I wrote about you, day and night
You are my moon, you are my sun
I wished for the day when we would finally unite
Like the stars in the galaxy, shining bright
I was dreading the fact that the day might never come
When you wrap me in your arms and tell me it's fine
When you utter those words and protect me for life
My dread was increasing, my hopes were decreasing
I slowly shattered into a deep despair
Losing all senses of a fulfilled life and hope
I thought that the fantasies and dreams in my head are unrealistic and are merely an illusion
But then there you were, my protector, my hero
You grabbed me right at the end of the cliff and held me tight
You reassured and brought my soul back to life
You were my protector, and I was yours
We are now, now and forever, inseparable
For we suffered too long in the absence of one another

Hoy es el pasado, hoy es el futuro.
Hoy es el presente.
El presente que no es, porque no vivo
El presente que no vivo, porque no estás conmigo

Vivo en el recuerdo
Congelando los momentos.
Cierro mis ojos y vuelvo
Pero hoy es hoy. Hoy el tiempo pasa lento.

at times i find it hard
to reach within ones deepest places
one does not know
what things
what thoughts
what memories
lie within ones deepest corners of self being.
i chose to hide from my self,
i chose to run from my self,
i find it easier avoiding these things,
if i could say so
then going forth,
and facing them
i find it easier not thinking
about these memories,
thoughts
but i fear a day will come
that they will burst out
that one day
they will conquer me,
have the better of me
its confusing, unexplainable
i keep thinking for hours.. days..
at times i cant find the right words,
at times i feel lost,
at times not even poetry helps,
i would just rather drown my self in a pond of self pity and regret,
and rather just be over it,
finish this
weak excuse of a so called life,
or existence
or whatever gives us reason
to wake up another morning

I can no longer cry
my sorrows
have left me dry

"Baby I'm still in love, but you never even respond."

You know
that I could be better.
Oh if only
you sent me a letter.
Its been so long
since you've been gone,
since you left me alone.
And i still remember
when we met in December.
How we fell in love
In only one week
oh i never knew
i could be so weak.
I fell for you,
in a second or two
and gave you my heart
now i cant be apart
apart from you.

You are
who i treasure the most.
i'm missing you while you stay
in your Hawaiian coast.