Esther: Favorites

Feb 2018 Esther

On the DL

Feb 2018 Esther

Brittney T

He lays me down
For the first time
And kisses me gently.
His hand moves gingerly
Down my side.
He does his best to
Keep eye contact
while I'm naked under him.

I feel appreciated,
Respected,
Cared for.

I can tell I can open up to him
About what I'd really like
In this bed...

I want those tender lips
To part against my neck
And hips.
I want those gentle hands
Clasped tightly around my wrists.
I want his anxious eyes
To explore his lust with me.

And then I want him
To give in
To take me

Pull me
Grab me
Bite me
Scratch me
Pin me
**** me

I'll tell him its okay to pull my hair
And show him the best way to do it.
I'll tell him its even better with bruises
Tied down, blind-folded.
I'll be dripping with sweat
While you drip wax. And
I'll be soaking wet.

But we've only been dating for a month. Guess I'll keep secrets
Until they won't scare him off.

#*** #******* #***** #frustrated #patient

Feb 2018 Esther

chaos

Feb 2018 Esther

the unwritten note

chaos

You and me
were just chaos
together.
And I couldn't
describe it better.

From the very start I knew, we would never fit in together. But I still waited for the storm to create the CHAOS .

#chaos #pain #love #heart #feelingd #together

Feb 2018 Esther

Empty. Nothing. Me.

Feb 2018 Esther

Dark Delusion

Empty. Nothing. Me.

I wish I could fall asleep by your side, in your arms
And wake up to the same sight of us

I never imagined how silence could be so loud.
I miss your touch, your skin, our time that I loved

But it's gone, you're gone, no feelings, nothing.
Empty. Empty. Empty.

I wish I could use another word, but it fits so perfect.

Me, my life, the world.

I tell you goodnight every night in my sleep,
I speak your name like it was the only ting I knew.

You drove me crazy, and I left without explanation.

Now I'm used to being alone, it takes time to get to know it again. And now I never want anything else.

#you #love #me #us #feelings #time #alone #broken

Jan 2018 Esther

Brown Eyes

Jan 2018 Esther

ashley lingy

Brown Eyes

Occasionally I come across a person with brown eyes,
and I compliment them on those peepers.

More often than not, they laugh and say,
"Oh, they're just brown."
Or
"They're **** colored."
Or
"I wish I had blue/green/hazel eyes."

I want to grab them by the shoulders,
pull them close to me,
look into those eyes and say,
"Your eyes are alluring, deep, and warm."

Eyes the color of delicious coffee,
of which I want to gulp every last drop.
Eyes the color of ancient leather,
the binding of the best books.
Eyes the color of the soft soil,
from which everything good grows.

I say,
"Love your eyes, it's how the rest of us see into your soul."

Brown eyes are my favorite eyes.
Brown eyes make me feel like I am home.

#brown #eyes #beautiful #love #alluring #deep #warm #favorite #home #color

Jan 2018 Esther

super blue blood moon

Jan 2018 Esther

Lunar

super blue blood moon

have you ever wondered
why   am   i   always
f  a  s  c  i  n  a  t  e  d
with the phenomena
of     a    red and rare
l u n a r   e c l i p s e?

with every time we meet,
i turn red;
but with every time we part,
i don't turn blue.

rare doesn't mean
"once in a lifetime."
it only means that
you'll always return,
no matter how long it takes.

and i believe that
someday
for sure
again:
*i'll see you.

aren't we all fascinated with the things, events, and people which come rare?
it makes us cherish them well.

(j.m.)

#super #blue #blood #moon #moment #love #rare #life