feel my pain....
You think that's a smile,
But my teeth grinding
Its not the same
These scars on my body
Helped prove my name.
I'm a tree that's cut
Stumped,
But I'll grow again.
Don't dandle my ego
So when they oppugn
My character.
I can reconcile my name.
Display the calluses
On my hands,
Bcuz I can't show
The blisters on my brain.
Thoughts so deep
Ideas bleed out my vain.
Look deep into my eyes,
And feel my pain....
Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 5:39 PM UTC
I must be part of your collection
Cuz you can't see
What you
Do to me
I must be waiting on your affections
till I can breathe
As you
Display me
I must be under constant protection
On a shelf
under glass
Pay to see
I must be only a reflection
Of what you like
you wanna be
Part of me
I must be part of your collection
look fast
no flash
Photography
No doubt in my mind of deception
One of a kind
Rare as can be
that's me
I must never show objections
To anything
You'll ever ask
Of me
I must display constent perfection
My **** smile
Cute dress
hair flowing
i must be part of your collection
I'm not alone
On this shelf
I know they see
I always fear your rejection
Bcuz no one else
Knows I'm here
Just you and me
Maybe you think I'm a projection
of what you are
You leave behind
a legacy
I guess I'm just a sick infection
you'll never ever
Get rid
Of me
You must be part of my collection.
"AGoddessOriginal"
4/6/13
Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 4:46 PM UTC
My blood can be given
My bloods treasure hidden
My blood is neo complex
My bloods sacred harness
My blood has been hurt
My blood still flows slow
My bloods gold that grows
My blood can save lives
My blood can give A B & O
My blood pressure rises
My blood boils for you
My blood craves your soul
My blood signals the heart
My blood feels whats real
My blood begs you
To stop the precious
Blood you spill
One day might ****
Please baby take a pill
Or just sit back & chill
Read a book, learn
I don't want you to burn
It's the wrong turn
Instead be safe stay warm
Don't do yourself harm
Please don't hurt
Your precious arm
I will hold tight in the night
Watching the moon light
Everything will feel right
Trust me honey,
My precious bunny,
Happy for nothing,
Smile like something funny
When we're just
Tag team partners
Love can't be explained
Two hearts felt the same
Chattered doesn't matter
Came together last forever
Likely dying not never ever
Surviving every weather
Angels spiritual feathers
Me you a dream come true
Far from perfect
Imperfect creation abound
Put in a world devastation
Keep focus concentration
Sorry for my mistakes
My relationship I'd partake
A lesson eyes wide awake
Opened new life's token
Truth revealed & spoken
Nevertheless,
You're still the best
Bypass all the rest
Spiritually excelled the test
Placed divines hidden spell
Upon me, my eyes my cry
You touched my heart
A master of love & art
My professor, my teacher
My intellectual preacher
Bright mind, form 2 bind
As one, hug for fun
I bug you
bcuz I love you
I pick on you
bcuz I'm stuck on you
I follow you
bcuz I wanna shower you
I think of you
Bcuz I sink underwater
I want you
Bcuz my eye's only see you
Thank you, for
Placing this love,
For being my first
My teacher, my preacher
My professor
And not my aggressor
Nor oppressor ;D
So please babe stop cutting your wrists & legs you hurt, I hurt, you cry I cry, you're in pain I'm insane, what you feel I can feel, stop the blood spill, do it for me if you truly love mi vida...
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
Sometime i cry, cry because im in this long confusing process of trying to figure out who i am and what i wanna do with my life.
I cry because im constantly putting myself down
I cry because my mom does it ten times more than me
I cry because i feel like im not good enough for anyone
i cry because i just wantt to be the reason for my moms smile even though shes the reason for my tears.
I cry because ive beeen obsessed with popularity, and being accepted because i some how feel it will substitute for the love i dont get from my mom
I cry because i want to come home once in my life and be welcomed with a hug and kiss
I cry because i swear no one understands
I cry because i try to be stong, but i feel so weak, ugly, worthless bcuz thts what im told on a daily basis by the one who gave me life.
I cry because i feel so broken and empty inside.
I cry because i try to comfort myself; i say 'things could be worse' but i only cry more because the thought of someone going through something worse than what i am breaks my heart. i just wish i could take away everyone's pain. tell everyone their beautiful in their own way and to never let anyone tell them different. tell them what I need to hear,
I cry, I cry for those people...
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC
I exhale...
Trying to relieve my vexation
Confusion builds below in the basement
The door is breaking, bulging
Will all my secrets divulge
Will the truth of my heart be shown
Once more I exhale
My thoughts are a mystery
So my breath brings truth
Bcuz my words are unheard of.
