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Tear my heart out
As it still beats.
Take my heart from me
As it still beats...

The aching pain
Never ceases.
The unbearable trauma
Never ceases...

If I had a choice
I'd choose death.
If you asked me
I'd choose death...

No more pain,
No more ache,
No more trauma,
No more me,*
That's what I need...
Figure it out for yourself,
It won't be interpreted the same way
Like a vacuum, it *****,
Pressure, produced by people,
Who'v'nt given two *****.

Under pressure

They expect this, and ask for that.
Unknowing, undying in nature,
I sit around, treated like a domestic cat.

Under pressure

No time to think, no time to act.
People, poignant, persistently pushing.
Why does this all, feel like an attack?

*Under pressure
"I've been feeling under pressure" - Logic
These tears have since turned red
From the wounds I'm bleeding out from
Tried telling someone
Those things you keep deep inside?
~
Tried telling someone
You dont belong in this world?
~
Tried telling someone
Being you, isn't a good thing?
~
Tried telling someone
**They'll never understand...?
I don't wanna feel this miserable beneath the happiness
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME
Hahaha
Surprise surprise you'd think so
Oh

Sorry I dont think I said it right
You think you know me?
Hahaha
Surprise surprise you thought you did
Oh

You talked to me for a bit
Learnt my name
What I like and who I am
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME?!
HA!
Dont demean our relationship with pathetic lies
YOU
Saw what I wanted to show you
YOU
Know all in which I've told you

Surprise surprise
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME

*
...you don't...
You have no idea what it's like to be me
To wake up, knowing this is who you are
Powerless, helpless and pathetic
You, think you know me
But you don't
You can't
You couldn't
You won't
and you wouldn't

But I need help

Not your help
not yours either
Definately not your help
You couldn't

But I need help

It's a bit much
A lot much
More than I want much
I shouldn't

I just need help

Should ask him what's up
Maybe get him to talk
He can trust me
No you shouldn't
I hope you wouldn't

He doesnt
He can't talk
He can't trust you
He just needs help

You can't
You couldn't
You won't
and you wouldn't
I seriously need help, only you're not gonna be the one to do it. Period
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