I have cried
So many times,
Hidden and silent.
I have stared
At nothingness,
Felt my heart breaking.
I have waited
For so many calls
From you that never came.
I have believed
Everything that you said
I guess some weren't true.
I have been left
By you waiting for
The things you said you'd do
I broke my heart again,
Because I thought, finally,
I'll stop being used by you
Looks like I'm gonna have to sleep
Hoping I'll feel less sad when I wake up.