You keep spinning in blue loops
And your golden bellybutton keeps quaking by yellow laughter
like curios mulberry dragonflies, we don't try to, we just understand the body language of you and I
we build a chartreuse harmony
even bitter red jealousy
couldn't vandalize the sparkling love we make between my golden thighs
our colours matched and came alive
as a true dream of a purple five-o-five
But
is this a crack?
Why does cold arctic air come trough?
what could it be could it be you?
And suddenly
the colours erupt

I never understood the line
"can't live with or without you"
until I met you

I am afraid of never being
More than a body to someone
To keep being noone
For nobody
In the end

The scariest thing
is not leaving and missing you
but the fact
that you would not even turn around
and watch me brush off
(except to squint at my ***)

I can’t read these signs
Were they ever there
You won’t look me in the eyes
But why do I care
It’s my mind and my heart
They’re tearing me in two
I’m about to be married
Yet my heart skips for you
I know this isn’t easy
These feelings are confusing
But your come and go attitude
Is feeling abusing
So here we are now
Let’s bring this to the end
And happily ever after
We were never even friends

I am still patiently waiting
for the day to come
where I wake up
and smile