Of the disposed
I give a rose
To all I see
Remind me of my beauty
But now, I know
How much you loved me so
The happiness I feel
Is sympathetic, synthetic
Golden threads
I spin every day
Why do you look for me
Can't you see
I'm not pure and fair
My eyes are dull and I am scared
Why do you love me so
When sadism is all I know?
Come, and know why
I feel this way
A sharp knife lands on your arm
Don't be shy and stay
Please don't run away
Do you know why you want me?
Open up your eyes and see
This elation I feel
French readers might understand the title better.