As the world plummets
So will my mind

As the sky becomes polluted
So will my eyes  

As the bright lights start fading
So will my dreams

What I think has become infinity

I can't see what is right in front of me

Because the bright lights are nowhere to be seen

Life is empty
Like a sullen lonely hollow
We trip and we fall
And sometimes we keep falling
Life starts to blur
Memories become fragments
We want to dream forever
But even our dreams tell us to wake up
Because if we refuse
We will keep
                     f orever
                       a lone
                         l osing
                           l ife
                            i n
                              n othingness
                                g rievously

Lackluster eyes and SSRIS
Thoughts turn to ash
When anxiety thrives
The raging fire never ends
Until there is nothing left to burn
The mind is like a forest
That can be burned down to a crisp

Within dreams we can run
But hide we cannot
As we awake with the sun
And must always get up

I may be young
But I still feel pain
The type of pain that awakes with the sun
I see my hopes and goals
They are framed in my mind
Like pictures
They only show what I wish I could find
Of happier days
With my friends around me
My ink could help lives and let my dreams free

Within dreams the stars shine
Where the clouds cease to exist
We can run
But not hide
As the sun always rises

If we sped up time
Our lives would be a flash
Maybe that's what makes us special
We are the few lights
In the infinite dark

Miscellaneous thoughts
They never make sense
They lie and take over
And never resist
I'm scared that one day
I wont be dead or alive
Instead
My mind will be forsaken
Like a dream lost in time

Fading away
Like tears in the rain
My mind used to act like a shadow that hides when its late
I wandered through dreams
With no escape to be seen

But since I met you
The rain no longer teems
It still falls
But its softer
Like your lips on my cheek

I am in love with you
More than I could ever explain
Tonight let us meet in the depths of our dreams

Dark thoughts
The night falls slow
I see not a single star
I feel so low
Time becomes abstract
I can't bring myself to breathe
I lose myself in my lovely sheets

This room is hollow
For I would know
The light will come later
Tonight the tears will show

I'm no longer falling
Now I'm falling in love

Stone cold
The words you spoke
But you didn't even know
And no one else seemed to either
Drifting
Is where my mind was
But no one ever asked
And now it continues to drift
Further.....
Down

And

Down...

Lower

And

Lower.
Into the depths of my favorite fantasies
And the border of my dullest nightmares

I fear myself like I fear the empty midnight sky
No stars to connect
No friends to create
Just an empty abyss
Its nice at first
The peace
And the quiet
But the quiet never leaves
Until its too loud to bare

I don't write disorderly
I just write how I feel
And right now I feel messy
My mind is as messy as the words before me
But they are words nonetheless

I want to impress people
I want to show how great I can be
I want to love myself like how others love me
Through all this pain and hurt
It will shape who I am
And I will be better for it

Sometimes my mind wanders
Into the depths of your eyes
I feel my heart quicken
As if I have come back to life

With lips like yours
Who couldn't resist
Not a thought on my mind
Except I think we should kiss

When you smile
And laugh
For not a reason at all
I know I could stay with you through all day and nightfall

The way you look at me
With such beautiful eyes
Makes me so happy
To be alive

Long ago my teacher said
'You a daydreamer'
My mind would leave this land
However, not long after my mind found it all too much

For many years
I would pretend
As if it was all okay
As If I never cared
But hatred grew
And love fell apart
A shallow mindset
Made an empty heart
I'd wish that life would come to an end
It would hurt too much to think again
Overtime my mind started to change
I started to smile
I cried again

When I look back at what my teacher said
I think maybe that's not so bad
To travel through time
To be famous
And loved
To never have to leave

My ink will tell you stories you would never believe

I think so much
But I have dreams too
Of beautiful romance
And skies made of infinite blue
Times unknown become gradually new
The clustered thoughts fade
Until they are just about you
I can be the words to your smile
Together we can make our dreams come true

Draw me the stars
And I'll write us to the moon
Draw me some tears
I might write you some blues
Colour the roses
From which I write about
Our dreams can be remembered
With pictures and a plot
I'll write what you couldn't
If you draw what I can not

Sometimes I just want to cry
For no other reason than the clouds in the sky

Thinking of starting a server on discord where people can post poems, thoughts, talk, etc... message if interested