We all have something we hide
But he hid his more than others
the torment that keeps him up at night
the words that crosses his mind in the dark
but sometimes it escapes
as he laughs, as he plays,
the sadness and loathsome feelings
that hangs over his head and heart
he lives with fear that he can seen
seen as the monster he believes
seen as the darkness that saddens his life
but he smiles, holding everybit of sanity he has,
as though he was destined to live like that
destined to loose to pain inside him