misha

misha Apr 2020

i wish we knew from the start,
if someone was going to leave you in the end

so that i would never get close
never would trust
& never would love them

i don't want to lose u but if u ghost me then i can't reach you

#loss #friendship #miss #tears #lonely

misha Apr 2020

can i unmiss you?

i know it's bad to hold on but i just miss your company.

i don't think i miss you like i used to, maybe it's just the friendship i want now, the conversations we had and how happy i was.

i miss me.

come back soon

#miss #heartbreak #tears #love #left #long #goodbye #friendship

misha Apr 2020

idk

i promise i don't want to get back with you but at the same time i want to talk to you, to hear you and to spend my time with you. is that alright? or do i sound in love? the scary part is that i don't want to love someone who's going to break me again

he's toxic, i need him out of my system

#love #denial #toxic #heart #broken #imissyou #heartbreak #tears #boy #girl

misha Apr 2020

broken homes

what's the point of building friendships if all they do is knock you down?

people are so toxic, you can't even trust anymore

#friendships #betrayal #toxic #tears #trust #alone

misha Mar 2020

six feet

a year ago
i lost you
six feet under

and even a year later
i love you
six feet over

i miss u grandma, i love you so much. thank you for being my grandmother, honestly the best thing you ever did was love us unconditionally despite the communication barrier but i know that even if our tongues did not speak the same languages, our hearts sure did and the love we felt could be translated into any language

#bye #intheclouds #heaven #death #missyou #love #tears #mother

misha Mar 2020

the stages of a relationship

hour long calls
hour long messaging
hour long giggles

minutes long stories
minutes long for a few words
minutes long for being scared, afraid and desperate

seconds long for three words
seconds long for saying sorry
seconds long for a bye

and a fraction of a memory

still sorry?

#heartbreak #tears #alone #love #soul #goodbye #boy #girl #dream

misha Feb 2020

falling in & out

falling in love hurts
falling out of love hurts more

but falling in love alone
and falling out of alone,
hurts the most.

i guess this is it lads, after a heartbreak i am back to post as per usual. it was a toxic relationship and im ready to move past it, right?

#love #heartbreak #tears #alone #boy #girl #colours #inlove #heart