Let time tell the truth
Bcuz my feelings are in the past
So feel my breath
Feel my thoughts
Feel me as I exhale
Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 7:16 PM UTC
one other thing **** old people
who act like they world stops for them
and it is okay to be an ******* bcuz u old
idgaf if u are 90 20 65 48
an old man with a cane
old lady with a red hat
my grandparents idgaf
u dont deserve respect for living lets get that **** ******* straight
if u a racist
if u an *******
if u are iggnorant
age doesnt excuse u from being human
burn in hell
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 9:54 PM UTC
I drink lipton tea
And sit and think about what we could be
Soul searching like a ghost
Girl let me hold you close
Come with me quick
Before my pain ends this note
I drink lipton tea
And sit and think about what we could be
When financialy I could be the foundation
Me and you could multiply to fill our nation
Or seclude ourself from the world
It could be just me and you baby girl
I drink lipton tea
As I sit and think what we could be
Mentally we could already be
Bcuz I live with you in my dreams
In a blue painted house
With a black painted gate
I work from 5 to 9
And always come home on time
I drink lipton tea
As I sit and think what we could be
So at the end of this rhyme
We could get lost in time
Hoping the nay sayers never find us
So at the end of this rhyme
You can see what I see in me and you
The love we can make and things we could do
Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 7:14 PM UTC
When I look into the mirror
Sometimes I see beauty
Sometimes I see ugly
But it's times like this
That I see hurt and pain
I try to understand
Why do I feel this way
Trying to get through
Yet another day
Get It Together!
I tell myself
Which is easier said than done
A battle is in my head
Bcuz I keep listening
To All the lies I'm being fed
Over and over and over
It Goes on and on
I can't shake it, Stop It!
Please Stop feeding me
Your negativity
You see the reflection in the mirror
looking back at me
is strong and positive
So don't hate me bcuz I'm BEAUTIFL!
Dec 8, 2013
Dec 8, 2013 at 8:31 PM UTC
one other thing **** old people
who act like they world stops for them
and it is okay to be an ******* bcuz u old
idgaf if u are 90 20 65 48
an old man with a cane
old lady with a red hat
my grandparents idgaf
u dont deserve respect for living lets get that **** ******* straight
if u a racist
if u an *******
if u are iggnorant
age doesnt excuse u from being human
burn in hell
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 9:19 PM UTC
Cant choose between the good and the bad
Saying its my fault wont solve the problem
Saying its her fault will make it bigger
Blaming her while i should be blaming him i cant say its her fault but she the one who did it she could change
Im so ashamed but still love her as hell
I keep thinking about that
How can i change the time
How can i solve the problem
I cry in the cold nights trying to find out if its mine his or her fault
I cant blame anyone cuz we all contribute in the problem
She's my love but she's also my worst
She could act better
But why did she act like that
I wasnt expecting frm her
I spent days crying alone
In the dark
Cant talk to anyone bcuz im scared of the replies
Oh lord why my life cant be normal
Why do i hve problems everyday
Why do i feel so bad
Shes a human being after all
Sending pictures to another man
Wont make any change
Its his fault he made her like this
But what i dont think of is that im the one who encouraged her
Saying that she needed to live her life
But i wasnt expecting it to get that far
It might be our fault all after all
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:02 AM UTC
Sometimes silence is the loudest noise For when I close my eyes sad things creep inside got me thinking bout my teenage Life Call me what u like an ignorant infidel time to tell the real truth yous speak about me but do you know what you do Living life a lie tears hidden behind your eyes I see straight threw you and what you claim to be only portray you more of a Fake to me Spittin nothing but the Truth Silence is the loudest noise. Like a drop of a dime in an echo room. Silence the deep quietness of reality when words are not heard due to their unorderly formality This life will speed by I remember getting high was who could swing the fastest Good ole days when Tears fell from my cheeks bcuz Best friends told jokes that were just 2 funny. Sometimes silence is the loudest noise
Apr 3, 2010
Apr 3, 2010 at 7:11 AM UTC
I h8 how my Hole of a life
Is always up in the air
I h8 how everything i long for
is so far away from me
Yet, right there.
I h8 everything about me
it seems cuz I keep being told
its all me, its all me
Funny ........ me.
I h8 how i do all i can
To have a love of a man
And i find is a **** in a can
I h8 how all i do
Is **** up everything i am
By dieing so much on the inside
all i do is cry on the outside
every second that well i just am.
I h8 hiw lonely i am
bcuz i dnt choose someone who
Will stand lovingly by my side
I h8 how even though
Each word i wrote
Speaks only of me and I
Someone else feels the exact same way
Inside.
Mar 1, 2013
Mar 1, 2013 at 10:56 AM UTC
Now when I think of myself
She pops into my mind
Because without her there is no me.
So believe me when I say
That I long for the day
When her skin kisses mine
And the light within me finally shines.
Or the moment when
I look into her eyes
And she looks in minds.
Then, suddenly, tranquillity takes me.
She grabs the bull by its horn.
Making it show its true form
Just a masquerade from fear of shame.
You see this bull is a calf.
Needing affection and guidance.
Just time spent with him
Until he has learned to walk.
She nurtures my love
So when things tough
I'll be able to run.
Yes, she puts me on a pedestal
Raising me to the pinnacle
Of my emotional and spiritual well being.
But I fall off this cloud
When I hear the sound of me
Asking myself for her name.
