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NeroameeAlucard Dec 2014
I'm empty, drained, this is a charade I can no longer maintain.
I'm sick of waiting on sunshine when clearly I'm destined for rain
I'm sick of no one giving a **** about me
I'm sick of people saying to my face they believe in me but behind my back they doubt me.

I'm sick of investing my time and feelings into someone that never gave a ****
I'm sick of pouring my heart out to someone only to be ignored or left alone to drift.
I'm sick of cupids controls on my life.
let's be honest here, I'll never in a million years find a wife.

I'm sick of having to be so **** insecure.
I'm sick of no one needing me like I need them
I'm sick of no one showing the same affection and care to me that I do them

I'm empty now. thank you friends.
I'm just worn out from all of this.
Megan Nov 2014
It was always cold here.

Even when the green fingers of the earth pulled themselves out
into the glowing radiance
of an afternoon sun
and from the confines of the slop of mud
     --and dust
          --and dirt
               that they were dormant in.

It was always cold here.

Even when the night was spewing of freedom and of color.
A world away from the routine that kept us
like the walking dead.
When others ran around in nothing but undergarments, I sat
     --cross legged
         --with a can in my hand
               that was supposed to help me forget the cold.

But,
It was always cold here.
And colder now that you are gone.
Sometimes you will feel cold physically and emotionally.
Have a lot to tell, just don't know where to begin..
Many would just pop out of my mind, some i can't even comprehend..
Lost at times, keeping my head surfaced just to have a gasp of what keeps me far from the rest..

Some would just say i'm a bit off track when it comes to sortin' out stuff..
They maybe right but it's not enough reason for me to give up..
They don't know what i'm goin' through..

Still as a duck on water, i paddle like hell just to put direction to this journey..
Begin to ask myself how can i, when i'm so stuffed?
Drippin' full i can't even think..

They point at me with false accusations..
It's hard when people around you are so blinded with ambitious expectations they only see your flaws and leave your little achievements unnoticed..
Gradually, it becomes so degrading that you yourself don't know what you're made of anymore..

Once i take center stage, and see people crying out loud, nothing's gonna be the same..
It's my stage, my life..
Once the curtain's up and the camera begins rolling, i have to play that part only i have rehearsed..
No one's gonna perform on my account..
It's just a matter of playing the part well or seeing tomatoes fly over my head..
I do not know what life has in store for me, all i know is there's no turning back..

Life is but a dream, it is a nightmare, for the most part..
No one will ever know what happens next once we close our eyes..
Life will always wish you sweet dreams, yet give you nightmares..
I've made up my mind not to escape from this dream..
The only dream i have learned to love..
It's dark indeed, but even though it's skin thin away from seeing light, i won't bother..
I'll never know what life can be if i stay wide eyed for the rest of my existence..
For this, i'll sleep my heart out coz it's a need to do..
It's the only thing that gives me joy and peace..
A life to live, it's a one shot slumber i cannot refuse..

Tonight, i'll close my eyes shut, hoping to dream for the sweetest...
Bella Anima Sep 2014
The amount of energy
It takes me to stop
The tears
Drains the life out of me.

The amount of energy
It takes me to smile
My day away
Drains the soul out of me.

But none of this
Will ever
Drain the love out of me
Nor
The memories of you and me.
Just exhausted.
Indeed, a bright white light approaches this shredded heart.
Could it truely be time so soon?
Perhaps a lucid dream with which my mind attemts to ****** my every thought but a fight successfully brought.

Not a dream I see...
A room drained of color, and a body fragile conected to the only source of survival.
Have I really met the end?
Could I possibly be looking at my future crumble.

It appears so...
The reflection of my lack of sanity so clear upon the tear drop of that loved one.
The only loved one.
The one worth taking bullets for every ounce of my body.

-Kathia Mariana Landeros
This came to me on the spot. I really don't know why.
But here it is.
Becky Littmann Aug 2014
"Look Up" by Gary Turk is a poem I've recently watched / read
& it's message was SO powerful, it's now forever in my head
So deep, well spoken & extremely true....
I hope you'll share it, I know it'll be a lasting impression on you
This video poem & it's message has inspired me to write....
.....guess I'm not sleeping tonight....

