a never-ending puzzle.
it is a series of disaster.
chaos and destruction.
it is how she describes her life,
carrying all the pain she has inside.

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Imagine your knowledge is an
Infinite jigsaw puzzle
For some its is easy to piece together
As everything falls into place
For others the puzzle is forever fragmented
Unable to be completed fully
You are in constant search for the missing pieces
That is meant to connect
To bridge the information together
To complete the image
Every now and then
A missing piece finds a way to fit
Adding new information to the infant puzzle
And one piece closer
To making knowledge whole

They don't know you like I know,
Precariously balanced life taking its toll.
Don't be a Theseus, I'm not an Ariadne,
No threads to pull in our mazes, madly.

Its not a puzzle, we made our sacrifices,
No battles here to fight, no throwing dices.
You can never pretend to love or hate,
Nor can you hide your anger or elate.

There is no riddle, no evil lion-sphinx,
You're not an Oedipus, who's journey above links.
The problems you are running from - just face it.
I hate to know that I need you - embrace it.

and if the oceans would part
 and lead a path from me to you,
i swear i’d clutch our string of fate
like it’s the greatest game of tug of war
like the pull on my heart which loves to let you win. but when we fall into each other i know it’s already a shared victory
i would bear the blisters.
i’d live with the rope burn.
you know, i think i’ve seen you in my dreams.
but with a memory like mine, i know you best by the pull on my heart.
in the light from the sun. in reflections.
in my half smile that the Gods themselves fit your half into.
their final greatest puzzle piece.