Where was it I left off? Oh yes, the rebellion of a slave to its master
I Believed my deceitful heart knew the way, but the way to disaster
As the days visited me and went, the colder I grew, and the more beauty fled
I scratched, I punched, I kicked, I hit the doors to try to break them open... and continuously I bled...
My eyes grew white and blind... so I could not see the destruction I was causing to myself and around me...
I was so certain that this hall was the hall where my life would unfold, where I'd find everything I could ever need...
Skin chipped away, muscles scrapped slowly down to the bitter bone... I refused to have anything heal
I made a blood pool mess of pride at the entrance... along with a few puddles of a broken deal...
My God did not leave me though... He was there... but within spirit... but I denied it...I didn't care about my loss of purity
"Do you not have trust?" A young blonde servant whispered, kneeling to my level of insecurity...
"Why continue to make your self suffer when you can rise again?"
"And what reason would I have to rise? My desired fellowship will never amend..."
I intended to be rude to show her kindness and words were not welcome here
"You sound as if our Master is unfair... You doubt him.. you doubt his decisions, His choices, it's that clear..."
"You must be in His favor... To be so hopeful and life filled... Do you even have the slightest taste of suffering?"
Her knees laid in my pool of blood, her blue jeweled eyes stared into mine, my mind constantly puzzling
Closing those sapphires, and reopening them brought forth a vision of her past or tormenting love and tears
" Foolish girl... You're selfish to believe you are alone in this feeling... I was ONCE lock in your cell... Trapped by fear"
"And there are more down another hall who would know that pain all too well... Please... arise and come with me..."
"Why?.... What's the point when I have already fallen and failed and there is no possible better beauty..."
"They can answer your doubts and questions since they have had the same shoes..."
".... but I'm too blinded to even see my self... all I see is strangely you.." I tried to look down... but pain wouldn't allow me to move
"Then I guess you have no choice but to trust me... Do you think you can treat your wounds if you can't even see your own body?"
Anger irrupted inside of me... Only because I know this Blonde was right. So with her guiding hand, I rose to my feet
My soul screaming and shouting... Begging to rebell... but how could I? My body was dying and in defeat...
One warm white skinned arm wrapped around my brittle waist to guide me to the other side of the castle
A trail of blood footprints followed behind me... As I felt the connection between my flesh and the beaten door hassled
Trying to carefully slip away... I could feel the strength in her arm... there was no escape
So off me and this Blonde went... Leaving behind the hall that I want and also, or so I thought, the Hall God had planned and shaped...
.....sorry it took a while... Part 3 should be out soon if you guys still want it.... again sorry about that...