grab me over
but i want you under
caress those arms
wrestle those lips
with your stare
how you glare
close your eye
not your heart
for me
for us
for the possibility
for everything
love

I allow winter to
Kiss me goodbye, and I
Feel its icy grip
Loosen from my flesh.

I never liked the cold,
But deem it necessary;
To remember how to feel,
To remember you.

Your name still tastes
Rusty and raw.
Remembering your life
Still brings rain.

Yearly, before I get
****** into the storm,
Spring welcomes me home,
Bright and warm.

And flowers still bloom on
Your birthday, blue speckling
Umber and orange, standing
Out in a world of autumn

your laugh
had given me almost half
of the heart i wanna see
of the love i want us to be
your words
had given me the hope
of the things we gonna cope
i wanna hold this rope
for this gonna be tight
i must be right
this is a fight
for love
for now
for i don't know
how

xo

i don't understand
I know i'll never understand
I just wish you would have reached out for my hand.
I would have raised you up
got you back on your feet
and help you realize life doesn't have to be a one way street.
but there's nothing i can say.
no there's nothing i can do
to bring you back so i'll just remember you
and hope you're in a better place
where the sunshine kisses on your face.
I hope the beer tastes better
and it's always perfect hunting and fishing weather.
I hope you remember us
and know that we'll remember you.
it'll be hard to push through
but we'll find a way to cope.
but until we meet again, the best I can do is hope.
ever since the day you left,
my heart feels like it's been a victim of theft.
and every time i see your face in a photograph,
I can't help but sit back and laugh.
then your voice pops in my head
and I remember all the things left unsaid.
I wasn't ready to let you go
but I need you to know
I forgive you
and hope you're in a better place
where the sunshine kisses on your face.
I hope the beer tastes better
and it's always perfect hunting and fishing weather.
I hope you remember us
and know that we'll remember you.
it'll be hard to push through
but we'll find a way to cope.
but until we meet again, the best I can do is hope.
you inspired me to be a better man
and showed me how to be a better friend
and these are lessons i'll take with me to the end
but there's nothing I can say
no, there's nothing i can do
to bring you back so I'll just remember you
and hope.

all too much
all too less
miss you so much
cause you've been the best
so far
so near

lucky you
lucky me
lucky everybody around we
the vicinity
the proximity
i like how your warm hug
makes me feel something
i can see how you are guarded
at the end of this road and tunnel
this city have witness
two people meetups
in a dire evenings
on parks
on bridges
on time
on and on
we keep on dreaming
that this feeling
could turn into loving

xo

a year ago
i lost you
six feet under

and even a year later
i love you
six feet over

I wonder where you are
I wonder where you've been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again.
I wonder if you miss me
As much as I miss you.
I wonder if you dream of us
And all that we've been through