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Richard Jul 2017
Pillow by the tears soaked,
from under the head by the thoughts wrecked,
hides all of my secrets.
It's 1:20 am and I can't sleep. I'm sad and diappointed, so this quick came on my mind like a thunder as my eyes were closed.
Richard Jul 2017
Used to stay up till she'd fallen asleep,
Used to talk about the secrets of the universe,
Used to talk about the color of the ant.
Used to move and laugh
Used to sit together, happy in a silence.

Look at us now.

Use to fall asleep while she's up,
cause
Don't use to talk about our worries,
Don't use to talk about our interests.
Don't use to laugh at crazy nothings
Don't use to have the same happy silence.

And the crazy long kisses.

It means that you feel the same?

You are the saddest person I know.
You are the most beautiful person.
You are still the only one.

I don't know what has changed.
I don't know if it's just your sadness.
I don't know if it's me.

Would love to help you.
Would love to be here with you.
Would love to know if I still have you.

But
Do you want my help?
Do you want me to be next to you?
Do you feel like a part of me?

Life is cruel.
It's hard to live for you, I know.
It's the unknown pain for me, I know.
It feels better to be alone, I know.

But
You need to understand
That I only want to help you,
That I want to see smile on you,
That I would give the world to you,
That I'm here for you,
That I just want to be with you.

That I don't understand where are you.

I love you.
It's hard to explain, but it is right from my heart. This time I don't know how to feel about her. I have so much on my mind, it's so painful, it hurts. And pain like this, when it's kept in you for so long, needs to be released. I usually release it by drawing, but it returns every time and is stronger and stronger. So I decided to write a poem this time. Hope you will understand my feelings thanks to this.
Richard Jul 2017
Just like a morning star,
like a beam of light waking you up,
I came in here, haven't said you sup,
I'm in awe how glorious you are.

Boredom is hidden in a routine
When there is nothing new,
Getting killed by time's queue
Slave of this hell for a long time you have been.

There's nothing special on a little rose,
Even though it may shine the dark face bright
So wee me trying to grow up,
Struggle to lift corners of your mouth.

So as the sun on the sky,
as the moon in the night
as they share the sky,
to share some of mine would be right.

All the people have to sleep,
And the need is soo deep,
They must follow the surrounding,
and darker it is getting,
the stronger is the feeling.
There is nothing funny about me,
So follow me, you will fall asleep.

It's well-known feeling,
Lying in a lonely bed,
without love, a mind is soo distracted
Imagine me,
with the head under the pillow,
with the tear on my cheek, ruined.
Give me some like or love,
No more sadness, blessed I will be.

Fun and peace.
It's not desperate request (maybe), I just want to introduce myself a little bit and make a fun. Yeah and its just a quick poem, sooo.
Richard Jul 2017
I've got the prescription
to my deadly disease
I need to love you,
and I will live.
Came like a thunder on my mind, so I had to  share it with my friends, here. You.
Richard Jul 2017
Her
Scrape out my eyes if I can't see her.
Make me deaf if I can't hear her.
Burn out my skin if I can't feel her.
Rip out my heart if I can't love her.
Can't stop
Richard Jul 2017
Maybe this is the time
I should stop putting coal into the fire
The finding may be sour just like a lime,
but I need to know if the fire warms.

Maybe this is the time
I should stop drawing thick line
raise the head and wink on the paper
what I thought was a masterpiece
may be just a squiggle.

Maybe this is the time
I should stop asking.
To find out where the river flows
I should wait if the questions come.

Maybe this is not the time.
uncertainty

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