To love, to live, to share, to feel;
In a world of suffering, oh so real,
So live your life to react and deflect,
Or be hurt and suffer, the hollow effect.

Be tough, be scared, be false, be strong,
Block it all out, in a fight to belong,
Winning the game, having it all;
For it's not a nice feeling, being vulnerable.

Oh pity the man who tries to fly,
Opens his heart, left to die,
A defenceless battle, in a stormy sea,
Weak and abandoned; just to be seen.

Imagine a world, where the wind is free,
It crashes, it wails; it breaks a tree,
Honest and true to nature's grace,
At peace, so pure; a contented face.

The pain, the hurt; no guilt, no shame,
Feeling the darkness, within the flame,
Touching the cliffs, the valley and mountains,
The moon, the sky, the clouds and fountains.

A blessèd life, it is to just be;
Harmony, Equanimity, Humility.
In a world of suffering, oh so real;
To love, to live , to share, to feel.

I absolutely know there is something
hiding within me
It lays low in my soul which keeps my spirit at bay
Oh how i keep aching for a different way of life
Yet i cant get loose from its choke hold
On my heart
I could see death in the reflection of myself this morning
And yet still I cant put the
glass down
that keeps that part of me hidden
I plead for it to show itself
So that maybe , just maybe i can get beyond it
I am resisting the urge to rid myself from the creature that refuses to come forward
What a coward it must be for it is not I but IT that preyed upon me
What lays ahead I never know
but hope somehow
It beheads you
YOU COWARD

How you fool everyone to think you're innocent and vulnerable is beyond me.

Playing victim is second nature to you.
**** with people's minds is all you good at.
I never gave you permission to **** with mine, you ***** me.
Play with people because of your past and your so called " trust issues "

You're no better than the person who did you wrong.