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  Sep 2015 Malvika
Mikayla
As I light this cigarette in my mouth,

I inhale the smoke,

like it’s the thing that keeps me alive.

I've gotten worse;

Since you’ve left me standing in the rain.

My scars were reopened.

My lungs were seared with smoke again.

My pillows were blackened from,

the mascara that ran down my face.

he’s just a boy they say.

No,

you don’t ******* understand.

He was the air I breathed.

He was words that I conveyed into poems.

You’ll be okay;

No;

He was the brown eyed boy,

of my dreams.
  Sep 2015 Malvika
grace
dried blood bonds your jeans
to your skin
bright red gashes
where scar tissue had been
ripping fabric away
for beads of blood to bloom
head in your hands
on the floor of your bathroom
0 days clean
the relapse into madness
knowing you're ******
from the first tally
stinging showers
and red bathwater
drowning yourself in
symptoms of your disorder
red becomes a drug
pain becomes a solace
stuck in a cycle
of destruction to calmness

0 days clean

is an end

of a beginning
poem about what it's like to relapse
  Sep 2015 Malvika
Beebz The Queen
baby my body is a masterpiece
my scars are a work of art
every battle and every victory
has had its own important part

my legs were my canvas
my blades were the paint
by night I was Picasso
and by day I was a saint
  Sep 2015 Malvika
Sky
nip
the nip of silver
reminds me that i am weak.
the bite of metal
reminds me that i am weak.
  the ****** of sharp edges
reminds me that i am weak.
   the pain of the cut
reminds me that there is something to feel.
  Sep 2015 Malvika
Jack Aylward
Pink caress
Your lips
Press
Together
To kiss
Upon mine.

©Jack Aylward,
28/9/15
I wrote this after drinking Isla Negra wine and playing 'Pink Moon' by Nick Drake, softly in the background whilst also watching the supermoon eclipse, tonight, turn a subtle pink!
  Sep 2015 Malvika
Sylvia Plath
"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"
  Sep 2015 Malvika
Cassidy Jackson
The walls are caving in
I'm finding it hard to breathe
The walls are caving in
I've built them to save me
The walls are caving in
They're almost gone
The walls are caving in
I'm getting weaker
The walls are caving in
I tried to hide from this darkness
The walls are caving in
I can no longer be saved
The walls are caving in
*I'm caving in
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