Thoughts slipped away like sand
As he stands beside me holding my hand

*** life gone conceptual
My loved one now asexual
Online erotica and poetry
Supports for monogamy
Relieving some tension
Building up the frustration
Mind set on one finality
Bring back her sexuality

A life of little pleasures,
Settling in as normality
Restrained is couple leisure,
I want to love you fully

A concording family quartet,
Getting there wasn't easy!
To this, our love a threat?
I want tranquility

Just some small incisions,
To reclaim our sexuality
Off with the procreation,
I want a vasectomy

A chaos that we were
A storm that we went into
Felt like the world has ended right there and then
When you said the word farewell

Every prayers, every wish
Genuine as they came
Every smile, every tears
As real as they came

Perfect is far from what we were
Did we even know what we were?
If we were not to meet each other for another day
Would our heart had anything to say?

The world, now a different place
The scenery, now is just a blur
The colors, all black and white
The sound, is just muted background

When the world heard of us part
It just started crumbling apart
The stars we used to stare on the night sky
They just fall like passersby

Every hug, cold
Every memories, pain
Every smile, forgotten
Everything, lost

But then came the silence
As if its holding victim of patience
Questioning the future and its existence
God knows its not coincidence

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If our love was broken
If our love was pain
Why am I keep telling myself
That I would do it all over again?

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Let's climb every mountain
Let's dance under the rain
Lets kiss and embrace once again
Let's fall in love again

-Paradise.

Long ago, there was a man and woman,
They lived in a beautiful big garden.

One day their master gave them a command,
About a special grand tree in the land.

He warned them not to eat from his lush tree,
Which looked irresistible and smelled sweet.

But they rebelled after they became proud,
Therefore, their master chucked both of them out.

I'll always remember
the smell of the rain
as we climbed up
the tree that rose infront
of my house when we
were nine and how
you asked me out
when we touched
the ground.
You deny it
now and that
truly broke
my heart.
- first love.

Voice like honey,
sweetness dripping down every word
I was sure of it even though
I never heard you sing along
to those lyrics that
you wrote.
Soft hair, curling
at the ends my
hands never tangled
on the strands.
Nicest guy you’ll ever meet
even if we didn’t make it past
the third date.
Took me a while to understand
that it wasn’t you that I liked.
Just the idea of you
that occupied my mind.
- idealist.