we try to play numb
to our thoughts and feelings
like there's a chance
they will leave us alone
as if they will disappear
if we try to avoid them
but they never will
they have no days off on their schedule
they make us who we are
they're parts of ourselves no one can see
at night
during the day
every second
every minute
every hour
we can't avoid ourselves, our minds
we can't escape the mirrors, the reflections
we can't be numb, and refuse to ever feel

I wish I knew
I wish I could see behind those eyes
I wish I knew if I wander inside them
I wish I could realize if make your thinking tremble
Because there's no clue to me
That you need me

Because there's no clue to me
that i'm the girl that makes you dizzy and makes your stomach hurt when you're mad at me, because there's no clue to me that I hurt as much as you do sometimes, that there is no end and no beginning without me...

There's no clue to me that you want me
my soul, my bones, my thoughts, my hours, my minutes...

There's no clue to me that all this time has been worth it...
I swear there's not...

I wish I knew what I feels like
I wish you could only read this words through my eyes
I wish you knew that you wander inside them
I wish you could realize that you're making my thinking tremble
Because there's no clue to us
That this is ending.

It hit me
It hit me* like warm water to ice
Like the waterfalls hit the rocks
To see tears stream down your face
It hit me
It hit me 'cause it hurt

It hit me to know that I matter
'Cause i've spent a long time wondering
If I deserve better
It hit me to know that I could live without you

But then those tears came to you
And they hit me
They hit me...

They hit me but I...
I needed them
I craved them

And for the first time
You felt like I did
And it hit you£
*It hit you.