i picked a sunflower
not because i wanted to
because i had to,
it reminded me of you
now you see?
see what you have done
done to me
I'm trapped in nest
nest made of you
you,
your smile,
your laugh,
made of you.

the sunflower is dead now.
i try to bring it back alive
i really try it
nothing brings it back alive
nothing makes it alive,
maybe aliveish
not alive.
but maybe is that all i can get
aliveish
maybe that's fair enough
enough alive

i heard u like bretty girls
so i didn't dress up like one
but you still came back
and acted like i was the only one
only one there, everywhere

so i dressed up like me
and hoped you will feel
that I'm not enough
enough for you
enough to walk next to you

and you still sitting right here
your brown eyes shining back to me
and i still try slip away
hoping you will let me go
let me walk right back home

cause i still have feeling for you
and i can't slip away
away from them