When you've been hurt,
It's easy to blame others.
But don't ask them why,
They keep hurting you.
Ask yourself why,
You're allowing them.
Realize your mistakes.
And grow.............
To become stronger

I wish you could see me,
not physically but emotionally.
Then you could judge me.
When you see just how ****** up
I am inside.

I see you, yes you.
Hiding in the dark, your waiting for my heart.
  Scratching the walls and screaming in the cage, your making me grow with rage.  How you laugh as I fall,  knowing this won't heal at all.
   You know me and I know you, I see you cutting through.
Again the cage is getting weak, I fear I'm on a losing streak.
   But I won't back down yet, I wish I could press reset.
Your screams echos my mind, letting me know I'm out of time.
   Who is this, monster I see, Staring back at me?
You whisper sweet words of poison, I stand still frozen.
    I move , you move.
I sit down, you sit down with me.
   Are you mocking me?
Or is that really me?..I see?

I've started feeling despair
for the love that we share
oh! sorry I do forgot
the love, its all I've got

you never care to
find my love for you
you were busy in your own
you left me to cry and frown

you talked to me once or twice
you tried your best to act nice
all you said was not to call again
is it enough to heal my pain

you may put up a fight
but don't disappear from my sight
Instead slit my heart
and tear it apart

My feelings have rotten
but you're not forgotten
I still feel the pain
but the conditions have change(d)
      
to be continued... ... ...

Oh, I'm a ***?
With no life and no meaning?*
You say you don't give a **** about me
But you still look at my social media doe!
Oh, I'm glad for this information
The more I know, the more I start to care less
The more I think I feel my power depress
I really need progress

Cause my goal ain't to care less
It's to move on and not to give a **** at all