What if I’d never been called Martin?
If I’d been called Malcom or Syed or Fred?
Would I have been treated any differently, would the thoughts be different in my head?
Would I have been adopted by a different couple, maybe by ones who really loved me instead?
Would I be living in a bungalow in Barnet or a thatched cottage in Hay upon Wye?
Be a scientist obsessed by nuclear fusion or a pilot spending hours in the sky.
Would I be a murderous tyrant, leaving fear, dread and bloodshed in my wake or a devotee of the divine Mary Berry, perfecting the ultimate bake?
Would stories be written about me or songs sung about me by the fire or would journalists interview my loved ones and dear ones, desperate to expose me as a liar.
What if I’d been created a monster, not even given a name at all?
Just left where my life had started. Curled up and quivering in a ball.
No one to tell me they loved me, no one to give me a hug. Just treat like a thing to recoil from, like an odious, hideous bug.
But what if someone noticed me, to whom the outside didn’t matter at all.
Who looked at the deepest core of my being and saw secrets and delights to enthral.
Who coached and nurtured and loved me and treat me with no fear or no shame and decided to call me Isaac, as
that
would
be
my
perfect
name.
This was inspired by the prompt of 'What If' in my local writing group. It started from if I'd been given a different name and went on from there. I'd also recently read the novel Frankenstein
