Angel: Favorites

Jul 2016 Angel

wren cole

I sit down to write you symphonies,
Write for hours on end.
You fill my thoughts endlessly,
So I write you books of poetry
And whole novels about my daydreams.
I sit down to spend hours sketching every detail of your face-
I have it memorized, it's true.
Then I shall sit and wait for an outcome
For an eternity. Or two.

Why do I get it in my head that if I pour my soul out for someone they will do the same? Nobody owes me anything.

Jul 2016 Angel

This is war

Jul 2016 Angel

Błeeding Dįamøndš

This is war

Shut the door
Breathe a little more.
Because they say
Sticks and stones...
Break my bones.
And its true.
Your words hurt too
They cut like knives
Stab like swords.
Make me feel war headed.
Something so dreaded.
Ghosts of my past
Spawn every year.
But im a good person
I dont deserve this curse and
More and more
I begin to imagine a life without you.
A place where you dont exist.
I will try to presist.
But ive got a list
One that makes me ******.
And your name's on top.
what a ******* honor
Its like you are a suicide wish donor.
Im roasting you
And i know you hate me too.
But ive escaped.
This game.
But i just might come back
To teach you
how to play

welcome to war
*********

#anger #abuse #dad #play #game #revenge #roast

Jul 2016 Angel

Drown in shallow water

Jul 2016 Angel

Phantasmagoria

Drown in shallow water

You told me that
I was everything you ever wanted
and that
you loved me through and through.

Swiftly,
your love has evaporated
and
your wanting turned to something new.

#love #water #drown #shallow

Jul 2016 Angel

I am

Jul 2016 Angel

Błeeding Dįamøndš

I am

I am down
I am worn
I am tired
I am hurt
I am bruised
I am torn
But i am a surviver
I prevail
I am an overcomer
And i will
*keep fighting

#life #empower

Jul 2016 Angel

Restless

Jul 2016 Angel

Tehreem

Restless

Night turns to the bright day
The longing persists
Angel is miles away
The need burns the soul

The need to annihilate into one.

#desire #need #angel #day #night #soul #separation #longing #craving #persists

Jul 2016 Angel

.... Welcome Back (Part 23) ....

Jul 2016 Angel

Neex

.... Welcome Back (Part 23) ....

Firstly,
*******!

Secondly,
I missed you.

Also,
You're an ***.

It's hard to say.

Well,
I'm happy and sad.

I mean,
Your life is sorted.

But,
You have a girlfriend.

Remember,
I'll always be your best friend.

Except,
I'm not so sure.

I think,
*My heart needs a wake-up call.

So happy about this. Was pretty sure that this collection was in its grave not resting peacefully but I guess it wasn't. Summer just took an interesting turn.

#love #hate #relationship #him #again

Jul 2016 Angel

lifeline

Jul 2016 Angel

Caitlyn Emilie

lifeline

"I'll manage to keep my flowers watered and alive for yet another day.."

"You be the water, I'll be the vase."

This was a message between my boyfriend and I..I wrote the 1st sentence and he replied with the second. Very meaningful to me.

#love #boyfriend #lover #him #missing #soulmates #babe