A trick question bcuz I've yet to meet her
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 5:11 PM UTC
I hope tomorrow never dies
Even though I'm tired of today.
Like seasons life is always changing
A little better a little worse
Yet never expecting the storm.
It rages with strong emotions
The wind howls out of pain
And the lightning strikes silently,
And all is calm until the thunder hits,
A car crash it is loud and unexpected
All the way to your bone you can feel it
As if it is your bone itself breaking
A terrifying sound for most it is
Yet some listen to it peacefully
Bcuz they no the storm is almost over
They look to the shining future
Unlike we who can only see the present
How I await for the storm to be over.
Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 4:59 PM UTC
I'm worthless, I'm not rich nor wealthy, nor handsome
I'm weak at times, I fall too often, I weep my eyes out, take the wrong
Route, my life's a mess a distress
I'm sorry I'm a living stress
I'm not here too impress or undress you, I love you
I could careless about everything
When it means nothing without you
No meaning, eyes gleaming
Heads steaming, souls screaming
Eyes dreaming, hearts leaving
Forget me, Regret me, Hate me
For all the pain I caused
It's okay, forever I won't stay
I'll be gone away, one day
Everything will be okay
Trust the one above my lovely dove
Please move on with someone
Worth your time, won't waste your time, give you money, status, car, house, clothes, spoil you like you deserve, for you they serve, give you all you ever wanted, leave me to die
Cuz I'm only haunted
Trapped in wickedness
Physical demons all around
Won't leave gather surround
Deceitful hearts who devise evil
I rise among them, potential provokes them, gripchock them,
With jealousy, despise and not even close to being wise bcuz the wise speaks words of -Healing- not words that cut like a sword, blade, knife through my flesh and soul. So move on with someone who could give you the World....or atleast something close to it... Just know you were the...
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
Now when I think of myself
She pops into my mind
Because without her there is no me.
So believe me when I say
That I long for the day
When her skin kisses mine
And the light within me finally shines.
Or the moment when
I look into her eyes
And she looks in minds.
Then, suddenly, tranquillity takes me.
She grabs the bull by its horn.
Making it show its true form
Just a masquerade from fear of shame.
You see this bull is a calf.
Needing affection and guidance.
Just time spent with him
Until he has learned to walk.
She nurtures my love
So when things tough
I'll be able to run.
Yes, she puts me on a pedestal
Raising me to the pinnacle
Of my emotional and spiritual well being.
But I fall off this cloud
When I hear the sound of me
Asking myself for her name.
A trick question bcuz I've yet to meet her
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 5:13 PM UTC
In the day I think of her,
And at night I day dream of her.
My nights are restless bcuz of her.
Her scent never leaves my nose
And face is never far from my mind.
She intoxicates me with her presence
But my days darken as she leaves.
Into a dark abyss I slip without her.
She is the light at the end of the tunnel
Anyone with eyes can see her
But I am the only one that has her.
She is the Sun of my solar system
I'm naturally attracted to her
And can not pull away from her
I can not exist if she is not there.
Blind I will go if I can't see her
Lost I am when I'm not with her.
I know I love her and she loves me.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 5:24 PM UTC
Feeling intoxicated liquor filled basements
Times wasted, These lies are patient
These lines come together
More precise than a knife
More like a scalpel
I grapple with reality
Bcuz it slips through my mind
And shouts at me
Mad Dogs let the chains loose
Its a 20/20 chance
I could change you
Change is natural
Thats what your brain'll do
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 2:40 PM UTC
°•○ Untitled ●•°
Living in the now, new memories are made
Day by day the old r erased
What is this place? Bcuz this world
Has changed; it ain't the same, like them good ol' days.
Now
Confused .
High.
Up in smoke.
Lost in a dream.
How can i be so alive, but be so dead?
Is this my test.. my trial and tribulations; Realization;
Unraveling rationalizations.
We're the product of our own imagination...
Questions.....
© Melissa Withers
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
When I see the sun I think of you,
You enlighten my mind, and brighten my day.
With no regards to time or place.
Even in my darkest days you light the way with your shining face.
When the day is gone and the night has come
Your smile is illuminated by the moon to make night like day.
Never do we fuss or fight bcuz we are forever high off life.
A life in which we're together to bring light to each other.
This happens whenever we see or think of each other.
It is what I believe to be our love for one another.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 4:45 PM UTC
I see now
why the grass isn't greener
on the other side,
I've felt the stab
of hopelessness
of finding
the
one,
I understand
the cries of
the
human
heart,
The desire to be loved,
I understand
Now that I've chosen
to make myself available,
The fishing
wishing your search
won't be long,
I understand
Now that I'm
exploring
I feel for you all..
& that is why,
I'll love
the One,
With all of me,
I'll cherish
the fact
my search
is
over,
I've lived
many decisions,
& the best one
would be
keeping my love,
Happy
I'll rejoice
For I know
what
creeps
in this
world,
Nothing but sadness
lies & interrogations,
I know
I don't have
to
explore
partner
after
partner,
To know
if I've found
the
One,
I'll know
bcuz I see
what lies
Beneath,
The world..
Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC