i listen to a prophet
and smoke a rolled tobacco blunt
as i write this

where is peace, for the simple
or even bliss
for the black of mind

and soul. I feel
a holy desire
to pull down mountains

to the land of the gods
i aspire
but, do i have what they require

What am I missing?
When did It Change?
Where was I?
Who became estrange?

Out of Love?
Could it Be?
Maybe unhappy?
To what degree?

Laughs gone?
Love diminished?
Trust disappeared?
Year's finished?

I feel like standing tall with my chest out while taking a stand against something I don't believe in
I just need to find something I feel that strong for
I feel like I'm wasting time trying to decide which decision I choose would be right
Who else feels like it happens so much that wrong eventually feels right
I feel young , free , old and caged
Half the time I feel like I don't even know me
I feel high probably because I'm on the second floor wishing it was the top deck of a cruise ship and I'm waving bye to strangers standing on the shore
I feel alone and scared like I'm hungry but full
This void I feel has me feeling useless to the world
The tears I shed makes me feel weak
Starting from nothing after my last relationship really feels like maybe it ain't worth it
I feel like my heart has been torn out and stomped on so much that I'm unable to feel it when my heart beats
Feeling like I made my biggest mistake by trying to correct what was my biggest mistake
Wouldn't it be great if I could feel the feeling that a child feels
No problems, no stress and no feeling like I failed at this life
I feel like I'm sure you feel about this
Asking who cares how I feel or what my feelings are when I'm not concerned with how you feel
I feel like I abused my first forty years of life
And I don't have a good feeling that I have another forty left
I do feel thankful and I feel blessed
I feel like if I wakeup tomorrow then God feels like I'm worth a few more breathes
If not then I feel like he felt like I needed the rest