I don't care about you anymore

More like I shouldn't care about you anymore
Because no mater how much I try to bear
It never brings me peace anyway

But my heart keeps beating too fast
And I can't control my emotions
I'd just like you to
Think about me every once in a while
Would you?

I thought it was okay
For me to make it to the last minute
And there you were waiting for me
I took slow breaths before approaching you
But I felt too afraid to come
I backed out
The next day you were gone
I had no idea where you went
Maybe I do
And it's somewhere away from me
I smiled sadly at the decision I made
I should've come yesterday
I shouldn't have been afraid
I should've told you how I felt
You told me to go by then
And yet I failed to
I'll never be able for this again
I'm just a coward waiting for the consequences

Was it necessary
For me to be harsh to you?
Was it too much
When I already know you're hurting?
Was it painful
When I left that mark on your cheek?

Is it okay
For me to be sorry?
Because I know the way I treated you
Can never heal the wounds that surfaced onto you.

Whenever I think of a crush
My mind makes an image of you
I don't even talk to you that much
And I hardly even bother to interact with you
But
Why is it you are the one I think about
Whenever I tell myself
I don't like anyone

Run run run
Run fast fast fast
There's no one to hold you down
Run run run
Run fast fast fast
But time
Oh time can slow you down
Run run run
Run fast fast fast
It's too late
There's nothing you can do
Stop stop stop
There's no point in running now
For what you're living for
Has been crushed
Shatter shatter shatter
You can hear the pieces of your life breaking
No more time
No more life
And now
Bye bye bye

You were one of my best friends
Someone I cared for
Seeing you die today
Was a tragedy for me
I cried for hours
I can't hide the tears now
Even if you were the annoying one
You were the cutest
And the youngest
It struck me too hard
When I heard the news
I love you
Please rest in peace

We met each other for the first time
We both fell at first sight
But that was it
Because that was where we  met our beginning
And our end