Since young I don’t really get it why do people cry or get disappointed when they’re are sick
Isn’t great that we can skip school or not work?

Until I realise mine own sickness it’s life threatening and I’m here praying to god everyday, begging for help and forgive the sin I’ve done.

Gasping for oxygen, trying to walk,
Trying to be normal again but how?

Walking was the easiest but now it became the hardest.

I’m tired of repeating myself
I told them “I’m not feeling well”
“I’m not okay” “I’m not eating well”

No one give a **** at all

And I’ll stop repeating them because I’m physically and mentally tired and sick.

Was running towards
          The cafe to order a cup of tea I felt very
Breathless and my vision was going white and fainted right in front of the cashier. Woke up in your arms with ur jacket and look up and the memories came flashing through my mind.

And I woke up it was just a dream afterall
It felt so real it felt like you were there