Cherish

Cherish Dec 2019

I really don’t have much time left
really want to spend all my time with you again.

It’s been a year
I’m missing you so badly each day passes
Yes we’ve chat, we catch up a few times.
But the bond isn’t the same as last time
Because you probably move on already

I love you so much, I’m sorry to say it now
Because when you want hear it so badly I couldn’t say it out. Time will tell. And time really tell, how can I love you when it’s been a year?

Don’t made me a fool
because of you I look a ******* fool
I put so much efforts just to get close to you again.

‘seen’

:)

#breakup #moveon #tired #help #painful #pain #missingyou #falling #downhill

Cherish Dec 2019

It’s you

It’s you all along.
Time heal? Forgive? Forget?
Those are just comforting words, it never work.

It’s been a year and it ******* hurts
Wake up every morning and ask myself
‘When are you gonna come back?’
Every single day just waiting till dark.

Tried to move on but why does it look like what I do on a daily basis, leads back to you?
Will you come back please?
Wouldn’t mind traveling down for you when I know my wallet it’s gonna burn a hole.
Wouldn’t mind to do anything for you.

But all you do is leave me on ‘read’
You couldn’t see how much efforts I put in
just to travel down somewhere near you but knowing I won’t able to see you but that is the only way to feel close again.. ‘close’

It’s always you

#move #on #breakup #love #tired #help #trying #forgive #painful #pain

Cherish Nov 2019

Even if it's just a little while

Bring me back to the good old days
Laughing happily
Crying for comfort
Bittersweet talks

I will be here,
Call me if you need me
No matter what time, what am i doing

If it's you, I'll stop everything i'm doing for you.

Even if i can look at you just for a few seconds i would travel down just for that

You're my cure to my overthinkimg
Even though i know its already over.

#over #love #brokeup #breakup #tired #heartbroken #help #comeback

Cherish Nov 2019

Come back

I miss you
Please come back

#love #trust #tired #painful #enough #come #back #emo

Cherish Nov 2019

The vibes

That day at the carnival
I was dead tired, exhausted. dying to get out of the queue and go home

Saw you coming in, kept me going
Didn't expect we'll have so much fun
Memories keep flashing
We kept talking

Really miss you alot
I've been waiting for this day for a very long time.

Really want to create more memories with you again

The vibes is back, you said.

#vibes

Cherish Oct 2019

Little hopes

It's been a year, saw you a little back while ago.

Lighting up my cigarettes,
Saw you. I turned around
Hoping you will notice me
You did and my heart felt like it was everything but knowing its already over.

You shouted my name from far and waved.
I waved back and said hello
We both were smiling happily and waving to each other.

But i wonder, behind ur smile do you still miss me like how i did?

Do you still miss us?
Do you still love me?

Still wondering till now

If you do, please come back
My doors are always open like how your doors was open in the past.

Behund ur smile

#love #pain #hopes #death #die #kiss #loved #cried #tired #waiting

Cherish Oct 2019

You doing great?

Really want to see you right now my dear, how are you? Hope ur doing great today, because last year today we were arguing very badly

I hope you're doing great now
I watch you from far,
From a distance.

If you're curious, i still go to those places that still remains all our memories.

Im not doing very good, I'm still struggling very badly and still getting those flash back of you
Patting my head
Cooking for me
Sending me home
Holding my hands tightly
Making sure i've eaten my meals
Making sure i'm safe
Hugging me tightly while sleeping.

I tried to forget you, trying to replace you, trying to move on with someone else

Nothing works, everything i do leads back to you. Its still you, its always you

I miss you so much.

Come back.