Your eyes ...., your eyes are soulful, deep like the sea and sadness comes crashing like waves but your love for a person is infinite like stars, the blazing sun, and galaxies far beyond, your love travels and never ends, imagine finding someone just as crazy & in love as you can be?

There's many walls and it's hard to escape

So many...and so easy to make

You pass one and then you keep seeing more

What are you even doing this for?

You finally realized there's no point in getting lost here, it's not worth it... There's more out there.

Open space, closed thoughts
It's getting easier to forget what's lost

Beautiful views, fresh air
Hasn't crossed my mind that you're not there

Vast oceans, sea breeze
Letting go seems to be an ease

It's so simple when you're out of sight and mind
I wish it could be like this all the time

The poplar tree blooms no more,
The magpie sings no new songs,
Yet I cling onto the restless years,
When you, my dear, were still here.

Remember the wind that took your hat,
And a gentleman I was retrieving it back?
Our eyes destined for the first time,
& now I long so for that beautiful eyes.

Merry it was our days in your kitchen!
Pots and pans we sang & dance!
Our feet tangled not on the carpet of red,
Our hands twine like a morning glory on a fence.

Such days are but a memory,
As I live to sit on the chair alone,
Remember not the day of  judgement,
For my heart aches and sores for you.

My dear, how long should I wait,
Wait for another meeting of our fate,
The piano has no fingers to await,
For the only fingers to await was you.

Winter comes soundlessly still,
As your hands appeared in mine.
I smiled and forklift my cane,
& now the chair is left alone.

*"Olivia, is that you?"

Take my hand, and we'll plummet to our death.
As we conquer the depths of hell,
our demons deceive us.
They would scream at us, echoing their hate.
You look at me, cynic obvious in your eyes.
I look back at you, as I saw the void of love and its extremes, right behind you.
I told you: "Take me, take whatever's left of me. For I have loved you so, that even in my death, I dream of you."

-
No matter
how good
you are
at hiding
behind your
walls.

There will
always be
someone to
find a
way
around
it.

-
As I look from afar
High on marijuana
I think of you

All I feel
Is melancholy,
Drowning myself
From the
Sadness

I couldn't
Breathe
Seeing you
Head over
Heels for
Another    
Girl

I tried so **** hard to forget you, so hard.  But you telling me how long you've been here waiting just shows me why I held on so long.  
It just shows why I scavenged ever piece of the shipwreck that floated up to the top.  Those were the enjoyable memories, but the anchor is still at the bottom of the ocean.  
And that is why we can't fight this any longer.  face it, neither of us can pull the anchor out of the water anymore.