glasses sit atop my nose
but they aren't my prescription
they make the world dance
in places it usually mumbles
and it just makes me crave a smoke
Myself a mime,
Pushing the boundaries of my world.
An extrovert trapped,
In an introverted nightmare.
Escape me O Lord,
From this bitter place.
Free me my white washed walls.
Walk among rows of the sick and the dying
Find each of us in a corner
Silenced screaming sanity unhinged
Scrambling symptomatic soliloquy,
End this madness. Or end me.
A rose is sweet
But Rosé is sweeter
Got me a bottle
When the world's a little bitter
Pour me a glass
I got nobody,
No place I gotta be
into the pit
until I'm buried underneath all my ****
Hey Mr. Sun, how are you
Haven't seen you in a month or 2
I'm fine, give me more
One bottles' just a bottle until I hit the floor
raindrops crash across the tin roof
while her mouth issues sweet, soothing music
and the cars pass slowly
...to my ears, at least
You sold me a love that resides in a cage,
confines of guilt that only grow stronger with age
You expect your love and all its intensity to justify your self-righteous jealousy,
as if a sufficiently suffocating love defies all practical incompatibilities
Bless me with a love that is void of steel and chains,
one that let's me grow without restraints
I miss you, I really do
But you obviously don't want to talk to me anymore.
So what's the point?
It hurts, it really does
But I still hope for a "Hey how are you?" Every so often.
Sometimes I miss you so much it physically hurts.
But I don't blame you for not wanting to talk to me anymore.
I just wish you would.
When I get into moods like this and I know it's really all my fault, I really do want to **** myself. But what's the point? You wouldn't reach out if you saw this anyway.
If you were here -
I'd be warm. Cool. In between.
Somewhere in between -
Amongst the push and pull.
One or the other -
If you were here -
If be either sleep or
But here I am -
if there is an experiment to determine ways
of permanently doing away
with this everyday weight that is
take me first.
take me first
before i send myself away.