Many years I have spent,
Trapped in the painful numb.
An abyss embracing my tortured mind,
No destiny, no forwards, nothing to come.
My dwelling silent, so silent,
I don’t even hear my breath.
Broken-down, an old ghost town,
Branded with sadness and death.
I gulp, I step, my frail legs so old,
I step
I step again
My body going cold.
I feel my voice is taken,
I hear the non-existent screams,
I see my haunted sister,
I see the light in her eyes lose its gleam.
I’m shaking with sobs,
I’m struck with grief,
I’m frozen on the stairs
Of house no.3.
I look up,
I hear the sound, the tinkling of the piano,
My former-self sitting spellbound,
At her soprano,
Sister, o sister,
How well you used to play,
I rush, suddenly, with a surge of love,
Up the stairs I have dreaded every day.
The landing is cold,
In the lonely gloom,
The piano sits, deprived of being played,
In a cobwebby tomb.
I approach it, fearful,
But content,
This is the object,
That caused this event.
I know what to do,
With shaking bones,
I place my hands on the keys,
All of them, clones.
The chord, I play,
The very last one,
The last one she played,
Before she was gone.
It brought me back,
To the terrifying time,
The moment of her peril,
That corrupted my mind.
I push down the keys,
The sound rings out,
I suddenly scream,
I sing, I shout.
I am freed from my pain,
Freed from this cage,
My mission complete,
I’ve finished my last page.
The whistle of the chimney
Sweeps in, nothing to say,
The wind curls around me,
And blows me away.
Really old one. Wrote this when I was 12 in the middle of my science class. Inspired by Miss Havisham from Great Expectations.