Kids nowadays
Entertain themselves differently from my childhood ways
This is what we've become to be
Can't go too long 100% electronically free
Fresh air & drinking from the hose
Have been lost & forgotten I suppose
Of course fresh air & hoses still exist
It's their simplicity that's being overlooked & missed
Kids imagination is becoming rare & isn't creative anymore
Far, far less than all the kids in years before
Glued to some form of a screen
Hours in a line they'd rather wait, the newest game they feel
The parks are all much too quiet now
Their fascination no longer fascinates somehow
playground equipment empty & bare
& it's seems like everyone really doesn't care
The weekends are slowly turning into just another day
With marathons of endless video game play
Not even one foot stepped outside
Instead, like a hermit,just staying inside
Sunshine wasted daily & ignored easily
My opinion...it should be enjoyed worry free & regularly
Go play a game of hide-and-go-seek
& try to start a winning streak
Or how about some good old Red Rover, Red Rover
...Who will you decide to "Send Over"
Maybe it'll be on your secret crush
Just be careful not to blush
Another game I loved to play
Cartoon tag, HURRY & SQUAT what character will you say?!
There's so many games of tag you could choose
& fun & laughter you'll never lose
Like freeze tag or how about tunnel tag
NONE of them at all are dull or close to being a drag
Just one rule I think should always apply
Count to ten after tagged so instant "tag backs" won't cause a cry
Or you could play mother may I?
.....also I recommend giving Red Light, Green Light a try
NOW if sports are more your thing
A glove, bats, ***** & bases are something you should bring
Basketball more your style
Then bring a ball & shoot hoops for a while
If you'd rather just enjoy the day & sunshine
That too, is perfectly fine
Take your dog for a little walk
& bring a friend a long & just talk
Outdoors has so much to offer you
There is endless amounts of options for things to do
Maybe enjoy a scenic little bike ride
Or a new adventure you've always wished you've tried
A park isn't the only outdoor place you can enjoy
Your own swimming pool is a great too with an old tire tube toy
There you can play hours of "Marco Polo"
Or see how your splashes go
Just don't forget to wear sunscreen
Or your results will be red & burn, if you get what I mean
& always , always drink lots of water
Especially when the weather gets hotter
Staying hydrated is without a doubt the best
No need for you body's limits to be put to the test
Back when I was young & carefree
Inside was the last place I wanted to be
Sunrise to sunset outdoors running around
There were times where I even rolled on the ground
As day turned to dusk & the sun was almost gone
That's when the street lights came on
Ending my day covered from head to toe in dirt
& a grass stained T-Shirt
I had an abundant amount of fun
& hated having that day already be done
I was one of the boys for a long time
But smart enough to let them commit any crime
No girls lived on my street at first
& I thought that was just the worst
But I could easily keep up with the boys & their plans
Daily, I'd quickly throw on & tie tight my vans
Riding through all the empty fields & dirt mounds used to jump
Houses being newly built & just a wood frame
Look back now, we had so many adventures & no one of them the same
FINALLY a girl moved in, just my age too
I was excited to the max, more than she ever knew
Barbies was mostly our pick for entertainment
Even outside we'd play them, so many hours we spent
Lego forts we're sleep over fun, that's for sure
So many memories & good times I created with her

2014 is the current year
Children's idea for "fun" is something I fear
Technology is always evolving & growing
& its dependency is definitely showing
Instead of coming home when the street lights come on
Sending a text is the new tradition
Actual words are becoming eliminated
& ridiculously being abbreviated
Which is causing normal speaking to sound absurd
Sometimes it's too horrible & unable to decipher what you've heard
Thanks electronics for advancing & inventing a new language
Now we talk like we have severe brain damage
"Dats Cray, Cray she's my bae"
Uuuuuhhhh WHAT THE **** DID YOU SAY?
Translation: "That's crazy, she's my babe" is what they said
Seriously, they are sounding more & more uneducated
Everyone now has a phone glued to their hand
It's a new trend that I'll never understand
Electronically we're being defeated
Not realizing it's not always needed
Like on a beautiful day & the weather is just perfect
Don't close your blinds because the sunshine you're trying to reject
Instead shut off that power ******* device
Fresh air is waiting & the breeze is nice
Computer games & all those gaming console
Are just disguised as good clean fun but actually they're slowly killing souls
One by one
Until the last one is done
We're just slaves to our electronics
No longer needing hooked on phonics
Dictionaries were quickly replaced
"Just google it" is now popularly phrased
As the years continue to progress
Electronics will advance & more will just obsess
It is kind of like when you're scrolling through a social media board
Reading the latest status your friend posted & beautifully poured
& trying to put down your phone for a bit
But it only managed to last a minute
Not a single change, how lame
So you hit refresh over & over but still nothing changed
All the while hoping some things would've rearranged
Desperate for some kind of excitement or some entertainment
Staring at the screen
Which displays nothing new to be seen
You're wasting your day
You don't want to forever live this way
Missing adventures you could've had, but gave them no chances
A screen brightly glowing hypnotized you, not allowing any reality glances
It puts you secretly in a trance that will mesmerized
Forgetting to blink, helpless they become are your eyes
Don't let it get to that part of no return
& remember what, a long the way you did happen to learn
Control your mind & don't let technology completely drain you...
Electronically free let's you experience all the possibilities you can do
All the new things you can try
...As long as you occasionally disconnect from WIFI
Sorry it's so long
Ella Byrne Jul 2014
I would consider myself to be
a happy person
as I have no reason not to be

But no matter how hard I try
the darkness is always there at
the back of my mind

Old demons try to force their way
through my defenses
it is a constant battle

A tug of war between
different emotions
testing the mind

Until now, I have been determined
I refused to let the bad eclipse
the good

However one becomes tired of this
inner struggle
I feel drained

The demons
have broken
through

I'm slipping into
the darkness
again.
Written in February 2013
it's ok May 2014
The stars were once so friendly,
dancing with the moon to radiate on each
satellite, plant, galaxy solar system
The stars were once so bright,
But that was before they saw a bitter life form
And they dimmed a little
They met the city lights, and saw they were
least important with such beauty,
A planet with stars of it's own,
which lead the stars to dim enough
But then the far away suns noticed
Hatred, and the beloved planets
not being taken care of,
water sources being drained,
Fake satellites being place all over,
The forbidden moon having
Earth's stolen elements stabbed into
Planets hid, and now
All the stars are all a dot to twinkle
Still holding onto that last piece of illumination
and lately, the moon seemed a little dimmer
How many times
How will you write
About a glorious light
It's mighty bright
When will you realize
it's worse off than you
                                        Let me be when I stargaze
            The sky will look back at me and reminiscence
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