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Chey Ferrill Jan 2016
I believed that you loved me,
though I didn't know for sure.

I believed that I could be enough,
and that you would feel the same.

I believed that we could work,
but I was the only one trying.

You didn't want me
when asked who you would choose.

Why would you deserve me
when you change you mind?
I don't know what to do.
Corona Harris Dec 2015
"Baby I love you" No you don't love is just a illusion
"No fr, I truly love you" You love the feeling I give you,  you love the image you percieve me as, You DO NOT LOVE me.
"You starting to hurt my feelings" It's better to have your heart scratched now instead of torn later.
"Wow, do you even care about me" Do you even care about yourself?  I'm trying to help you.  **** Save You.
"This is why I don't trust people now" I never asked for your trust, I never asked for your time.
"Your just like the others Corona" If I was like the others I'd let you keep falling for what you can't have.
"****** *******" I know I am,  that's why I'm staying single.

        ~ Corona Harris ~
I always thought that when you left me you broke my heart. I felt it break the second you walked out of my life and it broke again every time I heard your name and it broke all over every time I heard our song and it broke again every time a guy wearing the same cologne as you walked by me. I felt it break every time I saw you at school and had to hold my head up high like I didn't miss and didn't know you.

But here I am... almost two years later. My heart doesn't break anymore when I hear your name, or when I hear our song, or when I get flashbacks or have dreams of you. Because yes, almost two years have passed by and I still dream of you. But it doesn't break my heart anymore.

And I know why now.

At first I thought it was because I was over it. I thought it was because I had finally moved on and healed from all the damage you did to me. But it's not even that...

I have tried to date other people and I have tried to start over with someone else. I've tried to open up to him and I've tried to be good to him. He's a good guy and he treats me right and cares about me, but I just can't give him my heart... and today I realized why that is.

It's not because I'm scared to give my heart away, but because I don't have a heart at all anymore. It's because when you left me you took my heart with you and now I'm stone cold. I don't feel anything anymore for anyone.

In a way, I thank you... Because I never want to hurt that way ever again... And without a heart I won't hurt at all...
The world within Oct 2015
I’m sorry to burst your bubble but love is nonexistent. It is a word used by humans to describe one’s feeling of lust towards another.
L  U  S  T, that is it.
A person will make you smile, make you laugh, make your heart skip a beat, make you feel alive, make you feel wanted, make you feel special and you lust that. It is not love that you are experiencing, it is the lust for the happiness and joy given. Us as humans get confused by this word and we use it incorrectly. Love is not an exact thing. Love is simply an abstract noun. Nothing special.
Ree Jul 2015
I'm only but a tiny fragment of your memory.
Like a spec of dust.
Ree Jul 2015
You've probably washed out every memory of us, of me.
It's as if I love a stranger.
But that's how it is now.
I'm only but a stranger to you.
Yes, I still love you.
Ree Jun 2015
I was falling in love with someone who was falling out of love with me.
Morgyn May 2015
Tired of the *******

The broken promises

All the lies

All the fake forevers

**** the heartbreaks

**** the pain

I don't want anymore first kisses or first dates

**** Love I rather hear more lies like

"I'm different than those people"

"You can trust me"

**** Love I Am Done

No More Tears No More Pain
Ugh... Why does love hurt?
sarayu Nov 2014
Trembling I hold the scalpel in my hand
I know what I have to do
I have diagnosed myself and come to the conclusion that
It has to be cut off.
I can feel the pain spreading through my limbs
like liquid lead
cold.

Sometimes, he's just not that into you.
I don't usually swear, but ****! this feels bad...unexpected
Daniel Haggerty Apr 2014
My heart like the ocean
Ebbs & flows with the presence of the moon
Aye, the inconstant moon
In all it's silvered graces
Shimmers only of it's own accord;
Like yourself

While you light the sky
Life's burdens are but jetsam
cast away
The ship of my soul is lightened
to freely follow loves wind
where ever it does catch my sails


But in your absence
I am lost on a tumultuous sea
Likely to sink
In the wake of this tempest
I seek solace in the stars
But flotsam am I,
As I know you shine not for me

— The End —