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DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Im not sure if mad says it...I hear your words of fire while getting burned by the flames rolling off of words like *****! Sometimes Im completely, in utter shock like the cat got my tounge, but cats loath me. Memories flash in my mind of my own suffering of things he wouldn't do or didn't do. I took the burdon, I carried the load. I worked magic so our lives didn't turn out tragic. Not one time did I complain, and having to beg for appreciation is ******* insane. At the end of the day my feelings are forced to drift away, be at bay, where they may. Completely alone, isolated, yet in the core of the crowd. Never seen with all eyes on me. Again...I hear the word *****!! I turn around with cat-like reflexes and bellow words from the sword of my tounge like sir Knight himself. My scold is merciless, my point sharp, my sound ultrasonic. My powers brought forth thunder and lighting into his arrogance. Why must I be drained from the blood running through my rolling veins just to be heard...?
Poetic Artiste Mar 2015
I hate how negative you are.
I hate that you do not understand me.
I hate that you believe negative rather than any positive in me.
I hate that this feels forced.
I hate that speaking to you is like a tongue fighting a knife,
--your words always did cut much deeper than mine.
I hate that you do not listen.
I hate that I have little connection with you.
I hate that you make me miss them.
I used to have faith in this but that faith has now been drained.
Dania Mar 2015
Life is truly better alone,

            
                      
                          and yet I write in the journal that he gave to me.
Ottar Feb 2015
The last raindrop that hangs onto a branch, a twig
"droplet
let go, or evaporate", which one is the thing,
filter
fall down into the ground or fall up into the air,
                                              steamy but
water always finds the lowest point,
the water table quickly absorbs the fallen,
the sun so hot, sky lifts water up towards the heavens
in sheets
oh,... So looking forward to the last teardrop, eyes
                                                                                   too be
                                                                                     dry,
                                                                                  even for a little while.
Nolithando Jan 2015
I haven't let emotions or thoughts flow out of my system,
I've just been holding **** in
And as a result
I am now emotionally, and mentally clogged
And that's just blocking any progress or productivity of my inner self.
Writing has even become so difficult to accomplish.
Morose
Chalsey Wilder Dec 2014
This is still broken
I have been living with this for years and time has not even healed it
Time cut into it deeper
Making what I've craved more mouth watering and beautiful
Draining the life out of me, but circumstances forcing me to keep going
Drawing the energy out of my blood stream, adrenalin keeping me up, making me seem strong and unbreakable
I've broken through and through
I've just been holding on because of you
But now I don't need to hold on anymore
I'll just take this gun out
And bleed red all over the floor
This may be myself soon.
NeroameeAlucard Dec 2014
I'm empty, drained, this is a charade I can no longer maintain.
I'm sick of waiting on sunshine when clearly I'm destined for rain
I'm sick of no one giving a **** about me
I'm sick of people saying to my face they believe in me but behind my back they doubt me.

I'm sick of investing my time and feelings into someone that never gave a ****
I'm sick of pouring my heart out to someone only to be ignored or left alone to drift.
I'm sick of cupids controls on my life.
let's be honest here, I'll never in a million years find a wife.

I'm sick of having to be so **** insecure.
I'm sick of no one needing me like I need them
I'm sick of no one showing the same affection and care to me that I do them

I'm empty now. thank you friends.
I'm just worn out from all of this.
Megan Nov 2014
It was always cold here.

Even when the green fingers of the earth pulled themselves out
into the glowing radiance
of an afternoon sun
and from the confines of the slop of mud
     --and dust
          --and dirt
               that they were dormant in.

It was always cold here.

Even when the night was spewing of freedom and of color.
A world away from the routine that kept us
like the walking dead.
When others ran around in nothing but undergarments, I sat
     --cross legged
         --with a can in my hand
               that was supposed to help me forget the cold.

But,
It was always cold here.
And colder now that you are gone.
Sometimes you will feel cold physically and emotionally.
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